Because of the compulsion

To Trial?

"Zahra, wait!" The marshal pulled Viona's hand quickly.

Viona was just about to walk out of the private room. Marshal won't let him go. She didn't want Viona to stay away from her. Especially if his wife still wants to claim divorce. He did not want to lose a woman who meant so much in his life.

"What else, sir?" Viona turned sharply. He wanted to leave right now, but the Marshal kept him. "What is my less clear speech? I choose to step back now rather than be pressured by this kind of situation every day. You think my life is happily married to yours? NAY! I was tortured to hold everything by myself. So, please, let me go!"

Marshal shook his head firmly. The tighter Viona clasped her hand until her wife grimaced softly the sharper she looked at him with anger. Marshal didn't expect, if Viona would blow it all away. He thought Viona did not hold back such feelings. All this time, Viona just kept quiet and obeyed him. Although sometimes denied, but Viona never expressed her feelings as now. Marshal doesn't know, if Viona is actually depressed.

"I beg you, Ra, don't go!" Marshal's eyes are blurry. Soon the clear liquid may be shed wetting his eyes. She was so scared to see Viona like that.

"Don't go!" please do it again with a clean sliver.

Viona looked at him fed up. Now Marshal forbids her from leaving when Viona can no longer survive. Where's he been all this time? As long as they marry Marshal as if they do not care about Viona's freedom. Every day is restrained and forbidden to do this. Not at all providing comfort. Viona was tired of keeping everything to herself.

"Allowed or not, I'll keep going. My happiness is not here, sir. Not with you. So, I hope you can understand my circumstances."

The silent marshal looked at Viona's serious face. Her heart ached hearing everything Viona said. Is that how tortured Viona is to marry Marshal?

"I'm sorry, if I've been holding you too tight. But, please, don't leave me, Ra! We can start over from the beginning. I won't hold you back anymore. I promise!"

Viona grunts. Wasting a moment before he smiled sinisterly and looked back at the Marshal. "tag. I can't start anymore. What has begun and has now reached the stage to the abyss, I think there is no more improvement." Viona tried again to release her hand which was still held by the Marshal. "If you apologize, I will forgive you. But, to start over, I don't think there's a chance. I chose to back off well."

"Do you really want us to get divorced?" Once again Marshal confirmed. Despite her heart ache, Marshal tries to convince himself of Viona's decision.

With complete confidence, Viona nodded. "That's the best."

Trying to find luck. Marshal breathed deeply. He saw Viona's very serious face. "Aren't you afraid of being a widow?"

Viona's eyebrows shot up hearing him. "What am I afraid of? Widow status is an option. There's nothing wrong and there's nothing to be afraid of."

"You're young, you can't be a widow, right? Others will see you－"

"What?" cut Viona out quickly. "There's nothing wrong with the status of a widow, sir. If being a widow is better, why not? Let people consider a widow what she is. Most importantly a woman's life feels comfortable, even without a bond. Widows are nobler than being a adulterated wife."

Marshal. He wanted to find luck to scare Viona away from him. But, the one with his wife even returned to argue straightforwardly and felt so insinuating. Has Marshal been zoning Viona?

Viona's decision is unanimous. Reversing the body to immediately go away from the Marshal. He will not look again. Let the marriage last just up here. Viona could no longer hold back from achieving her freedom.

"Don't ...!"

Viona flinched in shock as her body was hugged from behind making her steps that were about to leave, so it came to a halt. Marshal hugged her very tightly. Not letting Viona move in the least.

"Don't go! I beg ... Don't leave me!"

Viona doesn't care about the Marshal. He hit the hand of the Marshal that was coiled in his stomach. The anger was out in him. Viona should be able to get away from Marshal right now.

"Master, off!"

"No!"

Sighs deeply, prepares energy well. If the anger had reached its limit, he could no longer resist his urge to beat up the Marshal. However, his movement to rebel immediately stopped when he heard the Marshal whimpering back near his ear. The head of the Marshal leaned on his shoulders weakly.

"I'll die, if you leave," the Marshal shrieked right beside Viona's ear who instantly fell silent. What did Marshal mean just now? He didn't intend to kill himself, did he?

Viona was stunned as warm and wet greeted her shoulders. Marshal crying? The face to the right side. Look at the face of Marshal who turned out to be wet. Her husband was crying. But, why? Viona was very surprised to see the tears kept flowing from the eyes of the Marshal. Although there was no sound of sobs, but the tears seemed to prove that Marshal was in pain.

"I beg ... Don't go!" His embrace grew tighter and tighter. Viona could not move. Letting her husband embrace as he pleased. He was so confused, why is Marshal crying?

They were silent for a long time in such a position. Viona's mind raged. He wanted to leave, but the Marshal kept him. How long will he have to endure again? Viona was tired and wanted to run immediately. Being a wife who never had freedom, even if only thought made her uncomfortable.

"If we get divorced, Amanda will still let me go. You can be free, and I ...," Marshal loosened his embrace. Reversing Viona's body to look at her. "i'm afraid I can't help myself anymore. Suicide ...."

Viona. Slapping the Marshal's cheek slowly. "Conscious, Sir! Don't talk nonsense!"

"What am I living for, if everyone keeps away from me? I myself. You choose to go, what can I do?"

"I'll keep Amanda, Ra. I just want you. I'm willing to let him go, as long as he can be with you. Please, Ra, don't go! Stay with me! I'm sorry, if you've been unhappy all this time. But, I promise, in the future I will make you happy. I won't hold you back anymore. Please don't ask for a divorce!" Clasped Viona's hand tightly, Marshal returned teary. He was serious about his words. Letting go of Amanda might be the best way to keep her from having Viona.

