(Revised) Regretting It Too Late
Failing Honeymoon
Because he didn't tell me to eat, I shook his body a little harder so he woke up. "Hey. Can't you not bother me, what you do can only disturb people who are sleeping. Not enough to interrupt my life"
"O Allah what is this, why do I feel pain with the harsh words of Mas Bram just now, and why is he so on my back I just want to wake him up for prayer" I grumbled in my heart while holding back my tears.
After I finished my prayer saw Bram tidying up his clothes and put them in his bag, I was afraid and did not dare to ask because I was afraid if later yelled again.
Finished cleaning I saw Bram come down from the stairs and approached me who was sitting in the middle seat while looking at the tv. "Mas, does Bram want to eat? I've cooked and prepared it at the dinner table, come on" take me when I see he's getting close to me a few steps.
I prepared and I served him a meal at the dinner table. "You don't eat?" ask her to me who only prepares food for her. "I ate it while waiting for Bram to take a shower, sorry because I was very hungry" I replied. And Bram just nodded his head.
"I'm sorry tomorrow I just want to move into my house because I also have my own house. And if you're up to you just want to stay here or come with me" he said as we sat in the living room. "I follow what mas Bram said, if mas want to move to the mas house yes I will join mas move there" I replied
At dawn I saw that Bram was ready with his sarong and his cocktail shirt for the morning prayers. "Mas Dinda joined jama'ah huh. But Dinda wants to get ready to take wudu first" I saw Bram did not answer but he just nodded the sign may. I immediately darted into the bathroom and took duwu then put on mukenah and pray with in imamin sama mas Bram.
After the prayer, I went back to the bathroom to take a shower and went straight to the kitchen to cook for breakfast. At exactly 7 am Bram came out and I prepared breakfast for him, after that we went to Bram mas house which I will stay with Bram mas.
On the way we did not talk to each other, Bram focused on driving and I replied to many chats from Julia about boutiques. We were silent like people who didn't know each other. Until it did not feel like we were stuck at Bram's mas house. I followed him down from behind into his house.
"Din here your room and above is my room. You can do anything in your own room whatever" after saying so mas Bram went straight to his room. "Good thanks" I went into the room referred to by mas Bram.
In that room I looked and thought what I was doing was right or not. After 1 hour I came out of the room and went to the kitchen to see what I could cook, I saw the contents of the empty refrigerator with only chicken and mustard eggs.
"And I'm going out, what do you want to do?"
"Eh. Yes this mas Dinda want to cook but there are only chicken eggs and mustard only, usually cook fried rice what mas want?" I'm not done talking yet but Bram's gone. "Lah went straight away did not say where to go, did I masakin aja yes let later if you go home eaten".
After I finished cooking I took a bath and prayed ashar, then I ate the fried rice I cooked earlier. I waited for Bram but he didn't come home till night. I wanted to call her but I forgot not to ask for her number.
To the next morning suddenly mama mas Bram called me and hunted me and also mas Bram to come to his house. "What's my mom down to go to my mom's house? Do we stop for a while at the supermarket right on the road later to stop by to buy fruit for mama" I asked Bram mas but he did not answer my question.
I held her hand with a little shake, "What's up, why din?" he said without seeing me. "What do we want down to Mama Mas Bram's house?" I said again, "Do not under any direct impression we just let me know what else he wants" I feel a little strange with the words of Bram mas just now, something strange for me.
Arriving at the Bram's parents' house we entered and were greeted very warmly. And finally I know why mama mas Bram told us to come, it turns out they gave us tickets for a honeymoon to Bali. Mas Bram refused and did not want to do that because he had a lot of work delayed because of our wedding event yesterday, but because of the coercion of my mother and also papa mas Bram finally gave up and agreed.
On the day of our departure to Bali suddenly hp mas Bram rang and was immediately lifted, I do not know who he was talking to but sounded like he was fighting. "I'm sorry we can't leave, I have important business and I have to leave right now. You can go back to your activities" after that Bram mas went to leave me who was ready to branch out to Bali.
"Honeymoon, it doesn't matter but why am I like nobody here, is there something wrong with me?" I went back into the house and I put my clothes back into the closet, I put my body down and I slowly fell asleep.
Brrrtt...
there was one missing from my side
ever since you fell leave me
it feels heartbreaking without you
I should have willing but I couldn't
in your heart, leave me far
feels empty again without you
don't go, don't you never come back
no more, don't play with my heart
I should have willing but I couldn't
see you fall leave me
feels empty again without you (your plants)
don't go, don't you never come back
no more, don't play with my heart
don't go, don't you never come back
no more, don't play with my heart
don't (don't) go (go), don't you never come back
don't go, don't play with this heart anymore, love
Don't Go" from Arowana
My fingers danced on the piano and I sang a song that I thought fit my mind and heart right now. Without feeling 1 song was over I sang and when I turned around wanted to come in, I vaguely saw Bram's mas in one of the diners at the restaurant and he wasn't alone there was someone with him and it was a woman. "So Mas Bram foiled our honeymoon today to meet the woman?" I whispered in my heart, there was a slight pain in my chest looking at the sight, but the next second I pat the pain.
