(Revised) Regretting It Too Late
Loving in do'a
After his activities back busy as usual, Mexca seemed no longer to think about Adinda, what else the work he had left so much delayed. But in his heart Mexca always chanting do'a - his prayers for good and success, and the happiness of Adinda.
In silence Mexca continued and always recited his every practice and prayer for all his family and also his loved ones in his prayer (Adinda).
"Hey, did you hear. He said our young boss has returned, and he has changed, his charm is getting worse" said one of the Mex female employees.
"really? At most he will be as ferocious as ever." chimps other female employees.
"Yes, that's a mah. But he is still a refresher for us, hahaha" said the employee who started the chat
"Yes, that too, hihi"
"Yes this you, it's getting stuck right now. But I just heard from the secretary department he looks fresher and charismatic, not only handsome but also cool amazing." said the new employee who came to join the others.
"Beyond? So look at me anyway." replied the employee who complained earlier.
"You're negotiating what the hell, it looks really fun from far away." Ayuni who felt interested in joining his partner.
"We are talking about our easy boss who said he had come back here again" replied one of them who had earlier told Mexca.
"Boss, what's the boss going to eat? What do I want to order and get down to the boss's room?" ask Merlin who followed Faris and Mexca who went to the company cafeteria.
"No, we'll just eat here." Mexca replied casually as she set foot to the table.
"Sir Faris.?" looking at Faris who was also following Mexca calmly behind him.
Glancing at Merlin with a smile "Do you want to get fired now Merlin?" faris said in a very frightening tone.
Merlin who was afraid to answer by shaking - opened his hands "Ti - not Mr. Faris."
"Faris... Don't like jail teasing her when you mate." said Mexca sitting down, after finding an empty table.
"Well, I've got the boss's lover" Merlin replied directly. And again - again Merlin gaped at the thin smile of Mexca.
"You still want to be here until when? Don't want to order food?" said Faris staring at the agape merlin.
"Ah, yes I ordered." Darted forward for the message, and went back to the table for forgetting to ask Mexca what message he wanted.
While sitting waiting for a food order ordered by Merli, Mexca opened her iPad to see the work that she had not done.
"Well crazy, this is called rezki nomplok. The boss is really cool and amazing, look at his style and his aura is very different. He used to be cute, but now he's even better. It's lucky that Merlin." said the employee who had just menggibahin Mexca.
From their table, they could see Mexca very clearly, and the 3 of them gaped, staring at Mexca without turning away. Only Ayuni remained in her consciousness because she had married Didi.
Finished eating Mexca immediately went to a meeting with the branch around the region also accompanied by Merlin, while Faris went to the mole, to meet with the mole manager, to meet the mole manager, and discuss the contract with the shop owners.
Upon his return from the Mexca meeting asked Merlin to buy him drinks and snacks at a cafe, because he felt homesick about the cafe's food.
'Excuse me, can I help you? What do you want to order?" Ask the pegawe cafe on Merlin who looks confused because he forgot to ask what he wants to order with his boss.
"I'm sorry, I forgot to ask what message?" merlin said with shame because he was in front of the cafe cashier.
"Why mbak? If not enough money is not a problem, just order what you want." the voice of a girl from beside Merlin very friendly.
"Eh? No, that's not what I meant. Sa... Dinda?" the Merlin elder turned his head and saw who the person who spoke was.
With a crisp smile Dinda looked at Merlin "Why bewildered? I think it's running out of space."
"Master Yosef.?" Ask Dinda to Merlin.
"Not, but his son arrived - suddenly asked to stop and told me to buy drinks and snacks. And I just came out, without asking what he wanted to order." replied Merlin confused and feeling guilty.
"Ooo.. If so I recommend aja bliau would like." replied Dinda with a smile. The same with Merlin.
After the order was completed Merlin immediately returned to the Mexca car parked across the road.
"Sorry boss, I forgot to ask the boss what message. But this was recommended by someone I met and said it was good, because it's her favorite, too." Merlin told Mexca.
