(Revised) Regretting It Too Late
Surrender
After watching Adinda from the prank that had become her habit since deciding to forget Adinda, Mexca drove her car home. And arriving at the Mexca house headed beside the house and daydreamed there. Sitting very long with a chaotic mind.
"Mexca.!? Mexca.!? Papa's.... Pa.... Papa?!" frantically, Ambar's mistress ran down the steps of her house, calling her husband's name, Lord Joseph.
The atmosphere of the house that afternoon was very quiet there was only the sound of water that could be heard from the top floor. All the residents of the house were busy with their own affairs, including Ambar's mistress who was busy with calls from her social friends.
But the water that had been heard breaking the silence of the quiet house was suddenly no longer heard after a few minutes, and a silent voice colored the big house again. Only the sound of laughter from Madame Ambar filled the corner of the house upstairs.
The extent of the water on the lower floor shows objects that are so attractive to the eyes of the mistress amber from the window of the room that was then the place of the call with her friend, which was, a figure that is so familiar and familiar to him is floating in the water in a prone position and a very calm state and shows a void with the calmness of the water.
"Mex.!? Mexca. Shit.!" with very wide footsteps, calling out in anger.
Gebyuuurrrs
"Mexc. Mex!? Bag bug bag." struck to resuscitate his son, with anxiety and anger mixed to see his son close his eyes tightly in the water.
"Whoa.! A paa? Uhuk uhuk." woke up with a cough
"Are you crazy, huh?! you want to die silly in the pool!?" shouting loudly while bringing his son to the edge of the pool.
"Mex, honey? What's with you baby" cupped mexca's face, looked on with anxiety.
"Ohuk, uhuk.!" bowed limp.
"Well, change your clothes later you catch a cold. Come baby." marry mexca with affection.
"Ma, Mum. Mex wants to go back to LA, Mex will help grandpa there. Please take care of everything here, because everything is stable. So papa didn't need Mex anymore." said in a limp tone and voice, and a sad face.
"Sit down first, papa wants to talk to you." stared at his son's unusual face and expression.
Mexca joined mama and also papa in the living room, with an empty view that was not necessarily the focus of his vision.
"Mex, what's the matter. Faris said lately you often disappear from the office, and Marlin also often report that you can not focus on every meeting. Tell me why with you." mister Joseph said quietly and casually to his son who seemed to be bearing a heavy burden in his life.
"Baby, tell me is there a problem or is there a difficult incident you're going through? Mama called you here not only to help you solve your company's problems and help your papa" said softly and hugged Mexca.
"Tell Mex what's going on? Papa wants to know." said full of authority
"Mex, mex wants to forget someone. Mex will be back here when the mex is ready" said alas.
"Forgetting someone?" bewildered
"Forgetting someone? What does baby mean, do not make papa and mama confused.
"Ready him. Is he the one who made you so unfocused? Can't you master him by putting him on the blocklist" said furiously.
"Pa, this is not a business matter. Mexca can handle anything if it deals with business. But it's a matter of Pa's heart, Mex can't do it." explained with a heavy tone and breath.
"Why don't you just take it, manipulate and quasi him. Why are you so mushy like this, it's not like you." proposed a shortcut.
"Baby, why do you want to destroy yourself. What you say is true, do the manipulation. Not that you can do everything, why now you can only be silent and disconnected like this." madam Ambar confirmed the advice said by her husband.
"Mexca can't ma, pa. Mexca could only avoid him to be able to forget him. So Mexca can only forget him. Mexca is leaving tomorrow, and this is Mexca ma's decision, Pa. Please let Mexca return to LA again." said with confidence.
"Mama can't force you baby" hugged Mexca
"As for you, as long as it doesn't affect your performance there." accepted without refuting Mexca's decision.
Right at 10 am Mexca left for LA, and before leaving he still took the time to leave a bouquet of white roses on one of the pegawe at the Adinda cafe.
Travelling Mexca Faris returned to work under papa Mexca lord Joseph and became a personal driver of Merisca. And the sudden and unannounced departure of Mexca made all the Mexca pagawwe wonder, especially Faris who was not allowed to follow him, their equivalent has never been separated and has always been together since the last 10 years.
"Sir, there's a bouquet for Dinda" someone handed the bouquet to Dinda when he saw Dinda coming.
"Eh, Fair? Thanks, but who is this from?" I was curious, because the bouquet is very beautiful and also fragrant.
"Well, fair don't know mbak. It was given the same mas Yuyus earlier, when Adil nganter ingredients to cafe mbak." he explained to me with a polite word.
"alright. Do you like working here? Do you feel like working with me?" ask me because he's only been in 1 this week and I just met him.
"Very good, it's delicious here. I also love animals, what else is a cat. I can play with the cats here. And I deliberately chose at the restaurant, because in addition to good work yes also deket same house. It only takes 35 minutes from home" she explained to me with a very happy face.
"Yes, thank you. Oh yes mbak, will there be a filling mbak song? If I can record Dinda's brother while Dinda sings later? I want to put it in my sosmet content, if allowed" he asked me in a tone that sounded a little hesitant.
"Alright, the sharpest should not be made strange" I replied with permission. And he looks very bright.
Honestly, I can't afford it
Get your face off in my heart
Even though the night is disturbing
Eliminate your smile in my eyes
I realized I love you
I am not the first in your heart
But my love is best for you
I am not a star in the sky
But my love is the best
Honestly, I can't afford it
'But go away from you
Though my heart hesitates (uh-uh)
You're not by my side every time
I realized I love you
I am not the first in your heart
But my love is best for you
I am not a star in the sky
But my love is the best
Oh, even though I'm not the first in your heart
But my love is best for you
I am not a star in the sky
But my love is the best
Oh, even though I'm not the first in your heart
But my love is best for you
I am not a star in the sky
But my love is the best (my love is the best)
But my love is the best (my love is the best), oh-oh
But my love is the best
Best Love Lyrics
I don't know why I really want to sing that lagoon. Mumgkin because tonight the weather feels very cold walo not rainy season, for some reason. It was as if nature was beckoning me that something else had gone from my side.
Arriving at home I put the roses in the water so that they at least last for the next few days. I put them in the favorite facet of my mother's alm when my father gave her a gift of a bungan at every moment that is considered as special by Alm. My papa.
"Yes Allah. May the person who gives this flower always be given peace and determination wherever he is. Amen" I said a do'a that is often spoken by my mother's alm. my father every gift in the form of flowers is given.
I feel funny myself, but I think there's no harm in giving a good do'a if I don't know the intention and purpose of giving me flowers. But I'm sure a good do'a will come back to me again.
