
"Emc ... Deck, do you love Marshal?"
Glug. The satan! Viona dies a flea if it's been asked like that. She was confused as to what to answer to Lina. If he's lying, obviously it can't be. But, if he was to be honest, that was also impossible for him to do. Afraid of Lina even more interrogating him.
Lina squinted at Viona's reaction. Her mind was immediately convinced that Viona could not love her husband. Loving someone is not easy and Lina understands that. Moreover, Viona married a Marshal because she was forced to.
"Mama understands .. already, you don't have to say it. Mama knows it too." Lina rubbed Viona's hand gently.
"Mama know what?" Sok confused, even though he knew the meaning of his mother's words.
"You don't love her yet" Lina guessed with a naughtiness. Viona looked down in shame. Mothers always know what their children are thinking. It was not strange that Lina could guess what Viona wanted to say. "Mama used to be so ...."
Newly Viona looked up, staring at her mother. "I mean Mama?"
Lina turned her seat over to be able to face Viona comfortably. He clasped both of Viona's hands that were on top of his lap. "A little, Mama feels what you feel. Mama's early marriage wasn't about loving each other either."
Viona was stunned to hear it. Seeing Lina disbelieving with the thought of guessing everywhere. "So, Mama's the same papa ...."
"Yes. But the case is different," Lina patted Viona's back. "we were betrothed. Opa same your grandfather was from the past suhabasan, so the impact on the mother is equally papa, deh. So we're being betrothed to strengthen the relationship between opa and your grandfather."
Viona mangosteen heard Lina's story. He just found out about his parents' story. He thought Lina and Heru were married indeed they loved each other, because they were always sticky until now. But, apparently not. "Kok, I don't know, Ma? Neither mom nor dad ever told me. So, how does the story go, How can Mama be as loving as you are now? How, can that be?"
Lina laughs. Pinched his son's cheek with anxiety. "Yes, can. If you can't, you can't be in this world."
"Eh?" Viona got clumsy herself. I don't know what he thought. But, she was very interested in hearing her parents' love story. Is the story as dramatic as in novels? Or very .. ah, don't know either. "Where is the story Mama can love papa? Story dong, Ma!" Viona put her foot on the bed. Sitting cross-legged facing Lina who just kept laughing, even though Viona was impatiently waiting for the story.
"You want to hear the story, so as to be an inspiration so that you can also love Marshal?"
His enthusiastic face disappeared instantly. Viona until grunting. "Apaan, hell, Ma. I want to hear the story, time."
"With the story, what are the tips?" moda Lina menoel - noel arm of Viona.
"Mama, uh." Viona sulks funny. There was no intention to find inspiration, he was just curious about his parents' story, why did Lina even say that?
Lina was laughing harder. "You're like a little boy," he said.
Viona looked at Lina with a puff. He was seriously ready to listen, but Lina was teasing him instead. Wanting to be upset, Viona could not because there was no way she was upset with her own mother. "Don't want a story, neither does pa-pa."
"Anged?" Lina smiled amusedly. For a long time she had not seen Viona's childish attitude. "Yes, yeah, yeah. Mama's story."
Viona re-enforced her seat. Prepare your ears well. Quietly waiting for Lina to tell a story, like a kindergarten boy being read a fairy tale by his mother.
It turns out that the story of Viona's parents is not easy. They used to be ignorant of each other and didn't care about each other. In fact, Lina once filed for a divorce without wanting to undergo a cold marriage. But, everything changes when Lina's father dies, mandating that Heru look after and love Lina well. Slowly Heru's attitude also changed because he felt he was being cared for by valuable items. Lina was the only opa child and she had to look after him according to the late opa's last mandate.
Lina also began to follow her role as a wife because she already had no shelter anymore. After his father died, the only man he could make a backrest for shelter was only Heru. And it all just happened. Slowly the love grows and they have a child, Vino. With the presence of Vino, it strengthens the love between the two and until now they have always been happy and look harmonious.
