Because of the compulsion

It's Just Obsession

"Since I said, 'from now on I'm in charge' that was the starting point of my tests of you. But, it turns out that my trial is not you realize, because you are still the same you. There is no change that really changes you. You said it only in the beginning, because you didn't want me to leave. Then, finally you go back to your original attitude, forbidding and not believing in what I did."

Marshal leaned back on his chair with a troubled mind. So, from yesterday, Viona tested it? Marshal was completely unaware of that. Why would Viona do that to him? If just to test it out, means Viona's words towards Joints earlier, that's just nonsense? Not seriously what Viona wants, is that it?

The Marshal's head wanted to break apart, thinking about Viona's way of thinking was indeed difficult. Not knowing what his wife wanted, Marshal could not guess his way of thinking. Viona sometimes complied, sometimes said wisely, sometimes also refuted and not infrequently, his speech was able to make Marshal stuck, not even understood at all.

"Master?" call Rio somehow for how many times. Marshal is not focused, talked about projects outside the city, he continues to daydream.

Now they are in the Marshal's office in his house, having taken Viona home for a while and now his wife is at Rahma's house. Out of the hospital, they did have a great debate and until now Marshal has not been able to forget it. Viona is no longer with him. After a disagreement, Viona insisted on being delivered to Rahma's house. She was afraid her mother-in-law was lonely and also kasian, being sick if left behind for too long, she said.

Marshal complied with his wife's request to be given time not to meet. Honestly, Marshal was still confused by what Viona was planning. His wife said she still had doubts about Marshal and now hates him. But Viona said,

"You say love, but all I see is obsession" said Viona weakly, looking ahead. "Living with people who are just obsessed can be self-torturing. I want, we undergo a marriage of mutual understanding and mutual understanding with each other's will. No one is selfish or too restrictive."

Does that mean Viona gives Marshal a chance to change? If true, it means that Viona's trial is eager to see her seriousness in changing attitudes and improving the household. Marshal had intended to do so. She has already established herself to change for the better and improve her relationship with Viona. But, it turns out that Viona still doubts it. Then what should Marshal do for Viona to believe and be sure, if she really wants to improve her household? In what way should Marshal prove it?

Actually Marshal hesitated with his own thoughts, but he stood still. "Rio, we're leaving now! Forget about work, I need to fix things with the lady."

Rio frowned in seeing Marshal come out of the study room without caring about his confusion. Glancing at the document in hand, the project data that had been in front of the Marshal. The document Rio threw in annoyance at the table. Reach out he read it, but apparently Marshal did not listen to it. So why did Marshal tell him to check the document, if he finally thought about his wife.

Viona's right, Marshal's still a marshal. Rio agreed with the opinion of his employer's wife. With wide strides, he caught up with the Marshal and they went to Vishnu's house.

Marshal remained silent until he reached his parents' residence. She steps her foot towards Rahma's room, as she guesses, Viona must be there. And sure enough, when Marshal came in, Viona was helping Rahma to take the medicine.

"Ma, I'll borrow Mama's daughter-in-law for a second, yeah." He pulled Viona's hand quickly to stand up and get out of there. Ignoring the startled reaction of his mother and wife who were so shocked at his sudden arrival.

Viona refuses to be taken, Marshal does not care and continues to pull her out of Rahma's room towards the backyard. "I understand now," he said, holding Viona's hand in her grip. "you did it .. because you want to see my struggle, right?"

Viona was stunned, instantly pulling her hand apart from the hands of the Marshal. Her husband seemed so sure of her words. Viona sighed harshly looking at her increasingly sharp gaze.

"Why do I have to prove it, Ra, so you know if I'm serious about keeping you? Why are you still hesitating about my struggle?"

Viona silently looked at the Marshal. Her husband could already understand what she wanted and now she was putting it all out. Marshal's guess is not wrong, Viona still doubts it because she does not want to undergo marriage with people who only play a wedding.

