(Revised) Regretting It Too Late

Troublesomeness

"Dinda, congratulations baby you've had many offers of cooperation. Om proud of you, it's not in vain Om sent you all the way to LA. If you accept their offer to eat the knowledge you've learned so far will grow." Hugging me Om Bambang keeps talking, I feel like my father is incarnating and possessing him.

"Congratulations dear, I believe that you can be successful." congratulations from Mama Mas Bram who deliberately waited for me with Om Bambang backstage.

I am so happy to have the congratulations from everyone who has supported me all this time.

When the show was over there were a lot of people waiting for me backstage. Mas Didi and Mbak Ayuni, Yulia and her family, Om Bambang and both parents mama Bram.

"Happy dear, aunty is proud to have a student like you." congratulations from aunt Anggel that really makes me happy.

Arriving at home I saw one by one from the bouquet of flowers I received at the event. Me and Bi Sumi and the Ujan man dismantled it and looked at the business cards of the company and the names of their leaders.

"Yosef Guardian Abigail, head of PT Space Sauntetik Howl, looks like she's an outsider. But wait, why is his name like I've heard?"

"Why non, has non Dinda ever met that person?" Ask bi Sumi to me who seems to be thinking.

"Intalah bi, seems to have heard but forgot where. If according to aunty and man Ujang, if you have to choose. Which one will you choose for cooperation?"

"Wooh, auntie don't know non. Which one is good. Who would non-Dinda like to go with?"

"What if this one is non. Looks like he's a great person" said man Ujang suggested a business card belonging to PT Antangkasa Sauntetik Howl.

"Yes, my aunt thinks so. He looks like a great guy, doesn't he?" connect bi Sumi on her husband's proposal.

"Haha... Yeah all right, Dinda's gonna ask Om Bambang tomorrow."

After finishing cleaning all the bouquets of flowers that me and bi Sumi and Ujang man rest in the living room together. For me bi Sumi and man Ujang are like my family, because they have been taking care of me since I was a baby.

"Yooo's... Who is this coming. I thought you wouldn't come back here. It's good to see you again, buddy." Welcome my friend upon my arrival.

"Keep your hand Gae.!" hardikku to my best friend Gaeyan who put his hand on my shoulder.

"Widis.! Still aje still grumpy." ledeknya while walking sitting.

"How long have you been here. And just showed up now. Are you mediocre, the company is no longer in trouble." Ketus Dito is also my best friend.

"You're old, you're still here, and your wife and kids aren't looking" I said.

Yes, since a week I came again to LA, which is more precisely to escape, the first time I came to the bar.

Being at home made my mind even more chaotic, and the shadows of him were increasingly disturbing me.

"Mex, how's Om and Aunt over there? Is the problem there resolved and stable so you've come back here again." Tanya Dito who is close to my parents.

"What the hell can't be overcome by a Mexca." insisted Gae representing me.

"That can't be overcome by me, right he said. I can handle everything. But there is still something I can't handle, even me running away here." I cried in my heart while downing my kiss.

"Why are you silent from earlier not fun." lamented Gae who from earlier nagged not stop.

"I'm lazy again. I came just for a drink so don't bother me.!" I answered coldly.

"OK. Please drink until you are drunk. Later if I'm drunk I find ja**** to accompany you" he said with santay while drinking his drink.

"Gae, you want me to kill you here right now.!" I'm on my best friend.

"Fear... Not daring" curled up while raising his hand.

"You don't upset him if you don't want to get battered" explained Dito who from earlier just watched us.

I spent my night with my two sahant in a bar subscription if we were gathering to unwind or just santay.

I busy my days with all the work. And I also had a relationship without status with a girl here, in order to divert and dispel my feelings for Adinda. I want to leave everything in the same then that I can't reach. Love claps after a dizzying hand.

"Darling you will accompany me for a walk, I want us to be able to relax for a moment" the woman asked in a spoiled tone to me. I didn't answer and just nodded.

I've been in a month without a hundred with the granddaughter of my grandfather's best friend. At first I didn't want to, but grandpa kept forcing me because he was worried about seeing me who just rotated between the office, the house and the bar.

Once I thought it would never hurt to know him. I didn't give him any status, I just enjoyed and used him to forget the Adinda I couldn't have.

But when I came here, I just felt weird about myself, because I couldn't touch this girl. It was as if something was hindering, so my passion disappeared the moment I wanted to touch it.

When I told my grievances to my fellow guhakans, they actually gave me a solution by adding a peransang drug to my drink without my knowledge. And after the drug reacted they rented me a room in that bar and also sent women into that room.

