(Revised) Regretting It Too Late

Recovery of good name

I couldn't stand it anymore, my legs were limp, and my eyes began to darken. I also began to realize my actions were careless and reckless, and reckless. I can't possibly force people to marry me if she's started to change her mind, because I haven't contacted her at all in all this time.

"Ma - I'm sorry, please forgive me." I said and I bowed my head in honor of interrupting her time. I turned around to leave with a body that shook violently, I walked unsteadily.

Sreeets

Brucks

"Calm down, sweetheart. Why are you this scared, and why are you helpless like this, hem? Isn't there me here?" she said as she pulled my hand and held me in her arms.

"Gssstttt... Don't cry anymore, and don't be afraid. Aren't I here now?" he said.

"I won't let you get hurt, not one bit." his voice echoed in my ear.

"I can destroy everything, but not you, so take it easy. Stay dependent on me, because I will always be there for you." she explained again while patting my back and rubbing my head, and giving a sense of comfort and calm.

Hearing that sentence coming out of her made my tears break even more in her arms. I felt like I had a strong leaning place in my deep slump and despair.

I breathed in the scent of his body that burst out in my nose, and made me feel a sense of tranquility. A masculine aroma that matches her, and combined with a sweet aroma that provides calmness. It made me drown in him deeper.

"Don't I say, if you can't back down. Because I can't back down anymore. Do you remember what I said on the roof of the building?" ask her while still hugging me tightly. And I only answered with a nod.

"I kept quiet on purpose, because I wanted to know who you would come to choose and you believed in solving your problems. I or your ex-husband." Mexca smiled as Adinda returned her embrace, as it meant that she was the one chosen and trusted by Adinda.

I did not know what to answer the question, because at first I intended to find Bram mas, but without realizing I stopped my car in front of his office building. It was as if someone was showing me the way towards him.

I don't care what faith he has and I'll follow where he'll go with me. I hugged him tightly and didn't want me to let go again. And so long a cry made me breathe with a sting.

"Come here" he said as he broke his arms and led me to the chair he had been sitting in.

"Sit down, I want to look at you with satisfaction because I miss you so much" she said, pulling my hand and making me sit on her lap.

"Don't cry anymore. I'd rather see you smile than cry like this" he said, wiping away my tears

"I will do as you wish. I'll marry you and I'll be mine for the rest of my life and I'll never let go again" she said with a very sweet smile.

I looked at the person who was currently in front of me and was so close to me. People I never imagined I'd be able to reach if I liked them.

I hugged him and I hid my face in the recess of his neck. I'm like a man who has no more power and no shame, I'll give him my whole life, and I'll give it to this man. The person who is currently patting my back affectionately, and giving comfort to me.

"Darling, you're exactly the same as a little girl huh? You both like to hide around my neck and hold me firmly. Are you two women who want to tease me?" he said with a smile and kept patting my back.

As Dinda enjoys her comfortable position, not with Mexca. She began to feel uneasy with the treatment of Adinda who hid her face around her neck.

Every breath of Adinda that hit the skin of Mexca's neck made something in her rise up and squawk in search of her nest. After Mexca struggled to hold him, but he seemed unwilling to be detained. Because after all he was a normal man who loved the woman who was currently in his lap.

"Honey, your breath is tickling and evoking something that you should not be awakening right now" said Mexca right in Dinda's ear.

Dinda who heard that instantly stood up from her position as if she understood what Mexca had said.

"Wahaha... Honey what are you doing?" tanya Mexca who saw Adinda standing upright. And feel amused by the watchful behavior of Adinda.

"I didn't tell you to get up from my lap, I just asked that you not touch my sensitive areas" she explained with a smile looking at the embarrassed Adinda.

"All right, sit on the couch. I'll solve this for a while, and then we'll take care of your problem" Mexca said and began working again.

"Grabbing pure food and milk, take it to my room." Mexca ordered someone contacted by telephone.

Clique

I sat on the sofa obediently, I held my own hand. Since I don't know what else to do, I've hung all of it on the person who is currently sitting in his chair with a pile of files.

Chequelek

Shortly after he called someone who came in and it turned out to be Lin's secretary. He put the food in the tray and put it in front of me.

I saw when he came in, there was a cold look on my face when I sat quietly on the sofa without moving with a face that might look puffy and swollen from crying.

"designer AL? Thank goodness you're not papa. I was trying to contact you but your number didn't answer" she told me in a worried tone.

"A - I'm not doing anything." I stammered, because I realized I was out doing nothing but car keys.

