(Revised) Regretting It Too Late
Shopping with mom
After the morning commotion and going alone, I also went to the boutique. Complete the work that the dresses will be used in the Vesen show later.
"Dinda, how can I help you?" said Yulia who entered into my personal space.
I smiled as I looked at him and shook my head at the sign that there was nothing to help. "No, it's also almost finished"
"Oh Din, may I ask you something?" he said while looking at me full of question marks.
"Why are you looking at me like that? Do you have any questions you want to ask me?" I said with a big smile.
"So seriously, I want to know what's going on behind him. Because I see you're often bengong behind this other" he told me
I who heard the question from Yulia felt a little embarrassed, because I did not think that there was anyone who noticed me.
"Why are you silent, please tell me what you're thinking or hiding from me" he said, holding my hand.
"Yul, I'll tell you a story but please listen until the shield, not interrupted" I said after a long thought, because this problem will not be hidden any longer.
With a little bit of a heavy heart and while enduring the pain I began to tell the story of my husband remarrying the woman he loved. I don't know why in the middle of the story I suddenly couldn't hold back my tears.
"Dinda, be patient. I didn't expect you to experience all of this. Why didn't you tell me that long ago? though this has happened since the tanning" said Yulia while shedding tears.
"Fiuuuuh, relieved after your same story" I said while breathing legally.
🎶🎶To want again it feels like I'm making love after I feel pain
This failure left me helpless
I can't feel like I'm smiling after you leave
Let me be alone without you present now
"Eh, your phone sounds this Din" he said, handing me the phone.
I who saw the name on the screen hp was shocked, because my mother suddenly contacted me. They usually come looking for me.
"Assalamu'alaikum ma" I replied as I picked up the phone from mama mas Bram.
"Yes, wa'alaikumsalam. Where are you now, baby? This is mama, to your boutique in the mole but you are not here he said" said mama mas Bram who turned out to have been looking for me to my boutique branch.
"Ah yes ma, Dinda again with Yulia in the main boutique, because she wants to participate in the Vesen show so this is again working on a new model" I replied while tidying up all my work.
"Oh, yeah that's it. This is the plan mama wants to take you shopping, but it seems less timely huh?" he replied in a somewhat disappointed tone.
"Sir papa ma, Dinda will go straight there now, because this is also almost done, mama wait for Dinda there ya ma" I said agreeing to my mother's invitation to shopping.
I saw my mom sitting in the front seat of the boutique, after seeing me, and you started shopping. We went around that mole, and looked at all the contents of that mole.
Starting from the character of the perhiasya, and mama bought a necklace as well as a bracelet that he said later make a gift for someone. Then we walked again to the supermarket, where we bought a lot of snacks and also shopping a lot of monthly necessities for home.
We buy banyal once today, starting from the figure of jewelry, food and kitchen needs that have been exhausted and are almost exhausted.
And I invited my mom to eat on the sidelines of shopping, because my stomach began to rumble to be filled. We ate at the restaurant inside the mole. We talked and talked lightly, until I caught a figure I knew, and it turned out to be true that it was Bram mas and Monica mbak who had eaten together at the restaurant where my mom and I ate.
"It looks like they've eaten together" I thought, because I saw them coming out of this restaurant hand in hand.
"Dinda, why baby? Do you know anyone, son?" reprimand the mama who instantly disperse my daydream.
I saw my mama wailing to look here and there following my point of view. Of course you will not find them, because they have disappeared in the front corner of this restaurant.
"Ah, not ma. Dinda was just thinking about what kind of theme Dinda would use at the Dinda boutique exhibition later" I lied to my mom.
"Dinda mama sure whatever your decision later must be the best, because mama saw you as tenacious as your father and mother first. They are hardworking people who never give up" replied Mama while holding my hand.
"Amin, thank you for your support and do'a mama. It had become an encouragement and strength to Dinda" I replied with.very pleased.
After finishing shopping at the mole, mom asked me to deliver to the graves of both parents. I also happened to have not been visiting for a long time.
After she finished praying, she asked me to wait for her at the front door of the meal, because she still wanted to stay in the second night and wanted to be alone.
After about 30 strokes, I saw my mother walking out of the meal. I don't know what's done and what's going on, I see your mama's face drizzling out.
"Wah mbak Dinda yes, have not seen mbak for a long time. How are you feeling healthy and good?" reprimand one of my neighbors who became the caretaker of the tomb.
"Alhamdulillah sir, I am as healthy as you see now" I replied with a smile.
"Who are you talking to, son?" scolded my mother when she was close to us.
"Oh, yes ma this sir Selamet the caretaker ate this ma, and sir this is my mother-in-law" I said introducing the two of them
"Greetings mom, I'm a cleaner to clean this meal" said Mr. Selamet introduced himself to mama politely.
"Yes sir, I am Adinda's son-in-law" replied the mother no less polite.
After the grave I drove my mother home. And on the way home I felt confused, because my mother suddenly became quiet. While driving once in a while I lyrics mom who sits quietly beside me.
"Ma, is papa healthy? Do you still like to drink coffee, after his high blood test naim last week" I said breaking the silence in the car.
"Hem, your father is stubborn and cannot be spelled out or prevented from his will. Just like my husband Bram, who can not be shaken of his will" replied Mama at length while clasping her hands tightly.