Mexca did not care who gave the foundation, because the order was in accordance with his wishes chocolate tiramisu. And when the car was about to run, Mexca accidentally saw Adinda out of the cafe by holding a small child.
"Deg.!!" mexca's eyes bulged and without her noticing the clear liquid flowed without permission from both of her eye fertilizers. And he was so conscious. Mexca drank his drink, but the drink he could not swallow, as if stuck in the throat.
"Haaaah," Mexca sighed deeply. He placed his drink in the recess of the car door, then closed his iPad and rested his head on the back seat of the car while closing his eyes.
"Lin, just go straight home. Business at the office leave it to Faris, I'm tired." said Mexca while keeping her eyes closed.
"Okay boss, sir we go straight home." repeated Merlin on the orders of his boss to the driver who drove them.
Arriving at the Mexca house immediately took a bath and laid his body on his bed. He repeated his memory of the view he saw when he saw Adinda come out of the cafe holding a girl who wore matching clothes with hers. They were joking and laughing together and looked very happy.
"Thank God she looks so parted, and she already has a very beautiful and cute daughter" commented a smile by closing her eyes.
After dinner Mexca went into her study and consulted with her father about the new job her father had put in file with Mexca who is now the head of the company. When reading Mexca's file like out of focus because he immediately signed the file without researching it again. Contract of cooperation of party A. PT Antangkasa Sauntetik Howl with party B. Designer Adinda Larasati has officially run the cooperation under the roof of the same Company PT Antangkasa Sauntetik Howl.
That night Mexca could not sleep she continued to imagine Adinda and her daughter. The Mexca took the water of the wudu and tried to calm her heart.
Do'a who always diucapakn mexca in every prayer.
"O Allah, I ask Thee, the grace of Thy glory and the wrath of Thy glory, that Thou mayst make love in this heart. And recite the love and affection for him always in this heart. And give him Your grace, Your goodness, O Most Glorious Thing."
Do'a is always spoken in his heart when he thinks of Adinda.
"O Allah, O Lord, blame me if I still hold this feeling, if I still long for it, your servant has no power or effort, no right to embrace it. By all things to Your religion I entrust and I give all my love and love for Him to You Rabbi."
Do'a Mexca every time you finish your evening prayer.
Allohumma inni as-aluka hubbaka, wa hubba man yu-hibbuka, wa hubba kulli ‘amalin yushi-luni ila qurbika, wa an taj ’alaka ahab-ba ilayya mima siwaka, wa, wa an taj’ala hubbi iyyyaka qaidan ila ridhwanika, wa syawqi ilayka dzaidzan ‘an ‘ishynika, wamnun binna-zhari ilayka ‘alayya, wanzhur bi’nil, wuddi wal ‘athfi ilayya, walaa tashrif ‘annii wajhaka, wuddi, waj’al-nii min ahlil is’aadi wal khuzhwati ‘indaka yaa Mujiibu yaa Arhamar raa-himiin.
Means :
O God, I ask for Your love, the love of one who loves You, and the love of charity that takes me beside You. Make You more I love than you. Let my love for You guide me to Your Riddho. Make my longing for You so as to prevent me from becoming. Give me thy sight, and look at me with a look of affection. Do not turn your face away from me. Make me among the recipients of Your gifts and gifts. O Dzat the All-Givering of Wise. Yes Arhamar rahimin.
Mexca never forgot to say do'a for all the good, success and happiness of himself and Adinda. It was as if it was his routine every day.
A useful quote, and hopefully we can all belong to the class of believers.
From Anas ibn Malik of the Prophet Shallallahu alaihi wasallam, he said:
"Three (things) that when there is in a person, he will find the sweetness of faith: Allah and His Messenger are more beloved than either of them. And who, when he loves a man, does not love him except because of Allah. And who hates to return to unbelief as he hates to be thrown into hell".
(CHR. Bukhari) [No. 21 Fathul Bari] Shahid.
