(Revised) Regretting It Too Late

Slander

Every day I see the intimacy of Bram and Monica's mother growing, they seem like a happy family waiting for the birth of the baby.

"Dinda, please pay attention to Monica's needs as long as she is pregnant, because this child will also be your child. We're going to squeeze it together" he said, feeding the chicken porridge I bought on Monica's mother.

"Yes, god willing. Later Dinda will also rival your child" I said with a heart that somehow felt sad.

Since Monica became pregnant I always spent a lot of time outside the house, because the day of the clothing exhibition from my boutique was also close.

Bram: Hello Dinda, assalamu'alaikum

Dinda: Wa'alaikumsalam, yes what is it?

Bram: Din please come home and buy rice Padang for Monica, because he said he wanted to eat rice Padang. It's still not finished and it's probably coming home a little later tonight.

Dinda : Yes, I want a fish palek what mas said?

Bram: Well, I forgot to ask Din. Please ask her directly.

Dinda: Well, then Dinda called Monica now.

Bram: Okay Din, asslamu'alaikum

Date: Wa'alaikumsalam

Shortly after Bram's mas make his call, I immediately contacted Monica's mother to ask her to buy a field lake with what fish. But my call wasn't picked up, and my text was ignored.

Because I was confused I also bought him squid fish, fried chicken and rendang. I don't know which one will be chosen.

"Assalamu'alaikum, maverick.. Ms. Monica" because there was no confirmation I went upstairs looking for her in the room, and I found her on the phone.

"Thea?! Are you deaf I called from earlier nyaut" tripped in front of my bedroom door.

"God, yes sorry Dinda again pray mbak. What was? Does Monica need anything else? Oh yes the rice field has been placed on the dining table" I said while pointing towards the package on the dining table.

As much as I felt confused, because I did not hear anyone calling me from earlier, because the door of my room I did not close, I still opened half because I was afraid that Monica would call me.

When I again read the holy verse after finishing praying suddenly someone opened the door of my room loudly, suddenly I was shocked and it turned out to be Bram mas.

"Dinda I asked you to buy Monica some rice, so why don't you ask her? What he wants, you should ask him what fish do not just buy. Don't you know if Monica is allergic to squid and chicken?!" I am so upset with Bram for me.

"Loh, earlier Dinda had tried Tanya by tel.." not finished I'm talking mbak Monica had cut by whining at Bram's mas to buy martabak.

"Okay, baby, take a shower and wait a minute. And you Dinda, please others you ask before buying anything with Monica" he said ketus with me and immediately left.

"Duh Gusti, what else is this? And why wouldn't Bram listen to my words before he judged me like that. I folded my face and scratched it in its place.

"Dinda, is it nice to be scolded like that? Hem." he said as he sewed and walked to the front of the tv

"What does Monica mean? So I deliberately did that and complained to Bram if I didn't ask the same before I bought the food?!" I growled at him

"Why are you angry? Yes, you're mara!? Listen, Dinda, you're nobody in Bram's heart, so you better get out of this house quickly" she said, shaking her hair, and sitting snobbishly.

"Mak Monica make no mistake, who is it? Because in this house I am the legal wife of Bram. And the people in this neighborhood also know that I am the wife of Bramono Laksono" I said while emphasizing my words.

"Don't be arrogant of you, because I'm going to get you out of this house and be forgotten from this neighborhood, too. Daan.. From my husband's life" he said with a very horrifying look.

"God willing" I left him and went to the kitchen, because I would not serve him anymore.

I saw the two of them go out of the house without saying goodbye to me who was standing behind the dinner table.

I could only pity myself and sigh deeply to waste the negative energy affecting my mind.

"Astagfirallah, don't complain much about Din's not good. Maybe now is not your time to be happy, there will be a time when happiness will come to you. Amen" I rub both palms into my face.

I returned to clean the dining table and wrap the rice Padang I had bought, I don't know who ate it until it ran out.

In the morning I washed my clothes, Bram and Monica. After I dry everything I lift it to the clothesline.

"Oh.!" screech someone and make me look.

"Dinda, can't you be careful.! If you can't lift it all up, you raise it half-spoken so as not to harm others." shouted Bram to me who accidentally nudged Monica's mom who walked beside me.

Sad, upset, angry all the flavors are in my heart like nano-nano. But everything again I can only swallow roundly.

I'm trying to be patient about all the behavior of both of them to me. Because I hope with all my patience Bram can see and open his heart to me.

That night I didn't want to go home, I wanted to rest in peace, I wanted to feel the silence. The tightness in my chest involuntarily affected my work, my design was bad and I was stuck doing what I needed to fix.

