(Revised) Regretting It Too Late

Recognition

After successfully completing my mission for Didi's mass shooting to her lover was over and I also finished singing the song. I immediately announced today that I gave my favorite drink of this restaurant with a geratis as a celebration of congratulations on the anniversary of this restaurant manager and his happy girlfriend. And I joined Didi and his happy girlfriend, we chatted and laughed together until someone rebuked me and broke our conversation, we looked at the voice that was reprimanding me at the same time. "Mex...?" I said that the person who rebuked me was mexca, she was already standing behind me with her sweet smile.

After the mex reprimand made Didi's mas a little possessive of me she suddenly stood up and moved to block me and the mex. "Sorry you're ready?" Ask mas didi on the mex with a probing tone. "I should have asked you ready, and what is your relationship with dinda" said mex coldly. Hearing that me and Didi's lover looked at each other, as if they both knew what we had to do, we stood together, he held onto Didi's mas while I patted the mexca. "He's my brother". "She is my sister" said me and Didi mas together and as a result it made mexca lagsung apologized to Didi mas.

After that brief tragedy, we sat down and talked together. I see Didi and Mex very connected in their talks, starting from the business and game they look like they have known each other for a long time. "Mex you come to this cafe often? Once in a while come to our restaurant as well, there you will like because you will be presented with a different feel and atmosphere than the other one" said mas Didi offering mexca to come to our restaurant. "Of course, I've been there once. And will often be there later" jawan mexca with great pleasure. While me and my lover Didi can only pay attention to those who are busy chatting.

After the pleasant chat that I did not know Didi and her lover farewell, it was me and me. "Din so he's your brother huh? I'm sorry I didn't know, I was annoyed with him earlier because of misunderstanding" said mexca to me as much as Didi. "Yes, he was the son of Om Bambang my father's assistant. Why do you misunderstand Didi?" I said while asking confusedly at him. "Color yesterday I saw you with him on the street and was talking very accrually, but today he declared his love for a lady" obviously mexca to me with a bow because even though it has misunderstood my relationship and Didi mas.

The arrival of Didi mas and also mexca who accompanied me, momentarily dispel my sadness because of Bram mas. "Din, why did I notice that you were so nervous?" Ask me about me and it breaks my daydream. "No papa, I'm just tired" I replied with a smile. "Don't lie, 'cause you're not good at lying" the mexca replied as she held my chin, leaving me stunned and a point of evasion. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to be presumptuous, I just wanted to comfort you" said the mexca with a guilty look. "Sorry, no papa. I was also spontaneous because of shock" answered me who felt a little guilty.

After that we both became dem and felt awkward. We were busy with our own business, I lowered my head because I felt ashamed that I had suddenly avoided mexca. "Din, sorry I actually don't like to see your face bent so much, I prefer you are always cheerful" the words mexca break the frenzy. "What do you mean?" my answer, who was confused by the words of mexca, I was afraid of misunderstanding and misinterpreting the meaning. "No papa, I just want to always be able to make me happy and want to always be by your side din, is that wrong?" mexca is full of confidence. "I'm sorry but I can't" I replied briefly. "I know, because we have different beliefs. I can follow you din if you want, I'm ready to do anything for you" replied the mexca reassuring me. "Sorry, it doesn't matter to me, but.." I was silent for a moment. "Why din, but what?" answer mexca curious. "Yes, if you have faith in me, I will not be able to accept you either, because I am married" I replied, and that moment made the look on the face of the mexca turned sad, especially when I show you my wedding photo with Bram.

I stared at the sad face of Mexico who somehow felt guilty as if I had betrayed her love for me. It's a little weird, but it's funny, maybe because we're always close so there's a strange feeling I feel when I see her face bent sad. After chatting awkwardly me and mexca were separated when there was a phone call that contacted him and required him to come quickly to the location.

After mexca's departure there was a pain in my heart that I found difficult to understand. "Oh my God, how do I feel? This is wrong and not right. Come on you have to realize you're married" my grumbles in my heart after mexca's death. After that I also left, and returned to my house.

Mexca

"Yes, even if you believe in me, I still can't accept you, because I'm married". The words of the dinda ring in mexca's memory, and it frustrates him.

LA Airport

Ckiiiit... Crescendo

"Aaaah.! Yes ruined". shouted a girl. "What about this?" said my assistant Faris who made me shocked because she imaged an impromptu and muttered."What's the matter ris?" many wonder. "That's the boss there's a girl who almost got dragged away" he said frantically. I saw a long-haired girl squatting under my car. But I haven't seen him closely yet he's run away like he's in a hurry. And I saw Faris running a ruined cell phone and he said it belonged to the girl who ran away. "Replace if you meet him" I said briefly.

After 1 week Faris bought a phone with the exact same model, and he also fixed the damaged phone, walo can not be repaired intact but the phone can be opened. I looked at the contents of the gallery and why I felt interested in the beautiful girl who was on the phone, until I accidentally met her again, but she had been wearing a hijab, she said, but I still recognized him because his face seemed to have been imprinted in my heart and memory.

Presently

After shouting my annoyance in my heart, I returned home. My mind was so unsettled, I just kept on being agitated as if something was going to happen no matter what. My unsettled anxiety frustrated me, and I decided to work alone, I overcame all the work even for my own business trip. I left the city with Faris, 1 week I was in Bandung, 2 weeks in Malang, and moved to see and check all branches of the company myself, until it did not feel like I had been busy for 2 months and did not meet Adinda, did not even call her at all.

I brushed off the longing that filled my chest, I fought all those stifling feelings. I spend all my time working and working. So that my actions made my mom and family feel sorry for me and asked me about what really happened to me lately. But I didn't tell them the truth because I didn't want my mom to know about my problem.

That morning Faris called me and told me that there was a problem with the branch in Bandung, and I decided to address it and solve it myself, because if I don't have a job then my mind will continue to be seven on Adinda. So I always busy myself to give time to myself to neutralize my feelings for Adinda, yes walo can not disappear completely at least I can accept that she has married and belongs to someone else.