Because of the compulsion

Silly Thoughts Miss

During the trip Viona just leaned her back against the car in silence. Viona is escorted home by Rio to the Marshal's house.

"Emmm.. Mr. Rio. Can I ask you?" Viona said hesitantly while looking ahead at Rio who is focused on driving. "What do you mean, miss?.." Rio glanced at Viona from the front-viewer "ah, yes miss don't call me 'master' just call Rio!"

"Can I call like that?.. It will be disrespectful"

Rio glanced back at the rearview and smiled at Viona. "Byeah, Miss. If called 'master' by miss, it feels uncomfortable to be heard because of my mistress. So just call my name! Don't call 'master' anymore I'm also young Miss, more comfortable to be called by name" he asked.

"Well, you don't want to be called 'master' reasoned because it's still young, kept master Mashal how? Isn't the age of the Marshal lord also young. His age is even the same as my Brother, Brother Vino. But she was always called 'master' tuh" Viona's voice made Rio so misbehaved.

"That's different again, miss..." Rio shook his head "why Miss so equate me with Young Master" ended a witty smile.

Viona just smiled. "alright. Then we also do not need to talk too formally yes!. let's be comfortable" Rio just nodded doubtfully.

"Can we be best friends, Rio?" Viona asked doubtfully expectantly. While Rio was just frowning in silence.  "Emm. he meant that I don't know anyone else but you, too, the Marshal. So I want us to get along so I don't feel alone... I want us to be good friends. Yes, we can be familiar so that we also know each other. Wanna?" Rio was just silent in his confusion. How did he become friends with his own master.

"Rio, will you?.. I don't know who to interact with at the Marshal's house. I don't know anybody yet. So we can be more familiar?" He asked back because Rio remained silent. "Alright, Miss" agreed with doubt.

  Viona's face was glowing hearing that.

"So what does Miss want to ask?" Said Rio because Viona was silent so did not ask.

"Ah, that is. I want to ask about the master" Rio raised his eyebrows waiting for the question while continuing to focus on driving. "Master has a girlfriend?" Viona asked doubtfully making Rio instantly die a flea.

  Miss knows?.where does she know about it?. Why did she ask that?..

Viona sat down swiftly looking at Rio. "Rio, why shut up?. A6 I'm asking..."  Viona glanced sharply at Rio asking for an answer. "So right, Mr Marshal's got a girlfriend?"

  What do I have to answer?..

  Not getting an answer either, Viona leaned forward towards Rio who was focused on driving. "Mr Marshal has a girlfriend?" He asked back near Rio's ear who was still focused on driving.

  Rio nodded weakly and Viona returned back her body sitting back swiftly. "So it's true that you have a girlfriend" Viona muttered.

  Rio glanced at Viona through the rearview. He frowned at her in wonder.

  Miss not angry? Why is he ordinary.

"Miss" call Rio softly. And Viona saw it. "Yes?"

"Miss knows where you got a girlfriend?"

"So her boyfriend nyamperin" said Viona casually made Rio stupefied with shock as well as astonishment.

  Miss Amanda appeared in front of the young lady? Why is it like this? When's?what happened?. Rio mind started to wonder.

"So when I was the same sir, Miss Amanda came to the wardrobe room" continued his speech to make Rio back wide.

  Miss also knows her name?. But, why is she so ordinary?..

"You have a boyfriend, so why did he marry me, Rio?  Why didn't he just marry his girlfriend?"

"I can't answer that, Miss. Better ask your master directly!"

Viona sighed "hahh, how could I dare to ask the master"

"Ah, don't talk about it anymore. It doesn't matter to me, either. I don't want to interfere with Mr. Marshal's business, either. Let him do whatever I want, I don't care"

Rio frowning. "But Miss, Miss should know a lot about young master. Miss is his wife, so yeah,.. Miss should know your business as well, in my opinion"

Viona bobbing head. "For what, Rio? After all, mister Marshal also does not want me to interfere too much in his affairs. And I think it's better that way. I don't have to take care of people's lives. I also have my own life that needs to be taken care of" sighed for a moment. "Maybe it's better, we take care of each other's lives"

  Why can Miss think like that?.do not all couples have to care for each other's affairs with each other...