Hearts are often misguided

The truth is that you never appreciated

Pass away with this opening

I give up, I'm patient

Sticking eyes as if nothing

Look at me, something's wrong

To achieve your wish

Sweet on the lips twisting words

You accuse me of all the causes

Who is asleep must be open persuaded you, your ray, your voice

Which calls for sympathy and hope

You must be smiling with my resignation

But for me, there is calmness

If we were together, we would not be happy

While you're not changing your way of life

There is a grace when no longer together

I feel so far away from myself with sin

I left you without willingness

The real thing is you haven't changed

Sticking eyes as if nothing

Look at me, something's wrong

To achieve your wish

Sweet on the lips twisting words

You accuse me of all the causes

Who is asleep must be open persuaded you, your ray, your voice

Which calls for sympathy and hope

You must be smiling with my resignation

But for me, there is calmness

If we were together, we would not be happy

While you're not changing your way of life

Say what you want, while you can say

That was your attitude from long ago

If we were together, we would not be happy

While you're not changing your way of life.

Songwriter: Abdul Rahim Othman / Bin Ab Kadir Lukhman

Your Reason lyrics.

After I finished picking up my guitar strings, I felt a little light. I continued my work for a while and immediately drove home, because I don't want you to be worried about me.

"Monica, why are you? Why choke like this, be careful if you eat" immediately run from the stairs take a drink and pat the back mbak Monica with love.

"It's all because of Dinda ni mas, he deliberately bought me seblak with a very spicy taste like this." the same mas Bram.

"Eh, what did Monica mean? I'm not bell..."

"It's enough Din, I've been quiet all this time with you. You spilled oil on the kitchen floor, you wet the floor of the bathroom down with soapy water, you sucked Monica ironed so many clothes, so much, you bought food that made Monica allergic and now you also deliberately buy seblak with a spicy taste. Don't you know Monika is forbidden to eat spicy food"

"But Dinda didn't do it, and ate it actually..."

"Take Din, I'm not papa. Mas please down to the room, my stomach hurts" he said spoiled the same mas Bram.

"Yes Allah. Why does he continue to slander me like this, strengthen your servant." I lamented holding my chest and heaved a heavy sigh.

Every day is a morning activity for me. Honestly, I can accept the presence of Monica in the middle of my household, but as a normal human being I also still have the pain and anger because of jealousy.

On the other hand

"What's this all about, huh?!" it floated up to the middle of the table in front of everyone present in the meeting.

Everyone in the meeting room turned blue, they all froze and instantly became statues in their seats.

The pair of eagle eyes circulated his gaze and watched one by one his servants who were bowed motionless in their place.

"No one wants to explain.! Tell me are you all mute?!"

Brak.!

The sound of the table being kicked very hard by someone who was riding black.

Everything in the room grew increasingly shrill and did not dare to make a sound. Their throats are seola dry and their mouths are tightly locked.

Chequek.

"Boss, here." Someone walked into the meeting room and held out a cell phone in front of the man who was stalking his prey.

"Don't you know I'm doing this shit!? You're as good as they can't handle all problems on their own" said without looking at the interlocutor.

"alright. I'll handle it" walk away

"Sir you've heard the boss's voice just now right." pressed the lowspheker button

"Why sir? The boss can't be found, can he?" the voice from the sebrang sounded loud in a very quiet meeting room, because the dilowspheker same Faris.

"Deg, this voice?" he looked at Faris who was about to walk out the door, then grabbed Faris' phone.

"Hello.. Hello there. Hello.!" looking at Faris sharply

"Yes, I turned it off" gave an answer with santay.

"Aahs.. Shit.!" returned the phone to Faris violently, and left the meeting room.

Everyone in the meeting room began to whisper whisper, and stared at each other asking questions.

"Ehem.! Do you still want to be here, close the meeting or go back to your respective desks?" faris said while looking at everyone who was on the withered as a plant lacking that water.

"No, Mr. Faris, we will return and will make a better report than this. We're going back to our table" everyone broke up like they got a cool breeze.

Pegawe 1: Ai, why are you with the boss lately?

Pegawe 2: You're right, ever since he moved here, everything has gone up in the market, but his cold and firm attitude was nakutin, what else was like that.

Pegawe 1: Right, and later he became angry

Pegawe 3: Uh, but who was that woman called? Didn't you see, the boss's face instantly changed upon hearing the woman's voice.

Pegawe 1: Who is he? I also saw the change in his face.

Pegawe 4: I don't care who he is, but I'll pray if he's a good guy hopefully he'll be united with our boss. Who knows with the woman the boss is no longer angry.

Pegawe 2: Really. I also pray for them, if it is far away, and if the woman has a lover or husband may they separate and the woman be united with the boss. Amin amin ya rabbal alamin, please grant this prayer of mine.

Pegawe 1: Hus, do thou that. Praying for others to break up.

Pegawe 2: Do you want to continue to be scolded by that boss?!

Pegawe 3: Don't argue, the point is that women are good for our bosses we do'ain good.

"Yes, amiiiinn... Yes rabbal alamin" cried the four of them together.