Because of the compulsion

Wh why?

Rahma's angry look was waged to see the Marshal. His only son was still on the floor. He's down. His body was frozen with many flavors now perched within him. He's wounded. He can't do anything. His brain was empty, his gaze was the same.

Wh why? Why would fate punish him so cruelly, when he was willing to release Amanda for Viona, but why? Why did God keep his choice? Why should Viona? Why didn't God just kill him?

Viona is life for Marshal. A hope that can be realized. However, why?

Why did the hope that had materialized even go away so easily. Viona left. Viona never wanted it and never accepted the reality if they were married. Did you ever take this marriage seriously? Why did he close it so easily? Or the Marshal who is not a truss? Is he wrong? He who attaches too much importance to ego than to the happiness of his wife?

Marshal admits he's wrong. He did curb Viona. Prohibiting Viona a lot of things, because Viona wants to obey him and is not easy to get away from him.

However, the situation is different now. When Viona vents everything she has, Marshal seems to shut up by himself. He can't do anything. Everything Viona said somehow was always sharp up to her. Even if it's reality, but why does it always feel piercing. Viona who had been silent all this time, turned into a sharp dagger if she was arguing. Speech after speech that is thrown from his mouth always makes Marshal flea dead. Viona is smart and Marshal is the opposite.

He tied Viona up without thinking about anything that made his wife comfortable. He cares less. He's too selfish. Now that Viona's gone, what can she do? Why does it follow his wife's steps alone Marshal can't? She's frozen. His body froze following the cold currents that were creeping slowly from his heart towards his entire body and he began to get injured.

"Your satisfaction?" Rahma pointed at her son sharply. "The husband doesn't know himself! What's less Viona in your eyes, Chal? Why did you even make him leave? You ruined your marriage in a dirty way. Mama's mother-in-law left because you hurt. You brengsk! Brengsk's son! Don't know yourself!"

Marshal was silent, weakly bowed. Rahma was right, she wasn't really a husband. That's brengsk. Not know yourself. She should have realized that Viona was forced to marry him. She should have made Viona comfortable being around him, instead of putting Viona under such pressure. Marshal thought Viona was fine after marrying him. But, in fact, not. Viona held all sense of alone. Marshal has been lacking understanding of his wife all this time. All she knows and wants is for Viona to obey and always be with her. That'sthat's all. But, everything was inversely proportional to Viona's desire.

Why is everything like this?

Why did he realize it when the loss happened?

The marriage he wanted was only lasting for a moment, it was full of compulsion. Maybe he shouldn't be too restrictive because his wife also needs freedom. However, the ego defeats everything and until it finally loses. He has been fascinated with his own ego. Be stunned by what the heart desires, not what should happen or what he should do.

He should have better understood Viona's desire to ask for justice from the beginning. He should have given his wife freedom. If that was all he did, then right now everything would definitely not be over. Her marriage must have remained intact and perhaps her relationship with Viona would have improved even more, not as it is now, instead breaking with great expectations, if Viona left was just a lie.

But all of it is real. Viona left and left. They separate. Their marriage is over. What should Marshal do now? Why is it so hard for him to move? He doesn't want to stay like this. Intentions of the heart wanted to catch up with Viona who left and bring her back. He held her tight and apologized. But, none of that can happen. She still froze with a still unconvinced feeling if Viona chose to end it.

Wh why? Why do all these problems come at the same time?

Amanda's? Viona's? Her wedding? And all the other problems he now faced was not an easy problem for him to solve.

Problem after problem is present because of it. Marshal's aware. All this is one's fault. He was indeed too hypocritical, if he still expected everything to be fine and return to how it was.

Can't do.

He's the one who makes the problem and he's the one who has to solve it. He needed support to get it done, but why was everyone not looking at him anymore? No one cares about him anymore, and they all hate him.

"Go from here! Mama doesn't want to see you anymore. Take that fucking model! And don't you ever look at your face in front of your mom!"

Marshal did not react at all. Just sit tight with your head down weakly. Staring at the floor with various thoughts perched in his mind.