"Ooo .. so sweet!" praise Viona at the end of Lina's story. She's in tears. Touched to hear the love story that ended beautifully until it brought him to that world. The first time Viona heard it.
"So," Lina again grabbed Viona's hand. Patting it slowly. "you can also be happy with your marriage. Mama believes that love can grow over time. As long as you want to open your heart, you can definitely reach for it."
Viona simply fell silent looking at her mother's loving face. What Lina said she disliked. He will not open his heart. Not loving and will not try to love Marshal. I don't know when he can keep it, but Viona always hopes that she can't love Marshal.
"By the way ... how?" Lina squealing. Smiling at the other meaning of seeing his daughter.
Viona frowned. The feeling began to feel bad when Lina asked with implied meaning and the lightness of such ignorant eyes. "Where is it, Ma?"
"Mama's granddaughter," said Lina enthusiastically, "where's the process going?"
"Hufhh ..," Viona begins to look out for Lina. He put on a very unsightly look. "there's no process at all, Ma. The factory was seized by the bank. So, can not menjoses," said Viona.
"Ih, what, that? Time is no process? Emang per mal-"
"Mama," Viona's reprimand was made as gentle as possible. Never would have thought that Lina would be like this. Just like Rahma when she asked him about grandchildren. Is it because they are often together, so Rahma's attitude is contagious, is it?
Lina wastes her breath rough. The head bobbles looked at Viona who was definitely being caught off guard by such a question. "Mama knows you're forced. But, mommy's never told you-"
"Try to be a good wife and serve the husband with the intention of worship" continued Viona quickly.
Still remember in mind the sentence that Lina blurted out while parting with him on the wedding day. Viona is equipped with a sentence that is accompanied by some tips that make Viona inevitably obey the words of her mother.
"Well, that's you remember." Lina smiled happily. If Viona remembers that sentence, it means that Viona also did what she suggested. "You're a good wife" she rubbed Viona's face gently.
"What kind of wife, Ma? I don't like doing that. I'm tormented. Especially when mister Marshal asked for a sleep companion and he hugged me. I don't like it, Ma. As much as energy to refrain from complying. But my heart is still not willing." Viona sounded inflamed.
"Make it for worship, honey!"
"Ma," Viona began to look frustrated. "worship that if I really sincere. I feel cheap women, you know, Ma. I was quietly held, hugged by him. I don't think I have any pride. I don't like being treated like that."
The mother of two sighed. What Viona got, she had felt as well. He was well aware of Viona's feelings. But, she did not want if Viona's attitude declined like her. Viona had to be a good wife from the start.
"Ma, all I do is obey Mama. I want to be held with him, even though my heart rejects all-out the same attitude. When, Ma? I can't keep holding back like that."
Lina was only speechless to hear Viona take out all the junk she had been holding for this week. Viona's chest even went up and down along with her emotions that started to rise.
He held her alone. Everything Viona did because of force. He would obey Marshal, accept and even respect him. All he did was solely out of Lina's desire to warn him on the wedding day.
As strong as body and soul Viona held all her dislikes. When held, hugged, ruled, even kissed by Marshal. Silence does not mean that he accepts. His heart resolutely refused the treatment. But, his brain always remembered Lina's words so that Viona would be kind to Marshal and serve him as a good wife with the intention of worship. But, still Viona could not take it with a chesty air. His anger always arises when Marshal behaves arbitrarily. Viona had always tried to restrain herself all this time. And it was very torturous for him.
"Dengerin' Mama!" Lina locked Viona's gaze only staring at her mother's bead. "no self-esteem is stepped on or looks cheap when a wife serves her husband. Your duty is noble, my dear. Everything you do for your husband, everything will count. You can't be like that anymore! You noble woman. Although initially forced, but try to summarize it. I'm sure you can do it."
"But, Ma-"
"Sstt, nothing but to be a good wife. No objection to worship." Lina smiled. Looking closely at Viona so that Viona could see the radiance of affection that was abundant from her eyes. "The happy household is in the hands of a wife. Here," Lina pointed to Viona's chest. "in the heart of a wife who is always sincere in her role."