The marshal let out his breath violently, looking at Viona intently. "OK, I realize now," he said in a confident tone, "i can't be the husband you expect me to be. You're suspending me, because you think I'm just playing with this marriage, aren't you?"

Grabbing Viona's hand and grasping it tightly placed in front of her chest. "I'm changing. Is that what you want?" Viona just silently looked at her husband's hands and face alternately. "Okay, I'm gonna change. For your sake, I'll do anything. We got this marriage right. No more theatrics! Do I need to dismantle everything in front of my family? Unlocking all the lies I still cover, so that our marriage is completely without secrets."

Marshal's breath sounded rough. Viona was still silent, not interrupting and did not know why Marshal said such a thing. "I'm crazy, Ra," Marshal shook his head slowly. "i'm crazy because maybe what you said is true. I'm just obsessed with you."

"You're right, the obsession I have is torturing you. I'm too obsessed with you, not really loving you." Her hand was getting tighter squeezing Viona's hand against her chest. "If you doubt my struggle against our household, then I will prove it from the beginning."

With her hands slowly drawn, Viona looked at the Marshal with a calm gaze. "Why are you so sure that's what I mean? It's only been two hours of missed time, so quickly you conclude."

"Because I'm sure, you're actually still willing to defend our marriage, only you doubt my attitude." Viona's eyebrows shot up, what she fired was on target. "You don't really want to go back to that guy, but you just want to see how I keep you. How I fought to fix our marriage. That's what you want, isn't it, that's why you're doing all this madness?"

Samar, Viona nodded slowly. She has a very smart husband now. Marshal will think if he gets hurt first it turns out.

"You want me to realize what my own attitude is toward you?" Again, Viona nodded her head. "You want me to understand what I'm doing and what it's doing to other people. You want to see how much I want to keep our marriage. You're testing me because you want to convince me that our marriage can be fixed."

Viona nodded her head quickly, holding the hand of the Marshal holding both of her shoulders. "Yes, that's what I want" he said firmly. "That's what I expected, that's what I wanted. A marriage will not go smoothly if it does not understand and understand each other. I'm doing all of this just to make you understand and understand, if our marriage is to be lived right, like never before. I hate your attitude, but if you're serious about changing it, I can forgive. Only in this way can I make you realize what marriage means."

Marshal's breath sounds like a burst. Raise your face up with a tired feeling. "If you're just expecting something like this, why did you break my head into a mess, honey ...?" Once again, Marshal let out a rough breath and stared fixedly at Viona. Holding both shoulders in agitation. "That means you still want to fix everything with me?"

Viona turned her shoulders. "It all depends on you. From the beginning I chose to go back, you must have known the answer, right?"

Marshal's eyes are perfectly rounded with a twinkle of beautiful hope. A smile rested on his lips. "That means your words to that man ... really aren't serious?"

Viona throbbed, looking at the Marshal with an air of contempt. "It was serious at first, but if you were real to .. yeah, maybe I would never do."

Marshal happily hugged Viona's body. Kissing the top of her head a few times until Viona snorted in annoyance and hit her body hard enough. "thank you. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to stay in our household. I promise I'll try to fix everything. My attitude and also how I feel." The marshal let go of his embrace, cupping Viona's face with both hands. "You want to, don't you, turn this obsession into love? We started everything from the beginning. We plant the seeds of love from now on. I know you don't love me, but I still wish you could change your feelings for me."

Viona just silently looked at the Marshal. He's not sure he can do that. Viona is a very difficult person to divert feelings, as evidenced by her love for Joints that grew and developed during this time.

"Darling, you want to?" The marshal began to impatiently wait for an answer, muffling his wife's cheeks. "We start everything from zero again. A marriage date and I promise to change for you. We will both try to know true love."

Viona remained silent with a hard-to-understand look. Marshal begins to worry, fearing that Viona will not go along with his wishes.

"Darling?"

Viona shook her head slowly. For some reason, doubt came back inside him. "Give me time to think."

Marshal clucked in annoyance. "No need to think, I already know where your mind is. You tested it and now I understand what you mean. That means you want to ... right?"

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