But his wife kept shaking. Removing his hands from the grasp of the Marshal. "I'm sorry, I can't. Let's just end up here. I promise, I won't tell you the real reason I'm stepping down. In front of the family later, I would say if I chose to divorce for other reasons. Take it easy, I will never tell you why we married Papa Vishnu. So, they'll never know about your offer to papa just yet."

Viona passed away quickly. Leaving the Marshal glued to the spot staring at his disappearance. Why does it hurt so much? Fighting for a wife he hurt. Viona is seriously going to sue for divorce? The rigid body of the Marshal cannot be moved. His eyes blurred again with a careless mind. Should he let go of Viona too?

Viona chose to leave, then who would accompany her? He cannot live alone. All the families hated him. He couldn't have easily gotten an apology from them.

"Aragh!" Why is everything like this? Why does it hurt so much?

The woman he wanted to be since long ago, now even left after a month he married. Does he not deserve to have it? Why did God drag fate into her farewell? It's so tight. Imagine her life without Viona. Without warmth from family. Without all the stories that ever made her happy. Should Marshal be alive, when the most meaningful woman in his life is gone? Mashal can't be strong. She wanted Viona to stay with her. Forever. To be old and have offspring until death separates.

But, Viona's gone? What's he supposed to do? Struggling to maintain marriage or end life and get back up in the next realm? Marshal can't. She didn't want Viona to leave her.

"I love you Viona!"

****

The tension was so gripping in the central room of the Atmadinata residence. The two families held a sudden hearing.

The couple who were the reason for the gathering sat apart quietly. They looked down listening to everyone asking him one by one. Ask for clarity in the steps to be taken next.

"Her, if you want to get angry, go ahead!" vishnu said to his father Viona, "If you want to beat him, please! I'm allowing. As long as his life does not drift. I'm not afraid he's dead, but I'm afraid you're in prison for murder."

Marshal gulped with difficulty hearing his father's words. He deserves punishment. It's supposed to get back the torture, isn't it? All the punishments he would receive were pleasingly pleasing, except for one .. never keep Viona away from him!

Heru shook his head slowly. "That's not one way of settlement" he said calmly. He could still restrain his emotions from beating the Marshal, even though the desire was there. But, in his little heart, he hated himself more than his son-in-law who had done wrong.

In accordance with his words earlier this afternoon, Heru went to the residence of Atmadinata to solve the problems that befell his daughter's household. He came in kind because he wanted the problem to be solved without having to cause new problems.

Now all eyes were on Viona. The woman is the target of many questions from two families. He was still down with his fingers tied on his lap.

"What is your decision? Papa knows the mistake of Marshal is very fatal, not even worth forgiving," said Vishnu to Viona who was only silent.

Marshal had been anxiously waiting for Viona's answer that already known answer. Viona chose divorce. Strictly said it to Marshal this afternoon. But, why did he just fall silent when everyone asked him?

"Sir, a marriage can be fixed, if you believe you can rebuild it. But, if a single problem cannot be solved, then it is better not to continue! Fixing is the best way, but you have to think also in the future. Do not let the decision to correct it become regret later."

Viona looked at her father closely. Heru gives wise advice and Viona can understand. Parting is better than staying, but it can bring regret in the future. That's what Viona has to do. Here, they dispute Amanda's relationship with the Marshal. Viona felt guilty for them. He's not making a fuss about it, but there's another reason that makes him what he is now.

"You're gonna sue Marshal for divorce?" ask Vishnu to make sure.

Viona looked at them one by one. The seriousness was clearly visible on his face. He glanced at the Marshal who kept shaking his head at him. Marshal doesn't want Viona to part from him. He wants to fix everything and hopes Viona will hold on back with him. But all of that feels impossible. Viona was not a person who liked to play around with her words. Not once did Marshal ask his wife this. And Viona kept answering the same thing. He wants them to separate.

Elusan in hand made Viona turn to the side. Lina smiled warmly at him. Gave Viona the spirit to immediately let out her voice. Viona smiled back doubtfully. Her lips were confused if she had to say a decision that would be a turning point for her in the future.

"Ra ..." call Marshal down. Seeing Viona with sadness. A look hopefully flashed in his eyes. She did not want Viona to part from him. "I don't want us to get divorced. I'm sorry! Give me a chance to make amends!"

Be ill. His chest felt a throbbing pain saying that sentence. What he was worried about would happen in a moment. Viona's decision is unanimous. He could not change his decision anymore. What he said right now would be the end result. Being a solution, will be taken where their marriage will be.

To trial? Obviously this will happen. Solving a problem that ends in separation. Although it is painful, but Marshal must face it. He didn't want Viona to leave, but he couldn't help it anymore, if it was best for his wife. He's self-conscious. All this time he's been over-straining Viona. Too selfish for his wife. Marshal is not a good husband. The punishment he feared the most seemed to be about to be met with.

"Me," Viona started to make a sound. All eyes were on him. Waiting for the decision what he will say. Breathing slowly. May this be the best for his life. His decision had already reached the final, although he himself was still hesitant to say so. "I choose ...." He's quiet back. He lowered his head weakly.

A quiet atmosphere awaits a decision. Marshal's heart beat is no more. His hands are cold. Lord, take the life of the marshal now! She couldn't hear Viona say goodbye to him. His wife's decision was too bitter to hear. Marshal will not be strong. It is better for him to die now, than to hear his wife's decision that will be heartbreaking. Let her life end with the fate of her marriage. If this is the end of everything. However,

"I choose to survive."

Deg. Marshal was silent with a stiff. Her breathing stopped re-digesting Viona's words. Survive it? What does Viona mean ....

What does Viona mean, huh? Uhuhuhuhu...