Because of the compulsion

Readiness Problems

"I miss Mama." Viona hugged her mother tightly which Lina responded to.

Marshal yelled at her mother-in-law after Viona finished giving her a hug as a feeling of longing.

Finished with her work, Marshal complies with Viona's desire to visit her ghost. Despite his fatigue, Marshal still escorted his wife. He drove himself because Rio already told him to go home first. She wasn't sure she was going home, because normally Viona would want to stay over if she had already come there.

Marshal just smiled seeing his wife's spoiled attitude towards Lina. Since arriving, Viona does not want to be away from her mother and let Marshal just like that, as if he does not care about her. Viona didn't even look at it and walked in first, not inviting her husband to come along. It was fortunate that Lina still considered Marshal as her son-in-law, so she was able to enter after Lina invited her. Otherwise, surely Marshal would just stand in the doorway until death picks him up for all eternity.

"What do you want to drink?" viona asked her husband gently.

It was almost tired of Marshal seeing his wife struggling spoiled on Lina, only now Viona turned to him.

"Anything is okay, dear."

Viona nodded and turned to look at the worker at Heru's house. "Bok, please bring one glass of pool water! Don't forget to give ice shaved pepper powder, yes!"

Marshal, Lina and the house worker looked at Viona in surprise, while the person who was glanced at instead smiled widely in amusement.

"So you said anything is okay, so whatever－"

"Yes, not so Viona," lina's sambar was accompanied by an oddity.

The marshal was anxious to see his joking wife. It seems that Viona's mood is good today. From the office, he often showed his cheerfulness. Marshal likes to see it. Tired after a day of work, always gone if he had seen his wife. Especially if Viona's attitude is like that, Marshal must be happy to feel it.

After a light conversation and longing, Viona and Marshal were left alone in the living room. Lina went out for a while, something to take care of. Marshal brought his body closer to his wife. She leaned against Viona's shoulder by pretending to be tired. Viona only looked at it for a moment and came back busy with the phone in her hand.

"Darling, I want to take a shower."

Viona saves the phone. He glanced at the Marshal who had even closed his eyes, still leaning on him. Though it is quite heavy if Marshal leaned like that, but Viona did not feel uncomfortable because she may have started to get used to being near her husband.

"But, there's no shirt here, Chal. Do you want to wear Vino's shirt? I think you're the same size."

"I've stayed here. My clothes are still there, right?"

Viona was silent to remember. Then he nodded and took the Marshal to his room.

"I want to stay here, okay, right?"

Marshal was just about to get into the bathroom. He turned his head slightly to nod, then smiled looking at his wife who was cheering excitedly. What's wrong with Viona today? His endless cheerfulness makes Marshal a little surprised to see it.

***

A warm night was felt in the midst of the Pratama family. After dinner, they gather in the family room. Marshal, Heru and Vino watch football on television, while Viona and Lina are busy discussing many things about the habits and desires of women.

Being with the Viona family is really fun. Marshal is always comfortable with them all. Not only because Vino was his close friend, but also because the friendly attitude of his two in-laws made Marshal feel closer to them.

"Yes, soon this house will also be full of children. After Vino gets married, you guys will soon give papa a grandchild, right. It feels like papa can't wait to hold them," said Heru smiling expectantly.

"Let's be a bitch first, Pa. I'll catch up" said Vino, accompanied by an oddity. He raised his eyebrows teasingly at Viona who was sitting close to Lina.

It's Lina's turn. She rubbed her son's hand gently, so Viona looked at him. "You haven't seen any signs of giving me a grandchild yet?"

Viona's stunned. He glanced at the Marshal who was also glancing at him. Confused what to answer, afraid to make his parents disappointed. But the truth is not yet. Not even started the process at all.

"Yet, Ma. Just pray, yes, hopefully soon," Viona said softly. He stared intently at the Marshal who was smiling meaningfully at him instead. Her husband had already begun to hope.

"Work hard, Bro! Our children will not be much different in age. Once they're big, we're all in the same place. Yeah, right, Deck?" Vino glanced at Viona after she patted the Marshal's shoulder to give it some spirit. The couple who were being considerate just smiled awkwardly and chimed in.

***

“Honey, I saw all day you are very cheerful. What makes you like this?” The marshal embraces Viona's shoulder, getting closer to her.

Because she was getting used to her husband's treatment, Viona just kept quiet. He even wrapped his hands around the belly of the Marshal. “I don't know either. Maybe because you are good today, so I am cheerful,” he said with a small oddity.

“Oh, so you think, the other day I'm not good?” Marshal spoke in a slightly irritated tone making Viona lift her face and give a very sweet smile. The marshal kissed the curvature on his wife's lips quickly. “I like you like this.”

“As how?”

“Yes, as of today. You're being spoiled and very sweet. I liked. You're adorable.”

Viona laughed. He felt what Marshal said was a little strange to hear his ears. “Other people don't like it if his wife is so spoiled. But you're happy. Wonderful.”

“That's because I see you more often who are brave and tend to be tough. You never even asked me for help. So, I'd prefer it if you're spoiled and want a lot. With that attitude of yours, I find it more useful.”

“Oh. All right, if so. Means from now on I will be spoiled and will ask a lot for you.”

Marshal smiled widely. Pinched his wife's nose with anxiety. “Alright, Mrs Marshal. Whatever you want, I will definitely give you.”

“I'm good, Darling.” Marshal grabbed Viona's chin and raised his wife's face. “Give me a kiss!” she said it quietly, but it felt like a compulsion to Viona.

Today Viona's mood is in good shape, because Marshal who complied with her desire to visit and meet with her family. Viona was happy to be reunited with them. He thanked the Marshal who even accompanied him directly to the house.