"Didn't Miss like you having a boyfriend?" The original question from Rio made Viona instantly smile cynically.

  Rio who saw that from the rearview, and instantly his mind again asked full of wonder.

"Miss isn't angry if you have a lover?" Now Rio question made Viona laugh crisply. "Where might I be angry, Rio. Hahaa this you, I have no right to be angry" he said as he laughed crisply back which made Rio even more stunned.

  Why is Miss laughing?. What's so funny try? He says he has no right to be angry, he is his wife. It's clear that the lady has a right to be angry. This lady why?

"Miss, this lady is your wife. Obviously Miss has a right to be angry about it. But why isn't Miss angry?"

"Although I am his wife, I will never be angry. That's business, sir. I don't want to interfere, Rio" she said. Rio was just silently listening in full wonder.

"Rio, you know I married her myself, not my wish. So you want to have a girlfriend or have a lot of women even if I don't care. Instead I am happy to know you have a boyfriend. haha"

"Perhaps with you having a boyfriend, it would be more profitable for me, Rio. Especially if their relationship is getting better, then the master will feel sick of me and prefer his girlfriend. Then we divorced. hahaha happy" Viona laughed again while imagining if she could be free from this marriage.

Rio's eyes instantly rounded perfectly. Viona could have said that. I even thought about divorce when I just got married.

"Miss, why do girls think that way? Does Miss want Miss Amanda to be the destroyer of Miss's household with Mr?"

"Yes. Maybe with the presence of the woman can make it easier to end this marriage" he said.

"Why are you thinking about ending this marriage? Miss just got married to Mr. It's only been a day you've been married. But why did Miss talk about divorce?" Rio glanced at Viona intensely from the rearview mirror asking for an answer. "Didn't Miss want to defend Miss's household?"

Viona sighed deeply. Back to his back in a comfortable position. "It's not the marriage I want." Viona gave a lazy sigh. "I don't want any of this to happen. Imagine it never. I also don't know how this marriage will go. A marriage without love. A marriage full of force. I'm not sure this marriage will last long. Especially after I found out you have a lover, I'm more and more convinced that this marriage will not last long" 

  Rio was just focusing on driving in his silence listening to Viona's speech. But he also thought hard to understand.

Miss is right, not even everyone wants to have a marriage like this. Everyone will also crave a marriage based on love, not coercion.

"Rio" called Viona hesitantly turning to Rio who was just speechless. Rio glanced again at Viona from the rear view "yes, Miss?"

"Em, do you want to listen to my babble?" Viona's question made Rio frown. "I just want to get everything out of my head right now. Do you want to listen to him?" Rio nodded "Yes, Miss. Please!"

Viona took a deep breath after Rio agreed. Positioning his seat to be more comfortable while still leaning his back to relax. "Actually, my parents always asked me to be in a relationship with a man. They wanted me to have a boyfriend but I always didn't... They always ask that question almost every day until my ears feel like they can no longer hear the crest of his boredom hearing the question continues. Every day you ask 'You have a boyfriend? Who else is Deket?' It keeps being asked..."

"Maybe, they're afraid I'm a spinster. Because other people sometimes say that I'm not interested in a relationship. Sometimes people say I don't do it. Because I have never been dating since then. So it's no wonder they talk like that" Viona crossed her legs. Looking straight ahead at the street. "I never ignored their words. Want them to say that I do not sell or I am a lesbian even though I will not care about the words of others. I am also young. College wasn't over but they always said it was. They don't know shit. But unlike my parents who sometimes might hear other people's babble, so they're worried too."

