(Revised) Regretting It Too Late

A shocking reality

"Adinda." said someone who accused me

"Eh... Faris? Long time no see. How are you doing Faris?" I rebuked when I saw him who had not seen for a long time and did not visit the cafe.

"Thank God I am good, but not as good as you. Can I sit here?" he replied in a joking manner to me.

"Of course, the seat is gratis free of charge" I said inviting him to sit, as I joked.

"We haven't seen each other in 2 weeks. And you accused me of the news about you. You look forward to Dinda's great, congratulations on your achievement. But I didn't bring anything to this saying how dong." she explained to me with a very funny expression to me.

"It's okay, just giving a sincere speech is a good gift for me. Thank you so much." I thanked you with a smile, because it was funny in its way of congratulating it with a funny expression.

I also had a long conversation with Faris. While wondering about cooperation events with companies with various companies that invite me to cooperate. Because I know that Faris works in a company that also runs in the field of shopping and hospitality.

From the advice given by Mas Faris to me I became a little understanding. Benefits and benefits of working with large companies. And he said I also have to be careless in choosing and making decisions so that I do not suffer losses.

And after the time I went to the house of Om Bambang to ask for advice should choose which company I will accept their cooperation.

Om Bambang told me to survey first from some of the companies, and choose a company that if it is safe and will not experience problems in the future.

I, mas Dido and also his manager who knew a little bit in the field of fashion did a survey to companies that would recruit me to be one of their parts.

And for a few days I was busy pacing back and forth to get a close look at the companies. Finally I decided to join PT Antangkasa Sauntetik Howl. Because of the various companies that I came with, only this company has an offer that can be said to make sense than the other.

Bram's out of the office, at lunchtime. Bram and his friend are suddenly confronted by someone. And the man handed Bram an envelope.

With a worried heart Bram opened and saw the contents of the envelope. Like being struck by lightning during the day, Bram's tears did not stop to flow. He rushed home to see his wife at home.

"Assalamu'alaiku." and immediately rushed into the house.

"Wa'alaikumsalam's chat. How about tumben sir go home quickly.?" Tanya bi Dami who was taking care of Bram's daughter.

"Why Monica bi?" asking while holding back emotions.

"The lady just came out sir." replied with a little confusion.

"Where did he go. Did he say where he was going?" breathe deeply.

"Ti-no sir, just say if you want to just go away." stare confused at the attitude of Bram and the second he said that reddened because of the cry.

"Alright, thank you." go up to his room.

"Monica. Why are you doing this to me, you really do.!" yells very loudly.

"Grandrgg.!" I destroyed everything in front of my eyes.

In anger I recalled the incident when I came to this house by supervising Monica as my wife in front of Adinda. How heartbroken it was, but she still showed her smile in front of me.

"Sir. Mr Bram, are you okay? Pray first sir is already afternoon." scold bi Dami to me. Without realizing it, I stayed in my room for almost 5 hours. I haven't even changed clothes and still wear the clothes I was wearing to the office.

I left without answering bi Dami's words. As I went downstairs and watched the living room I saw my little daughter sleeping in her bed. I approached him and I looked at his innocent face that was sleeping in a dream cradle.

"Hello.! Dima you? Hurry home now.!" I called Monica with the annoyance I had been holding back from this afternoon.

"What the hell is going on, call me angry. I'd be ashamed of the friend I was with." He told me as soon as I went into the house.

"Can't you say hello before you go inside the house!?" I snapped at him who entered without greeting and immediately got angry with me.

"Bi please make me juice yes." she told bi Dami and ignored my words.

With a sense of annoyance I pulled him into the room. And when he arrived at the room, he was angry again to see the messy state of the room.

"Explain to me what is all this?! Did you betray me at auction all this time. Huh!?" I snapped while throwing the letter that someone had given me.

"What is this mas? Why is Bram angry at me like this?" she asked in anger at me.

"You see, you just explained." I said, looking at him with annoyance.

"I-this? Where did these photos come from? This is not true, it's not what Bram saw. These pictures..."

"Picture of you and another man." cut me off before he finishes his defense.

"Listen to me, I'm framed. It's an old photo." She asked me to prove that she has a maen with the guy behind me.

"That means you have a relationship with the guy behind me, right?" I said with a push of my tone.

"Mas. Mas Bram believes in me, doesn't he?" he approached me and held my hand.

"Monica stop, please explain first about all that. You have a relationship with the man in the photo. Or maybe our daughter isn't my daughter."

I saw Monica's expression getting stiff as I asked her about my daughter. There's a face I'm hard to understand. And the silence from Monica made me even more confused and curious.

After that day, I couldn't believe Monica. Even I also began to feel like I was no longer the same person who loved her so much and wanted to be with her always.

Every day we no longer say hello. I also no longer feel affection for our daughter. We always do our jobs.

"Mas. Can't Bram forgive me?" he asked me who was busy doing the office work that I was under home.

"I don't know. I'm still confused and can't accept what you've done to me." I explained to him.

"Mas. Please forgive me mas, I don't want to lose you mas." he whined while holding our daughter.

"Get out, I'm busy. Please leave me alone, and let me finish my work." I replied without looking at Monica.

"But mas.." he still wants to try to get my attention again.

"Please Monica. This fact is very disturbing to me. I need time to accept everything, it's not as easy as you think." I told Monica.

I saw him come out and leave me holding our daughter. I feel like I can't accept this fact, it's all too much for me. And my curiosity for Monica is also getting bigger.

Either because of anger or what happened to me, until one day I did a DNA test on our daughter. And how broken it was again in my heart, after seeing the reality that once again convulsed me. The daughter I love and I look forward to her birth, is not my daughter, not my offspring, not my flesh and blood.

"O Lord, what sins have I committed. So that You give me this test, and all this reality as if to drown and bury me alive." I rubbed my face and I wiped my tears, and I rested my head that felt rice on the back of my car seat.