“Tag thank you.” Viona kissed her husband's jaw at a glance.

Instead of being happy given a rare thing by his wife, Marshal instead looks unhappy. She pointed at her own lips, asking Viona to repeat it in a different place.

“No extras!” Viona immediately buried her face in the chest of Marshal to avoid her husband's wishes. Kissing on the jaw alone takes great courage for Viona to do it, especially if on the lips. Viona did not dare to do so, even though she had already often felt those lips attacking her.

“Sayang?”

Viona did not reply and instead closed her eyes, pretending to be asleep with the sound of breathing made regular like a person sleeping.

Despite trying to call him several times, Marsha knew that his wife was only avoiding him. With a nosy Marshal moved his hand to feel his wife's belly. Viona's body reacted slowly. Boldly the hand moved upward from the stomach, and deliberately, Marshal felt the sensitive part made his wife's body jerk in shock. Viona immediately moved quickly holding the Marshal's hand. His eyes opened wide and looked annoyed. However, his face was also flushed. Marshal smiled amusedly at the expression of his wife.

“Give me a kiss or it ..?” Marshal pointed at the part he had just touched. Viona's reflexes covered her with her hands and increasingly glared sharply at her husband. “Cium me!”

Doubtfully Viona brought the face closer to her husband. His heart thump began to be abnormal when he glanced at his slightly reddened lips asking to be touched immediately. Really, Viona's courage wasn't big enough to do it. She could only look at those lips for a long time without daring to do what her husband wanted.

Marshal had closed his eyes waiting for the chewy object to come into contact with his lips. However, the long time he waited, the thing he wanted was not felt. Marshal opened his eyes. His wife's blushing face was so obvious in front of his face. Marshal only sighed disappointedly looking at it. “I've been waiting for him, Darling.”

Viona only displayed a shameless grin. He bit his lower lip with hesitation and his eyes instantly rounded sharply as the Marshal who had instead attacked him first.

Marshal has already started and demands a reply. Viona did not comply directly because she was still shocked. However, over time she was swept away and welcomed every movement that her husband gave.

Long they lulled in the game. The marshal stopped her as Viona's hand tightly gripped her hand. Their breaths panted afterwards. Marshal rubbed Viona's lips wet from her actions. A happy smile was engraved clearly on the lips of the Marshal. He is always happy if what he wants can happen.

They are both silent. Marshal again asked Viona to get closer and embrace him. Viona complied without speaking. They were still silent, until the silence was broken by the questions that came out of Viona's mouth.

“Chal, do you expect me to be a whole wife?”

Marshal was quite stunned hearing that question. Although in the heart, all husbands also want it. But, if it was Viona who was currently provoking a conversation, Marshal very much did not expect his wife would discuss the matter.

Viona looked up to look at her husband. Slowly, Viona rubbed the jaw of the Marshal. “Allow me to KB before carrying out obligations!” he said slowly.

Marshal returned his wife's gaze accompanied by a frowning forehead.

Viona rubbed her jaw gently again. “I'm your wife. I'm obliged to meet your needs, but I can't do it right now. I want to give it to you, but I'm still not ready.”

Staring at the eyes of the Marshal fixedly, Viona sighed deeply. He was actually hesitant to discuss the matter. But, there was something else he often noticed that made him feel guilty about the Marshal. “Sorry, Chal. But I don't want to have children yet. So ... can ‘kkan me kB?”

Marshal. That expression was clearly visible on his face. “You don't want to have children?” He felt bad when he said that sentence. But, Marshal hopes Viona's answer is not the same as what she thought.

Viona nodded quickly. She felt bad to see her husband's reaction. “It's not so, Chal. I'm not ready, not unwilling. Everyone wants to have kids too, right? I also included.”

“But, you ...”

Viona sighed deeply. He looked at the Marshal with a shady look. “I still need time for us to get to know each other. Having a child is not something that can be underestimated. I want the presence of our children later to be welcomed with complete affection from his family. You must understand what I mean.”

Marshal looked at Viona with a difficult to interpret gaze. He was breathing violently. Marshal thinks Viona doesn't want to have children with her. But, it turns out that it is only a matter of readiness and mutual love.

Viona doesn't love him yet. Marshal's heart throbbed pain when it remembered that. Viona wants their child to be born with the complete affection of both parents. Marshal understood, but why did he feel disappointed just because Viona was not ready to have a child from him.

“How?”

Marshal was silent. Viona looks so carefully spoken to him. Maybe because he was afraid that what he said could offend his feelings.

Viona felt even more uneasy to see her husband who did not respond to anything. He looked down again, inserting his face in the chest of the Marshal. “Sorry, but I'm not ready to be a mother, Chal. Sorry to disappoint you. I can't give you a son right away. I－”

“Sust... It's okay, Darling.” Marshal grabbed Viona's face to look at her. He gave a sweet smile to his wife. “I understand. I agree with you. We still need time to get to know each other better. Anyway, we got married not long ago. No need to rush to have children. It's just a matter of time. I won't be mad.”

Viona breathed a sigh of relief hearing that. He smiled happily if the Marshal also agreed with what he meant. “Heem. Since we haven't been married for a long time, I also want us to spend a lot of time together first, before the little one is present. I still need time to get to know you.”

Marshal's smile grew wider. He hugged Viona tightly and landed small kisses on his wife's head. “Tok us to the doctor for a consultation so that his KB runs safe.”

Viona nodded and hugged her husband. It turned out that Marshal was very kind and was willing to understand what Viona was thinking.

“Means after from doctor, we will do it,” whispered Marshal.

Viona started thinking everywhere. His hair immediately goosebumps. And hid her face in her husband's chest.

"Before the little one is present, what masters and mistresses will have fun first?"