Now Viona closed her eyes with her hands kept in her lap. "I've never dated, not because I'm not interested in men. But because I don't want to date. What do I think dating is for? Dating just status. I think dating can be destructive too. I just learned from observation, I know how lovers interact when there is a word 'dating' between them. Strange interaction. Even dangerous. I feel like they are free. Even doing indecent things such as kissing, even to the point of doing further things. Well, that's why I don't want that to happen. Besides that, I haven't thought about dating either. I think later also if the soul mate comes alone. I just always hoped that one day I would have a boyfriend who loved me so much. So loved. The man I love too. And we married lovingly in the future"

"But I was wrong it turned out, not the soul mate I craved who was present. I'm even married to a Marshal master. The one who was suddenly present, helped Papa's company and married me..." Viona nodded back. "Somehow my marriage came to be. I'm married to a man I don't understand. Boro-boro I love, just know not. I'm full of doubts about this marriage, Rio. How can this marriage be happy if it is intertwined with an unwanted beginning. I can't take this relationship seriously. That's why I think this relationship is coming to an end and I can get the man I love later after being detached from the Marshal master"

   Rio who from earlier was just silently listening, so felt sympathy for Viona. He understood what Viona was saying.

  It's very nice, Miss. It seems that Miss is not able to accept this marriage, it is true, where there may be people who want this kind of marriage to happen.

"Sorry, Miss. Maybe I should ask this.." Rio glanced back at Viona from the rearview mirror.

Viona opened her eyes glancing at Rio.

"Does Miss really want to end this marriage? It's not better to live it first. Miss is just about to start, yes Miss already wants to end it?" Said Rio in doubt.

Viona thought for a moment. What Rio said was true as well.

Exhaling a rough breath. Staring at Rio grimly. "Either.. I actually got this wedding too. I accept this harsh reality with my chest. I accept that I am married to the Marshal master and bound by him" Viona leaned her head against the window looking out the window "But to outsmart him. Maybe, yes" he continued, full of doubts.

  Viona was silent as if she was thinking hard. But a moment later his face was smiling radiantly. "Ha! But with the presence of Miss Amanda, it might make it easier for me to get to know her" her chirp made Rio instantly frown in confusion.

"Hopefully the woman can help make it easier to end this marriage" her enthusiasm ended with an ever-expanding smile.

  'Did Miss really want to end it, why did Miss so expect the relationship to end quickly?. did Miss really not want to keep it?..

Rio dissolved in his own thoughts while Viona took the phone from her bag.

"Miss, do you want that to happen? If that happens, and Miss Amanda is the cause, Miss will be abandoned by Mr. Marshal. Are you not afraid of being a widow?"

  Rio's question made Viona shift her focus away from the phone while laughing crisply made Rio frown in surprise again.

  Why did Miss laugh? I seriously?..

"I'm not afraid of being a widow, Rio. After I became a widow, there were still many who wanted me. I am not afraid of aging with the status of a widow. It might only take a while for me to have another husband. haha. I can still attract any man" she said humorously making Rio even more astonished by her attitude.

"Somewhere when I'm a widow, I'll still be a virgin, Rio. So it's so easy for me to find any guy.haha..."

  The virgin? Miss talk what? How could a widow be a virgin?.Rio's mind began to be confused and questioningly digest back Viona's words.

"Because the Lord Marshal is also unlikely to touch me, so even as a widow I will still be a virgin even if she is a widow" he said back as if he knew what question Rio was thinking in his silence.

"How can Miss think like that? Today many claim to be girls but are no longer virgins. Moreover, a widow, where could there be a widow who is still a virgin? Kalopun the widow was still a virgin, but no one could believe her. This miss is all-around" Rio shook his head. "It's impossible for you not to touch Miss. You're husband and wife now. And you are also a normal man Miss. There's no way you won't touch his own wife" Rio assured.

Viona stopped her laughter. Wiping the watery corners of the eyes from laughing too much. Right said Rio. How could he think of such a ridiculous thing. Even he had imagined it so that making himself laugh out of his fatigue for a moment.

"Although I am his wife, but it seems like master will indeed not touch me, Rio. Look at his girlfriend, sir! She's sexier than me. Which master is interested in me. Surely the master is more interested in his girlfriend"

Rio chuckled softly at the head. "What is this lady talking about? Why are you thinking about Miss everywhere? Miss his wife, so you'll only touch his wife's young miss, not Amanda's boyfriend.." Rio continued to shake his head while continuing to focus on driving with a smile that could not fade.

According to him, Viona's mind has digress far and even feels ridiculous. There was no way a husband would not be interested in his beautiful wife like this Viona. Even according to Rio, Viona is much prettier and better in any way than Amanda, Marshal's girlfriend.

SERIATE.....