"Damn it.! I'll kill you when I meet you later. Just look.!" I shouted annoyed while holding back the turmoil of desire that was stirring within me.

"Go, get out of here." I'm telling the woman.

"Darling why you should hold it, let's let it go to me." persuaded me while grabbing me and trying to unbutton my shirt which made me even more upset.

"I said get out.?! Or I'll kill you here.!" I snatched violently.

"Well.!" I saw that woman come out.

"Egm. Haaa... Haaa... A.. Din's.. DA" I put my passion to death and I put my body in the bathtub.

I squeeze the edges of the bathtub firmly, I close my eyes and I sink my body deeper and deeper by imagining Adinda.

The next day they came to pick me up a dead flea in the bathtub. Instantly I beat them both as soon as I realized, but because my energy ran out I could only make them collapse, if I had not killed them.

"Dear, what's wrong with you? Your face looks pale, are you sick?" worried about me while sitting on my lap and cupping my cheek, then immediately kissing my lips.

At first I was surprised by his behavior, but after I realized I was following his game. I followed every inch of her lips and I fought a tongue war with her, I asked her to do more.

"Heh, it turns out that it's easy to tease her. Indeed, no man can refuse this lip and tongue game. You know what I did in the first place, I must now have the status of her lover, or maybe I can already control her and marry her." said inwardly. Karna felt victorious and thought Mexca had accepted it.

"You satisfied now?! Don't behave like a woman ja**** or pe****** I don't want to touch you.!" I pushed him away from my body. And I said with a bitter and cold tone to her.

"Dear, I'm sorry. I was wrong, I promise I won't do it again. I did it because I love you so much." Trying to defend myself.

"Look, I don't want love or anything from you. I'm doing this all just for my grandfather and for looking at your grandfather." I replied with a sharp look at him.

"I know, please forgive me." she asked me on her knees.

"Wake up, I'll take you home." I stepped out of my study.

On the way I felt strange to myself. I felt the calmness with the sound of songs playing in the live event that was broadcast and filled the streets. But suddenly my focus was lost when I heard someone's name mentioned.

Yep.! And no less than the teacher, our new designer who has created a variety of unique designs that we have also seen tonight, and has received many offers of cooperation. Let's call the owner of the name AL, he is Adinda Larasati. The singer with the voice of the merdunya we have heard from earlier and it turns out he is the designer tonight.

"Madinda?" instantly I stopped my car, and I held it tightly to the steering wheel of my car.

I saw from the screen attached to the roof of a very large building. And he walked by hugging the arm of a man. Walking very gracefully with a light blue colored dress that looks very beautiful, and emits an aura of beauty that is very extraordinary

Think of it as the image of Adinda and Dido.. Please imagine for yourself.

"Dam. Can't you just stay where you are. You're such a bully, you're such an incredible tranquility bully." I growled inwardly.

"Why baby? Darling?" I flinched when a hand touched my shoulder.

"Ah, sorry." I replied briefly.

"You why? Are you impressed with that woman too? She's an amazing woman, isn't she." - along the way.

"Hem." I replied lazily.

After I drove him home, I drove my car straight to the bar. I saw my best friend was also watching Adinda's live broadcast.

"Hay bro you came too. Look she's an amazing girl, she's someone with hidden talent, she's a multitalented girl." Gae said.

"Yes, he is really multitalent until he can control my heart" I answered unconsciously because of his annoyance with him that I can not reach his love.

"What.!? What did you say? Him and you...? Huwahaha."

"What's really going on? A female conqueror and her king of play boys stuck with her love for the girl? Wait, don't tell me you came here because you were rejected by her." Gae's constant tirade and it made me feel bad, but it's true that I ran here because of her.

"Haha... So our best friend there are two people who are heartbroken because of my love." said Dito who made me not like the call.

"Who do you mean? I'm not heartbroken, I just admire him." Gae said.

"It's not you, it's Samuel. He was rejected by her. She is indeed an amazing girl, she can be friends with anyone, but for love she only accepts people who are the same as her beliefs." explained Dito who I only listen to.

"You don't want to know that." ledek Gae to Dito's statement.

"He said the truth, Dinda is a very confident person. And Dito, he's his music teacher." Samuel replied as he came to join us.

"Just accept a partner who is confident with him.? That's right, if I can't reach out and hold her. At least if I could embrace the same beliefs as him I could feel what he felt when he was worshiping, and I could also do the same activities he did in that belief. Well, I hope my decision is not wrong." I said in my heart accompanied by my determination.