(Revised) Regretting It Too Late

Story at the restaurant

After meeting and eating with him I became even more bloated - man. My heart is so bad without seeing it. And before I go home I stop by the restaurant because I miss Lea.

"Votes...Shouted Lea and ran towards me." when he saw me enter the Didi mas room, I held him and kept him spinning - turning because I wanted to share the happiness in my heart.

"Haha... You are why Din. How do you look happy every day? Yes mas like to see it anyway, because you are more beautiful when smiling like that." mas Didi tease me.

"No papa mas, just happy again." I replied origin.

I still don't dare say that I like people with different beliefs. Because I'm afraid Didi's gonna be mad at me.

"Yes Allah... I want to be selfish now, please let me be selfish in my love, I want to feel this happiness for a while, if this is just a false happiness. But I want to feel it. I'm sorry Rabbi, maybe it'll hurt for me later, but I don't care, because I want to be selfish at this point. Please protect me to always be able to maintain my limits." I asked my Lord in every prostration, because I wanted to feel love and love.

After I finished my prayer I said goodbye to Didi mas to go home. Because Lea was also asleep. On the way home I always remembered the beautiful and seductive face of Mexca.

While elsewhere, Mexca looked increasingly excited, all the landers he had won were so perfect, as if he had gained a new power within him. In fact, he often reminds Faris to pray. He never left his worship anywhere.

"Baby, honey...? Will you make mama lunch? Mama is already in this house." cried mama Mexca who had come from her vacation.

"No need ma, later lunch at the office alone." Mexca replied directly without thinking again.

"Eat in the cafeteria again? But mama's cooking will be more delicious, dear." hail her mama again

Smiling, Mexca kissed her mother's cheek "I know, but it really isn't. OK. Mexca go first"

"Hem, after I stayed 1 week why he was different. So cheerful and so excited." mama Mexca grumbled as she walked into the kitchen.

"Who is more cheerful and passionate?" Ask papa Mexca who saw his wife grumbling

"Mexca, she's different." replied mama Mexca who was busy making drinks for her husband.

"It's good dong, the work is also very smooth without obstacles. Would you rather he's moody and upset?" he sat down at the dinner table and read the newspaper.

"Good morning sir." greet someone as I walk in the company lobby, and all I know is the Adinda family

"For Ayuni's sake." I answered and I went straight to the elevator with Faris

"Tumben bosses know the name of pegawe in the marketing team" said Faris curious when they were in the elevator.

"Yes, he's my brother" I replied clearly

"Oooooo-o... Pantes," I saw Faris the mangosteen.

That day I did a job very impatiently waiting for lunch, not because I was hungry but because I couldn't wait to see (Adinda).

"Their boss invited us to lunch together, they'll be waiting at the restaurant" Merlin said as we finished seeing the work in the field that afternoon.

"No need, you and Faris are the only ones who come with them as representatives, I will return to the office. Tell them I still have work to do." I said and I left them.

Arriving at the office, I realized that I did not have Adinda's phone number. Because I deleted it for the sake of forgetting him.

I saw the clock already showing at half an hour in the afternoon. I stepped my foot into the designer's room, and walked towards his study. But since I didn't know where the room was, I turned around in the spacious room.

"Bo-Mex boss" scolded someone by stuttering at me

"Yes, please tell me where the designer room is" I asked directly, and he showed me where the room is.

I saw he was busy at the computer, and there was a pack on the other side of his desk. I'm sure he hasn't eaten either, waiting for Merlin to pick him up like I said yesterday.

"Aren't you hungry, my dear?" I said as I rested my body on the side of the door.

"God, what are you doing here?" he said he found myself.

"Come, I'm hungry" I said as I walked out

"Please tell all your teams, the AL designers I borrowed first" I said to the staff I asked

"Ba - good boss Mex" he replied while looking down.

We walked the train cake, I was in front and he was behind the tail. I'm under her in the director's Special elevator, because I want to be alone with her.

"From tomorrow you take this elevator, there's no need to wait for a pegawe lift" I said as we were in the elevator

"Ti - no need sir." she replied nervously, and it made her look even more cute and adorable.

After eating I cleaned everything and also cleaned the table that had been exposed to splashes of food and spices - spices that accidentally scattered.