"It's okay" said Merlin again, smiling at me

"Boss, is this afternoon scheduled to be postponed and diverted for tomorrow?" The question is facing Mexca

"All right, I'll get everything ready for tomorrow." he bowed to Mexca and then walked out

I just kept staring at the interaction between the two of them, and when Secretary Li came out she raised her hand and said something to me. Well, I can't hear him, but I'm sure what he's saying is. "Relight"

"Eat, spend. If it's not over I'll punish you" Mexca ordered me.

"I'm not hungry" I replied with no appetite.

"Alright I will bribe you, but on condition that you have to sit on my lap like that" he said with a smile and winked at me.

"No, I eat alone." I replied directly because I did not want to be bribed by him while on my lap.

As I feed the food my mouth, I feel the urge to eat again and again. Either because of hunger that has not eaten for 4 days or because the burden on my heart is slightly lifted and my mind is calm, so that my appetite appears.

Mexca who was sitting in her chair looked at Adinda who was eating voraciously feeling happy and smiling. "Why do you look so adorable. It feels like I want to devour you right now." - grunted inwardly.

After I finished and finished all the food ordered, I immediately cleaned the table to be clean from the splash of food. And I sat quietly again.

An hour after Mexca had finished her work, she drove me home. Starting out of his room until he got into the elevator and walked into the parking lot he clasped my hand without him letting go in the slightest.

As for me who followed him behind me obediently lowered my head because there was fear and also shame for everyone who knew and recognized me.

While in the car the atmosphere was silent, Mexca who was driving her focused on the road, while I looked out the window at the passing person. As well as thinking whether they are also having problems like me, and whether they have people who support.

I feel grateful that there are people on my side who trust me. "Thank God, you still send people who care about me. Thank you there are still those who support me." said my gratitude to my god who always sends good people like Om Bambang and family, who always send good people, bi Sumi and the Ujang and Mexca mang who have been the buttresses of my life.

"Where's your house, baby?" his heavy voice broke my daydream

"Cafe and restaurant are closed. I don't know where your home address is." she said again, staring at me.

"I'm sorry, I'm daydreaming." I replied and finally I showed you where my home address was.

When I got to the front of the house, I lay there parked Om Bambang and the other car. When Mexca's car stopped in front of my house, I saw everyone coming out and waiting for me to get out of the car.

I sat in my place and did not move, because I knew they would definitely scold me who went without saying goodbye and did not supervise hendphon.

"Come out, they're waiting for you. And they must be worried about you." Mexca said, but I remained silent in my place.

Chequelek

"Let's go baby, don't make them worry more. It's okay not to be afraid, there I am" he said and held my hand. I got out of the car with his help.

"O Allah is Dinda?!" yelled Ayuni as soon as she saw me get out of the car held by Mexca.

Yulia and Mbak Ayuni rushed and hugged me together, they cried and it made me cry too. I took their hugs and I spilled out all the feelings I felt.

"Why do you go without saying and do not share anything. We were looking for you like crazy when bi Sumi called if you left in a car with no strings attached." explained Om Bmbang and finally he contacted Dido mas and also Didi mas, and Om Eko is still looking for me.

"Thank you, Mr. Mexca, you helped me out." Said Om Bambang to Mexca as we all entered the house and sat in the living room.

"It doesn't matter, because I can't possibly let an important person in my life get into trouble" Mexca replied

"What do you mean?" Ask Om Bmbang confused

I saw Mexca smiling and replied, "Adinda is my lover. And I want to make her my wife."

"God, non?" said bi Sumi who was crying and smiling at the same time, who was standing next to me.

After everyone had gathered, Mexca told me to recount all the events before I came to my senses and woke up in a room. And after hearing that he smiled at me and kissed the top of my head.

"Don't be afraid, in 2 days your name and reputation will return, I'll make sure you'll be happier than this" he assured me.

"Do you believe me?" Asking as I cupped my face and looked into my eyes, I nodded because I had left all these bodies to her.

"Okay, 'cause it's late I'll excuse you first. Tomorrow let the car be driven by the driver here." Mexca said goodbye to everyone.

"Rest and don't think what. Leave it to me, I'll finish it all." Mexca explained before she left.

"I'm home. Show me your smile when I come, ok." she said with a smile and held my head.

In accordance with his promise within 2 days the news about me being framed and kidnapped by someone circulated widely in every media. And my good name came back, and no one else insulted and mocked me. Even many apologies from various circles who have accused me of acting.