
"Aragh!" Marshal threw his cell phone to the floor until it was destroyed. "I'll never divorce you, baby!" said, frustrated.
It had been two days that Viona could not meet him, after that incident. Viona closed the access for him to approach and hated him now. Viona is hard to find, even threatening suicide, if Marshal dares to see her again. More upsetting to Marshal, his wife asks for a divorce immediately and Viona does not want to see him again.
Viona apparently listened to her talk with Rozer the other day, thus making it now like this. Marshal regretted the conversation. He could not remember if they were talking at home, surely anyone could hear their conversation. And the unlucky one who heard was Viona. The man Marshal avoided his biggest lie.
Now what should he do? Her parents are still in the hospital and she gets in big trouble again. It feels like just dying. He doesn't want to be separated from his wife, but Viona is still desperate for a divorce.
Now what should he do?
Marshal had no solution for his own life. Rozer was right. Everything happened, after he was confident that Viona would still be able to be knocked down. However, Viona still hates and is angry with him, then asks for a farewell.
"Papa knows it's heavy. But, papa please, Viona's mental deterioration because of this. He keeps threatening to kill himself, if you still come to him," said Heru, when Marshal came to his house somehow for a few times.
Viona could already forgive her parents, thinking they were just being fooled. And he couldn't forgive the Marshal for knowing all this came from him. All the crazy ideas, all the cunning plans that Heru agreed to the Marshal's wish for the reason that he loved Viona so much and wanted to marry her.
Heru company is not bankrupt, even very difficult to go bankrupt, because the big company is a lot of suppliers and also very advanced. But, with the fraudulent plan that Marshal wanted, all the fake news was spread just for the sake of marrying Pratama's daughter.
Marshal doesn't know what else to do. She was destroyed, Viona was destroyed and everything was destroyed. His feelings could no longer mean anything. His heart could not even be said to be good for now.
Marshal had to tell Vishnu. His father even kept quiet, had expected the sneaky way would not end well. Although Vishnu wants Viona to remain his son-in-law, he is aware of what his son has done. He wanted to beat his son, but the power was still supported by medical equipment. He can't do anything anymore. Forced to have to say the harsh reality that could be the end point for their good, though it won't go as well as before anymore.
"According to his will, Chal. Don't let you be more sorry, if something bad happens to him," advised Vishnu, when Marshal said if Viona threatened to commit suicide, even once drink a high dose of drugs, as well, just because she doesn't want to see her husband again.
Divorced?
The word seems to be slowly killing Marshal. She had to let Viona do what she wanted. Viona sued him over many cases. Not only lies for fraud, but also his affair with Amanda he made material so that the filing of his divorce was accepted in the religious court.
Obviously Marshal could not dodge. It all happened in real life in his home. And as a witness, a lot of people also know if he had ever been in contact with Amanda. It even further strengthened the submission that Viona presented.
Not because Marshal couldn't fight for Viona, but his wife who was already unwilling to fight for. A series of harsh sentences buried in Viona came out all, the moment after a long time they did not meet.
Viona complains about everything, including her hurt feelings when being lied to so sharply by Marshal and his family.
Marshal thought love could unite and make things easy. Turns out he was wrong. No matter how much Viona loves him, it can never change the stance of his stubborn soul. Viona has felt lied to and she hates the Marshal. I hate it and don't want to see it again.
Marshal admits he was wrong when he married Viona. He shouldn't have done that lie. But there was no other way to marry her then. Viona has Joints that she loves so much. Viona's last line of defense was only on her parents, so the Marshal took advantage of that weakness.
And now he's like an undead. Pale face, dry lips and eyes decorated with black bags. His body also started to thin bit by bit.
Does Viona feel the same way?
But the woman looked fine, when yesterday they had met, when the Marshal signed their divorce papers.
"Don't think because I already love you, then you can reach for me again. I love you, Chal. But, that does not mean I am a stupid woman who is constantly fooled by her own husband. I'm a woman, I should have some self-esteem. I can't believe it either, if I'm married in a fraudulent way that my parents are also involved."
The woman grabbed her cold, trembling hand. Viona looked at him fixedly, looking very serious. Marshal was eager to hold her tightly, hold her and bring her home. But, he didn't. She was afraid that Viona would refuse and instead hate her even more.
"This is the reason I hesitate to be a mother. I don't fully believe in you. From the beginning we were married, you always invited me to a show. I doubt, are you indeed full of theatrics and many secrets? And it turns out that doubt is true. Ironically, however, the doubt was exposed when I already loved you. Honestly, I'm sorry I opened my heart."
Marshal stared fixedly at the bead of eyes that shimmered round and soft. He saw that sadness was there. Viona was also very reluctant to part, she knew that. But, the disappointment has made his love covered. Viona wants to forget her love, because she does not want the wounds that are lied to are ingrained.
"I was hesitant at first because of Amanda," Viona told him again. The woman was sitting next to him, still holding the hand of the Marshal. The husband who felt the most hurt tried to hold it, but Viona refused and instead hid her hand in her lap. Marshal's chest throbbed pain, even just grasped it Viona did not want.
Has she started to be disgusted by her husband?
"I'm scared, Chal." Viona looked straight ahead. "I'm afraid, if I have a child and you go back to Amanda, and then leave me with my son just like that."
Marshal shook his head, though Viona did not want to look at him. He wouldn't be like that. She loved Viona so much, it was impossible to leave her. Especially if they have children.
"After Amanda you kicked out, even you sent abroad. Doubt yourself. I can't. Feeling-ku strong. And it turns out ...."
The marshal grabbed Viona's hand quickly, grasping her tightly not caring about rejection. "I'm sorry, honey. For my lies and all my attitudes. I'm not leaving you, really. I love you. You can prove it, once we're together again."
Viona looked at him with a smooth frowning forehead. The marshal wanted to hug her, but Viona refused.
"I'm sorry about you."
Blissfully. The marshal heard her in disbelief and a hint of light started to be felt in his eyes looking at Viona who was giving a serious look at her speech. However, her lips did not smile as Viona instead added a painful sentence.
"But that doesn't mean I want to go back. I want us to end this. You know, I hate being fooled. I am a strong woman, not wanting to be weak just because of a drama. So .. I still want us to get divorced."
It was like a dream in broad daylight. Viona chose to keep ending the marriage, no more words came back for her.
***
Marshal is currently sitting in front of Rahma who is still unconscious. The critical period has passed, but still has not received full awareness.
What's the point of living Marshal now? Viona leaves him and Rahma cannot hug him.
Why be so pathetic like this? Angannya want to have a happy life even destroyed by the dismantling of a big lie.
Why is life so cruel to curse a cheat? If you know it's going to end tragically, it's better that Marshal doesn't marry Viona long ago. He would not force Heru to cooperate with him. Yes, if only ....