When I wanted to go back, I saw that he was still calling someone very seriously. And it seems like an important person. I waited while sitting on the couch again and playing my phone.

"Listen to me Sister, from now on you are my woman. Abigail's woman.! And don't back down, because I can't back down, and I don't like defeat. If you back off, then I can destroy anything." she threatened me while looking at me intently

I who got that word suddenly felt scared. I don't know when he's sitting next to me, and how long.

There was little sense in avoiding it because I didn't want to get too involved in this feeling, but this heart melted as I looked at her eyeballs as if saying really - really .

"Adinda, I love you so much. And what I said back then was no joke or joke about wanting to help you and avoid your ex-husband. But I say it with great sincerity that I love you and want to be a priest in your future" he said, kneeling before me with a very serious look.

I couldn't say anything about hearing it all, and because of the cruel feeling I covered my mouth with both hands. In my heart war. Either I have to accept it or not, but my consciousness has lost to my lust. For I who never got a declaration of love, as a woman and an ordinary man added it very much.

"A - I, a - I love you too." I said, speaking from my lips and unable to prevent it

I saw a smile on her lips, her beautiful face was more charming with a sweet smile adorning her face.

"Thank you my dear. You're my heavenly angel." she nodded with a smile and held my hand.

I don't hear and I don't know what he's saying, because my logic has been tainted. I could only feel him tucking both backs of my hands. I felt like time stopped at that very moment, so that my relationship with him did not disappear.

"Do you want your room moved here too baby? So you can keep looking at me." Godnya and with typical Mexca-style blink of an eye

Suddenly I woke up from her beautiful cradle. I got up and got out of the room, because I could be in danger if I stayed there. I can - I will cross the forbidden line.

Weekend I took the time to visit the boutique in the mole. They already knew all who I was, so when they saw me they immediately welcomed me. And I went there under Alea who from last night was fussy.

After I saw the income and expenses in the boutique, I led Alea to go play together with Yulia and her family. After being satisfied to play we ate at a restaurant where there is a playground for children.

While waiting for the menu we ordered came I said to go to the toilet. And when I came back from the toilet only Om Eko was on the desk, while Yulia and the two kucil were not there. Then Om Eko told me all the things that happened when I asked where they were and what had happened.

~**Flashback***~

"Honey, Lea here used to be the same brother Oni huh? Mommy wants to take the toilet for a while" I said to Lea and I went to the toilet

"Papa... Papaaa?" lea shouted for a moment and yelled Yulia and Om Eko were confused.

Alea seemed to be able to find someone who was in his memory walo within the crowd of people.

"Eh, dear Lea. Went where? Papa there's no dear, that's see papa there isn't, right? Come on." take Yulia to her desk again, but Lea clean hard run to the table of a visitor in the vip room of the restaurant.

Until finally Yulia saw a man lifting Alea onto his lap with his charming smile. And it looks like that person is arguing with a beautiful, sexy woman.

Yulia kept an eye on the man and his interactions with Alea were very close, and unbiased. So he thought it was impossible to just meet. Yulia saw Alea showering the man with her kiss and hugging the man's neck tightly as if unwilling to take it off.

"Dear, look at that, it looks like Alea we found a soul mate for her mother. He's a very handsome and charming man" said Yulia who sat back at her desk

"Oni tell mama which one of your papa and that person is more handsome" asked Yulia to her son.

"That guy ma, but Oni prefers papa" replied Oni innocently.

"Of course, 'cause he's your daddy's my son." Yulia said while holding her son's head.

~**Flashback On***~

"Huh?! Any talk like otu Om?" I ask a little smile

"Don't be mocked, I know I'm not beautiful but I'm still a whiz in my son's eyes." bela Om Eko and it makes me even more open.

"So now where are they Om?" ask after you are satisfied to laugh

"That, in the fray of the vip room" pointed Om Eko at me

"God, what are they doing there anyway Om?!" I said a little annoyed by the behavior of my best friend Yulia who likes to look for a commotion.

"Susulin geh's. The hunt will kill each other" said Om Eko in a slightly worried tone.

And after hearing the words of Om Eko, I immediately stood up to call Yulia and the curls to return to our table and eat, because our order menu was ready to be eaten.