Because of the compulsion

Do I have to agree to it?

Pondering fate is his habit these two days. He was still reluctant to go out of the room even to eat alone he did not want to even though he had been forced several times by his mother who first knocked on the door. Then his father came and apologized. Also lastly with the presence of Vino and one housekeeper who brought a lot of food to Viona's room.

All those calls he subtly refused. It was not eating what he wanted, but calmness and a way out of all the problems he was facing. The excitement clearly felt in her, making Viona not feel the name hunger at all. Only worry and dilemma that he continues to respond to.

After hearing the advice of her sister, came a little enlightenment in Viona. But that didn't make him sure to agree. His rejection and unwillingness still occupied Viona. She was not willing to marry someone she did not even know at all. Then what should he decide?

"Do I have to agree?"

The question I don't know how many times he's said to himself. Viona was silent again. The desire to help is within him. But the hesitation to agree is still a big concern in determining the next decision.

Should he reject it?

Viona had no other choice. He should also not be selfish in deciding on the great expectations of many people. Incompliance into a shield made him riled up and did not know what to do.

If he refused, obviously many lives and the future would receive his worst impact. But if he accepts, his life will certainly not be directed anymore. He had to give up his life and death to a man named Marshal who wanted to marry him later.

Then what should he do?

Accepting the offer, so many people's lives were saved which meant he had to enter into a heartbreaking abyss. Or, or,

Refusing offers and making the future of many people neglected which means he will also suffer?

Obviously, the best first choice. Some will be hurt by being a victim. But, at least not much and only himself had to suffer.

If he chose the second option, then there would be no good impact. Viona was free from the marriage. But, what about the fate of his family and papa employees? They will be miserable just because of the selfishness of Viona who chose to be free from the marriage offer.

Can he be selfish at a complicated time like this? Obviously can't. It is not time to put yourself first at this time. Even if he refused, he would surely be tormented and feel guilty for all those who suffered.

So, does he have to approve?

Viona grabbed her hair in frustration. Why should he be in this position? The position that made him confused chose between life and death. The position that makes him have to suppress his own ego in order to think about the lives of others.

Wh why? Why should this choice be directed at him? Was there no other victim who had to suffer like him, so that all the decisions were in his hands? Why should he? Why only by getting married? Not just kill him?

Complicated. His life became complicated in a second. He doesn't know how and what to answer.

Should she marry a marshal?

Marrying.

Just think about it never. But, suddenly the word was spoken in front of him in a condition that greatly caused him to be confused. At the time he himself still had a lot of hope to be realized.

How could she have married a Marshal who knew who she was. Viona doesn't even know him. And that makes him even more unacceptable because according to his thinking, Marshal is a man of the same age as his father.

They were both businessmen, there was no way his father had a young, powerful business partner. Surely her father's business partner is old and it makes Viona not want to approve.

But, what about the fate of the employees of Heru? What about the future of his family? Will he be able to survive and rebuild his family as it was if the bankruptcy came?

Although he had convinced himself that he could, his heart remained doubtful.

How to rebuild her family to be what it is now if Viona's ability alone has not been seen as an expert in any field?

He will certainly not be able to help his family pioneer a career again even though the possibility exists. But, there was little chance he could get.

Viona got up from her seat. Better he immediately went to college rather than contemplating the fate of who knows when to show the end of the hilal.

****

"Sorry, I'm old." Frans sits in front of Aness and Viona.

He had just dropped out of class making him have to be late to meet his two best friends who since an hour ago had been waiting for him in the campus cafeteria.

"Yes, it's okay" said Viona slowly. While Aness, she just turned to Frans for a while and turned her eyes to the half-living bowl of chicken noodles.

Fifteen minutes passed, Frans did not stop watching Viona who seemed to be a lot silent. Not as usual. What's wrong with this kid? From earlier just holding a spoon that he prepared to eat Chicken Noodles that he had ordered with Aness earlier. But, his chicken noodles he did not taste at all. Even the chicken noodles Aness had already ludes, whereas Viona just looked at her bowl in silence. Even if he was talking, he was just talking about it. It looks so weird.

"Vi, why are you?" ask Frans who has been plagued with weirdness since. Viona looked lethargic, even her eyes looked tired. What's wrong with her?

Viona just shook her head. Keep a spoon on the bowl. He has no appetite. "I'm okay, just a lot of males, by the way" he said.

Aness and Frans looked at each other. Having known Viona for a long time makes them understand if something is wrong with this friend. They know Viona's nature. And not usually Viona seems less passionate like today. The girl was always happy every day, never even complaining. But today he is different. His sight just looks like it's not okay.

