(Revised) Regretting It Too Late
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My regret for accepting this matchmaking and marriage is my question. I am not saddened by my husband's second marriage. I just feel sad for the unequal treatment between myself and his second wife, as a wife I also miss the embrace and caress of a husband. Because from the beginning of the marriage I have been trying to accept Bram mas as my husband, if I do not know and do not love him. However, let alone hold a hand even with a hand I never got it. I feel like I'm the only one trying to love her, and Bram isn't.
That morning I woke up as usual, after waking up Bram mas and praying for hours I immediately cooked. The morning activity was very calm, mbak Monica was also not as usual who was always looking for the same because of me. After breakfast Bram and Monica went together, and I stayed home because I was lazy to go everywhere, tenagaku wants me to save it for Oni's birthday, which will be held at Om Eko's restaurant by Yulia's husband.
At exactly 4 pm Bram called me and asked Monica because she could not be contacted from this afternoon. "Sorry mas Dinda did not see Monica because from this morning Dinda at home" said I answer the phone mas Bram. "Please call him if he can get a call later if you can't pick him up later" he told me. After hanging up the phone with Bram, I immediately went to the restaurant om Eko to celebrate the birthday of Oni.
Today is the day you've been waiting for
A year later, be happy with you
What I gave you was not a clock and a ring
Not a bunch of flowers, or poetry, nor a heart necklace
Sorry, not stingy
Or don't want to be a little
What I want to give you is a heartfelt prayer
May God protect you
And achieved all your thoughts and ideals
Hopefully dib'ri long life
Healthy forever
May God protect you
And achieved all your thoughts and ideals
Hopefully dib'ri long life
Healthy forever
Hopefully dib'ri long life
Healthy forever
The birthday goal
The birthday goal
Songwriter: Aziz Ms
That afternoon his birthday celebration was very lively and successful. He was so happy with the song I sang for him. We're all very happy.
"He wasn't that famous Monica model huh? Very beautiful yes she is, who is the man with her, what is her lover?" the word from one of the diner's arbor that I accidentally heard when I went to the toilet. "Mother Monica?" I said liri when I found the person who was talked to by the two girls earlier. I wanted to take care of him but I saw them as if they were discussing something important, and I thought maybe it was the manager. (Sir, where is Monica? You see, Bram said the same Dinda if I can't pick up mbak) said I sent a short message to Monica's mom who was sitting and eating at the same restaurant as a man. (I'm still at work, I already know) his balance is on me. "Working place? Why should he lie" I said, feeling a little strange.
After finishing my daughter Yulia's birthday, I went straight to the cafe to check the situation at the cafe and also filled out the event there, because this is the day I have to sing there. And as I passed by Monica's sister sitting with a man, I overheard them fighting, unintentionally, either seize what or are discussing what is clear the man is very angry at Monica.
"So, have you been able to contact Monica? Because mas still can't, it looks like he is very busy" said mas Bram when calling. "Ah, yes mas said it was still at work" I answered, then mas Bram turned off the phone. And I continued on my way to the cafe, but on the way I kept getting distracted by Monica's mom, do I have to tell Bram the same story or not what I saw earlier at the restaurant. My mind continues to be disturbed by the same thing, but I also do not want to be accused of slander because there is no evidence. "aaa... Yes, I've been silent, I don't want to interfere afraid of Salah later".
"Eh, what's wrong with suddenly screaming that makes me shocked".
"O Allah Melinda is glad that you came here, is it the same Aunt Anggel? Where's she?"
"No mbak, but I'm the same as my cousin Merisca. He's still going to the toilet"
"Ooo. Well let's just wait in there, have you been here a long time?"
"New also came, at most half an age. Ah, it's Merisca"
"Hallo is Dinda? I'm picking up Melinda's cousin"
"Ah yes, hello Merisca. Nice to meet you"
"I'm also happy, it turns out that Dinda's prettier than they say"
"Haha.. You could have"
We laughed and talked together until it felt like time had passed and they went home. After that I also went home because the time has shown at 9 pm, because the journey from the cafe to the Bram mas house takes approximately 1 hour drive, quite tired on the road. And on the way home I felt that Merisca was similar to Mexca. "Hem, is it because I haven't seen him in a long time that I feel that Merisca looks like him, and their names are pretty much the same, maybe it's just my feeling you guys are"
Arriving at home already 10 nails past.
"Eh, the light of the flame house. Did Monica Uda come home? Assalamu'alaikum" my greeting as I enter the house.
"Hey, Dinda, why did you send me the same message earlier, and say if it was a message from Bram!? You want to spread your intimacy with me, right? So that I'm jealous of you who snuggled with Bram mas. You think I don't know your intention was just to convince me"
"O Allah, people come and say greetings instead of being answered and get angry"
"Why, are you upset!? Look Din mas Bram never likes you, so you don't have to be pretentious with him, what else is trying to win his heart"
"Our sister is the same wife as Bram why would Monica have to think like that? We should support and give the do'a to Bram so that he is always successful in every effort"
"Listen yes you do not need to be bright as me you, because anyway only I know who is Bram. If my advice is you better go and don't interfere with our lives"
"God willing, what did Monica say?"
"Go away from our lives, and listen I will definitely get you kicked out of this house, you lady jal***no shame"
"O Allah, O Lord, is this my fault? Please give your servant a way out and a clue to what he should do" I told my Lord on the sidelines of my prayer after prayer. I always think about everything that has happened to me so far, I always correct and find out if there is a difference in my way and my attitude so far, he said, so I got stuck in a household circle with a polygamy case.
Tok tok tok tok
"Dina, Dinda. Are you awake?"
"Yes, what's wrong?"
"Loh, you've already packed mukenah, have you finished Din prayers?"
"Ep? Uh. I'm sorry, Dinda fell asleep yesterday after finishing praying"
"Oh yes already that let's pray the dawn of Din'ah"
"Alright mas, but Dinda take the blame first yes mas"
After I finished praying I did not cook, because mas Bram told me to heat the food under it last night.
"Why? Did I get a complaint from Dinda? Complain is he the same Bram?"
"Monica's enough yeah, I'm just asking you. Why are you so angry like this is me, and Dinda doesn't complain about anything to me, and you please don't always blame Dinda"
"Yes, split the old wife. To the extent that Bram's parents don't want to see me"
"Mas Bram, ma'am Monica please don't fight, if there's a problem you should finish with a cold head"
"Silent you. You better not interfere in our affairs.!"
"Monica!?"
"No papa yet. Oh yeah, Dinda's up 'cause she's saying breakfast's ready"
After the morning commotion, I saw Bram brangkat mas but he did not wear neat clothes as usual to work, while Monica from the morning did not come out of his room and he also did not want to eat breakfast. I got confused, the breakfast I had prepared so no one touched it.
