Because of the compulsion

A Marshal Loves His Wife?

THE WARNING! There is a bed scene that heats the heart.

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Regretting.

Pensive on the edge of the pool accompanied by the night wind that hit the body. The marshal stood there with his hand tucked into his pants pocket. He regretted being rude to Viona. Guilt and fear kept haunting him. He was afraid that Viona would hate him and would no longer want to see him. And her biggest fear, Viona is actually suing for divorce.

Many reasons could easily make the lawsuit that Viona filed accepted. In addition to her recent actions and her controlling attitude, her relationship with Amanda could also be a compelling reason to file for divorce. Although Viona had no objections to her relationship with Amanda, it was still the Marshal's fault and of course the reason it was acceptable in the realm of law.

"Nrush ...." The marshal restored his hair in frustration, looking up at his face. Looking at the night sky with a little bit of beautiful floating clouds. The crescent moon adorned the middle of the night full of regret for him. Marshal did not understand himself. He always tied Viona up for not wanting to lose her. But, she also sometimes could not think of Viona's comfort when she was nearby. He is sometimes hard on his wife because Viona always wants to obey him. But, every time he had been rude, he also always felt guilty. He actually did not want to be rude or even curb and forbid his wife many things. However, only in that way could he keep Viona with him.

But, now, all that still does not guarantee. As hard as Marshal tries to get Viona to stay by her side, she is wrong and Viona may hate her. All Viona wants is freedom and comfort. As hard as Marshal tried to make her comfortable, Viona still could not feel like it. Maybe because he married with compulsion, that's why he became like that.

Marshal knew, from the beginning he wanted Viona, everything was wrong. The way he tied him up to treat his wife, it was all wrong. Marshal realized he was forcing himself to be selfish, because he wanted everything. Let people say he's greedy, but losing Viona is the scariest thing he doesn't want to face. Marshal can't possibly let go. Viona is precious in her life. It had too much effect on his heart. He just wants Viona to be with him.

   Looking at the clock in the hand already showed at two in the morning. Marshal worried about whether he should go back to the room or not. Not knowing what his wife is doing, Marshal hopes Viona is no longer crying. Seeing the tears of loved ones is the thing Marshal hates the most. She was angry at herself which had already made Viona's tears shed in pain.

If before she was upset and unwilling, Viona let out tears because of other men, it was precisely when she was increasingly unwilling and angry, Viona let out tears because of it, not for him.

Marshal reenters the house which feels very quiet. Everyone must be diving into the dream world, unlike him who is even in a fog due to his own actions. Doubtfully, Marshal climbed up the stairs to his room. He turned the room key full of bad taste. Marshal had been forced to lock Viona, because he did not want his wife to go from there.

The door opened slowly. Only visible light filled the room. Marshal closed the door, looking towards the bed. Viona was there with her body lying on her back. Slightly breathing was relieved as Viona might have already slept and stopped her crying.

Marshal chose to change clothes and go into the bathroom for a while. Afterwards, he climbed into the bed feeling that absolutely could not be said to be okay. Lying down and pulling the same blanket as his wife, Marshal approached Viona's body. Wanted to hug her tightly and apologized, yet she hesitated. Finally Marshal could only see his wife's back in a very minimal light. Little shocks were seen on his wife's body, signifying her regular breathing. Viona means that she has stopped crying for a long time.

Unable to hold back any longer, Marshal was getting docked to his wife's body. Curled her hands around Viona's stomach slowly. "Sorry ..." he muttered the face around his wife's neck. Regretting it for free, Viona definitely hates it. Marshal can only fix it for now. She hugged Viona even more tightly as she continued to mutter an apology. Feeling the warmth of Viona's body and buried her face on his wife's back.

The position does not last long Marshal felt, because his circular hand felt something touching. Marshal wakes up a little to see his wife's face and turns out Viona is not asleep. His wife's delicate hand removed the Marshal's hand from his body. Viona did not say anything and shifted her body increasingly to the edge to avoid the Marshal.

The guilt is getting worse. Marshal was silent looking at Viona's back. He wanted to reach her again, but Viona's voice stopped his intention.

"Don't touch me again!"

A quiet atmosphere accompanied their night. Both silent and busy with their own minds. The marshal continued to look at Viona's back with great sadness. He doesn't know what to do for now. His feelings were too raging he felt now. The distance between him and Viona felt a lot of miles, even though they were still one bed. The aura that Viona emanated seemed to fortify her to get closer. Marshal could only remain silent with remorse.

"I'm not a beautiful display that needs to be watched on."

Marshal awakens from his daydream as Viona's voice returns to greet the sense of hearing. His voice was slow, but Marshal could hear very clearly because of the quiet atmosphere of the night. The Marshal hurriedly flipped over to not look at his wife anymore. They both turned their backs and went back into silence. Both of them stayed awake in silence.

Since the beginning of Marshal entered the room, Viona had not slept. She just pretended to close her eyes because she didn't want to see her husband. He was silent at the beginning because he wanted to see how far Marshal realized his mistake. Silence as Marshal continues to mutter the word 'sorry', but Viona still cannot forgive and is even more fed up with him. No more respect for her husband, Viona hated him.

"I'm sorry, Ra. I didn't mean it like that .." said Marshal remained in position. Viona did not reply, The marshal raised his voice again, "I just don't want you to see him anymore. I can't let you meet him."

The silence felt again. No one made a sound, no one moved to change his position. The empty air restricted their bodies in the middle of the bed. As if the night had not been late at dawn, they did not feel any drowsiness attacking the eyes. Keep speculating with equally raging thoughts.

"Watching a sick person is not a mistake, I just want to see the situation," Viona's voice shifted the silence into heat that began to creep into her husband's heart. Especially when Viona instead said quietly, but still can Marshal hear, "Anything can be done for the sake of our loved ones .. and I just do that."

With a sore heart, Marshal closed his eyes tightly. It turns out that true to her guess, Viona still loves Joints. All this time they were together, did that not make an impression on Viona? Why hasn't Viona included Marshal in her life in the real sense? Was Marshal unable to shift the Joints from his heart at all? Really, the pain is getting deeper. He still won't turn around. Afraid his heart was getting sicker in the face of reality that would more sharply slap him.

"We are together, but I have never felt true togetherness. I forced myself to stay because I hoped everything could be lived with the word 'looks fine' ...," Viona paused for quite a while. Marshal was just silent, listening to the various thoughts of his wife who might have been immersed in his mind for a long time. "The hardest thing I've ever had is marriage. We get married, we get together, but somehow .. I just feel like I'm in jail. No happiness, no comfort I feel."

"Sorry," Again. Marshal can only understand that word. No more words can be said to atone for his mistake. It's all happened and he can't do anything more. "i just want to be loved by you, Ra," Marshal continued in a very slow voice.

Viona's forehead shriveled deep. He did not clearly hear the Marshal's voice and he eventually chose silence. No matter what Marshal said just now, he did not want to think about it and chose to close his eyes immediately.

Not getting the approval after the time passed long enough, Marshal turned his body to face his wife again. Viona still has him. With a swift movement, Marshal hugged her from behind until Viona gasped in shock.

"Just expecting to be loved, but I was wrong. I want to repeat it the right way, are you going to give me a way to get in?"

Viona tries hard to release the Marshal's embrace that is getting tighter and tighter. He didn't understand why Marshal said that. There can't be a sense that Marshal meant, right? Viona does not believe and will never believe.

"If I do all this for expecting a reply ... will you keep me closed?"

Viona smiled obliquely hearing that. Letting the Marshal's hands hug tightly. "A Marshal loves his wife? ... Whoa, bullshit!"