"Lo's sick? Lo why? Her face was so tired," asked Aness, beginning to feel anxious. But again Viona just shook her head and smiled. "Why not eat it?"

Aness hush. Looking at Viona strangely. He touched Viona's forehead. The heat makes Aness anxious. "Lo's sick? Why didn't you say that from earlier. Yaudah, we're taking you home, okay?" Aness looked at Viona worriedly.

Frans panicked. He touched Viona's forehead, cheeks, and neck as well. "Lo hot. We're going home, right?"

But, Viona shook her head and smiled. "I'm okay, really. Why are you parno? I'm just not feeling well, bit." Viona even laughed amusedly seeing her two best friends immediately busy themselves.

Frans hurriedly stood up. Take Viona's bag off the table. Attached to her shoulder and immediately moved to help Viona get up from her seat.

Aness also stood up, directly mapah Viona like sick parents asking to be delivered to the bathroom. Viona laughed again. The reaction of his two best friends was too excessive. "I'm not pa-pa."

"Udah, don't talk much. We anterin lo go home," Frans' circus squatting in front of Viona. "Fine. I carried the parking lot," he said firmly.

Viona just gawked at Frans who was crouching down and patted her own back for Viona to ride on. "Frans I don't papa."

"Good!"

"Udah, just go up so Frans carried lo. I know you must be a quail if you have to walk," Aness lead frantically.

Viona laughed again. Frans' back was ready to ride. "I'm not papa. Can walk alone, times."

Frans, who was panicked and anxious, stood up. Turn around to face Viona. Without talking he directly carried Viona ala bridal style. "Forced. You do not want to recede," he said he did not pay attention to Viona who was shocked and immediately asked to be dropped.

Frans did not care. Keep carrying Viona until the parking lot and lower her in the back car seat accompanied by Aness who still shows her anxious face.

Viona became annoyed at their overrated attitude. Especially when passing other students when coming out of the canteen to the parking lot, Viona felt very embarrassed. They continued to watch Viona who was in revolt in Frans's arms.

****

"I can do it myself" Viona refused to Frans, who was ready in her position to hold Viona back. Help her get out of the car and into the house.

"No, Frans! I can do it myself" exasperated Viona. Frans still ignored his rejection. And do the same thing as before. He grabbed Viona and brought her in.

With forced Viona silence treated like that by her best friend and cousin. He just resigned himself to the door, Lina screamed hysterically.

"Viona ...! You all right?"

Viona who had just gotten off Frans' sling, looked at Lina in confusion. Why does her mother seem to panic like that? "Mama why?"

"Why are you? What's that hurt? This sore? Are you dizzy? Nausea? Squeezy? How do you feel, baby?"

Viona just gawked. Her body was impatiently examined by Lina. "Mama why, anyway? I'm fine, Ma."

"Darling, said Aness you were sick. What pain? What's that hurt? Why didn't you tell Mama?" lina hugged and stroked her child's head affectionately.

Viona stared intently at Aness who was beside Frans. He did not like Aness' excessive actions like that. And again, when did Aness tell her mother? Why doesn't Viona know?

"Hehe, sorry, Vi. My brother is worried. So, that was Aunt Lina's chat." Aness cengengesan got an angry look from Viona. He's been acting wrong himself.

"What's this about? Why gather at the door?"

They looked at Heru who was about to enter the house.

Frans and Aness came to him and kissed Heru's hand. "Viona's sick, Om. That's why we brought him home" Frans explained.

Heru. So anxious and immediately approached Viona who was still hugged by Lina. "You sick? What pain? Have you been to the doctor?" tanyanya was worried.

Viona threw her breath out harshly. Brushed off the hands of Heru who was researching each of his bodies. "I'm fine. Don't beat them! I'm all right," said Viona. He stared at his two friends with horror.

"Lied, Om. Viona's not okay. He doesn't even want to eat. From that moment on, I kept on dreaming. It seems to hurt, deh. The body is also hot," said Aness makes both parents Viona increasingly panic.

Heru immediately ordered his driver to prepare the car to go to the hospital. Lina immediately called the waiter to prepare Viona's equipment for a change. Fear of being hospitalized.

Viona had to scoop her face rough. Yelling at everyone that he's okay.

"I'm doing fine. Don't be lebay, deh!" Viona passed by them just like that and climbed the stairs in a hurry and entered her room.

Looking at Viona's departure in confusion. They were silent with thoughts of astonishment raging. Until they realized when the driver approached.

"The car is ready, sir."