"You should think, Chal! You're an adult, you know what's right and wrong. My mom is disappointed with you. There go! Mama won't see you again!" Rahma left the room with Vishnu who was silent.

Vishnu simply calmed his wife and let Marshal think for himself. His son is an adult, he knows what he has to do and he shouldn't. Unfortunately, Marshal has always preferred what he should not have done to bring him to the brink of destruction. Marshal is smart in the field of business, but he is stupid in following the flow of life.

Too selfish without looking around. Vishnu was also disappointed in his son. He always prides Marshal on everyone without him knowing, if the nature of Marshal behind him is very despicable.

Slowly Marshal looked up to see the loss of his parents. It hurts so bad. Everybody hates him. They're avoiding. He himself. Completely alone without anyone willing to accompany. His wife left and he? He was just breathing slowly feeling the tightness in his chest which was slowly getting more agonizing.

His head throbbed in pain as Viona's speech turned back in his mind.

Best what? Marshal did not accept. He's tormented. He is heartbroken to learn his wife never accepted their marriage and now instead chooses to end it.

"Currently, look at that brengsk! What kind of husband he is, his wife left instead of struggling to improve, is still here."

The marshal glanced towards the stairs as the voice sounded. Michelle stood there with her hands folded in front of her chest. He looked at Marshal. They look at. The scarred spotlight of the Marshal clashed with the sharp gaze of his sister. They are both silent.

Michelle snorted harshly looking at the hateful Marshal. "Is Brother satisfied, now? Why are you still here? Go there! Didn't you just throw out brother? Ck, shameless."

Marshal was silent. Michelle wasn't there when they were talking seriously, but why did Michelle know? Surely his sister eavesdropped from a distance, so he's cursing at the Marshal now.

"I think Big Brother's a good husband for sister Viona, turns out to be rotten! Brother brengsk! Go all the way, I hate Brother! I wouldn't have a brother who doesn't know himself." Michelle climbed the stairs quickly after she cursed the hateful Marshal.

What his sister said he deserved. He doesn't know himself. He's brengsk and his deeds are so rotten. Marshal is aware of that. But, did everyone have to hate him to that extent? If everyone's gone, he's living alone, isn't he?

No. gabe. Marshal will not be strong if he has to live alone. He needs a friend who can accompany him and hopes that the friend is his wife who has now gone far away from him.

Oh, Viona ... come back! Look, Marshal is very frustrated because of your departure!

***

Is this what it's like to be a bird that just slipped out of a cage?

Why does it feel so happy. Viona did not expect, if she could be separated from her husband. He could be free now without thinking about many more things that he thought were very stifling.

He is still in the car. Her parents were sitting in front, Heru was driving and Lina was sitting next to him. They are both silent. Ever since coming out of the Atmadinata residence, his parents barely made any more noise. They're mute. Viona was hesitant, was this decision right? Why did it feel strange after he had digested all that had happened again?

He breathes deeply and throws it away slowly. Viona stayed in the back seat, staying silent. He who chooses to end it, should be happy with his own decision. Her parents were silent probably because they felt sorry for her and were unwilling to discuss the matter. Fear of Viona being uncomfortable, if they discuss it again.

Viona just hopes, what he did is not a mistake, but the beginning of a life that he wants.

" ... Fixing is the best way, but you have to think also in the future. Do not let the decision to correct it become regret later."

The sentence that Heru uttered was back. And now Viona wants to add it to her decision.

*Ending is the best way for you to escape the trap. If you feel uncomfortable from the beginning, then you should express and explain how your heart wills to everyone. Sometimes other people just want their own happiness without thinking about who he is facing for him to be happy with his life.

If ending is the best way, then choose the solution!

A depressed life without freedom is very stifling. Especially if done with full force. Everything is bland and without you knowing it, your life has been eroded by the selfishness of others.

Grab your happiness! Pursue all your desires!

Comfort is your life. If you feel comfortable, then happy is difficult to get.

Believe me, living by your will will is more widespread than living under the index finger of someone else who is in power without knowing and understanding what your desires are like.

Happiness is simple, but you should be able to describe the meaning of 'simple' as what you want, not as what others put off.