Without Looking

Episode 34: Being Taken to the Hospital

"He ...."

"Your secretary, mas?" cut Rista.

Closing his eyes for a moment, Zian nodded as if Rista was able to see, reassuring Rista. He still held both his hands. Looking at the smiling face without any suspicious strokes.

"Honey," Zian kissed the back of the hand he held. "I have some important business for a second, can I go?" zian stared fixedly at Rista's face.

With Zian's hand, Rista said, "by mas, you be careful!" Rista smiled still stroking Zian's hand.

Hearing Rista's reply, Zian immediately stood up after that sitting beside the wife. His hand held gently the bend of Rista's neck, pulling her slowly. One kiss of Zian berries on Rista's forehead. A smile etched beautifully on Rista's face as Zian gave a kiss.

"Darling, you rest! Don't wait until I'm afraid I'm long, you go to bed, okay?" zian's message then grabbed Rista and showered Rista with a kiss on the top of her hair.

Rista returned the hug. Trace it a moment later. Sweet smile still Rista showed.

"Yes, mas. You be careful! Don't know why I like to worry that you're away from me." Rista slightly lowered her head. Zian understood the wife's worries. His chin was drawn slowly. Landing a fleeting kiss on the lips.

After kissing his wife's lips, Zian helps Rista to lie down. Zian's fingers gently stroked Rista's upper hair. Approaching his face there and then gently kissed the wife's forehead. Zian's feelings are in a position of dilemma between right and wrong. Before going to change clothes, Zian's hands still gently stroked the wife's hair. Staring at Rista's face full of sincerity as if without any suspicion, but if Rista knew the second where Zian was looking at him at this moment. That moment was the moment where Zian's heart was hurt because for the umpteenth time he had lied to Rista.

"Darling, I'm leaving now. You are sleeping! Sweet dreams my dear." said Zian who answered a smile by Rista.

Slowly Zian stepped towards the Walk In Closet. Change clothes there with long-sleeved shirt stellan also jeans. Zian slowly walked out of the room. Before he came out, he saw his sleeping wife. Apparently, Rista was so tired today. Glanced at the clock perched on the wrist when Zian was already outside the room. New time shows at nine o'clock. However, staring around the house looks lonely. Bi Maya may have gone to sleep.

After picking up the car keys inside the drawer, Zian continued his steps towards the garage. Then drive the car.

On the way Zian called Akira. The one who called Zian was Akira and he hid the woman as a Zian secretary. Zain called repeatedly, but there was no answer or a connected tone there. Zian let out a sigh of annoyance. Feeling being played by Akira, Zian thought about turning around. However, suddenly Zian's eyes squinted at a girl stopping her car. The dark blue hooded girl lowered her hands as Zian had already stopped beside her.

"Why deck?" zian asked to open the car glass.

"Alhamdulillah mas, I have been waiting for people to pass by. Can cooking help me? There were mbak-mbak falling from the motorcycle mas, I do not know who to ask for help the same." said the girl with great hope.

"Where, deck?" Zian then went down.

The streets there were indeed deserted, deservedly the girl was very anxious. The atmosphere of the road where no vehicles passed. It was dark there because the street lamp was only about five meters from there.

"Follow me up!" Zian's gaze that was observing around, was immediately stopped by the loud voice of the girl about seventeen years old. The girl led Zian to a tree on the side of the road. There was also a pile of sand and small stones a few inches from the tree. A motor matic has been overturned beside the sand along with small stones.

"That's mas!" exclaim the girl.

Zian's eyes followed the direction of showing the girl. Instantly Zian looked up at a grimacing woman holding her bleeding leg. It was not immediately clear who the woman was because she was looking down and holding both legs.

"Mas, please! It fell off the motorbike. His feet fell right in that pile of sand." The girl pointed at the pile of sand. "His feet blisters blood again, pity me. I can help you! I have to go home soon if not my father can be angry." he continued a little down.

Zian patted the girl's shoulder gently. Understand what the girl is saying. Zian's actions made the girl look up.

"Yes, deck. Adek go home just let me who perolong mbaknya." said Zian.

Smiling happily the girl then said goodbye. After the girl's departure, Zian tried to convince himself of what he saw. Judging from the woman's stature she looks like Akira.

"Mom!" call Zian.

When the woman looked up her eyes perfectly rounded. Surprised to see Zian. There was disbelief as well as gratitude, but shock was more dominant he felt.

"Mas Zian!"

"about!" zian was no less surprised. "Why did you fall?" ask Zian later.

Zian squatted down and then saw a blister wound on Akira's leg. The scuffed upper part of the leg also bleeds. The blood that was still flowing was not much but quite surrounded the blisters that were also bruised.

"Aw!" ringis Akira as Zian touches the outside of the wound.

"It's bad, we're going to the hospital. Can you run?" Zian looked at Akira.

Akira was stunned for a moment by Zian's pair of black eyeballs. However, Akira immediately regained his senses and blinked his eyes.

"Ah, I don't know." Akira.

"I was also helped to sit here" he continued.

Sighing in annoyance, Zian unceremoniously then poked Akira. Akira is suddenly overwhelmed by Zian's actions.

"Mas, what are you doing?" Akira stared in surprise and did not expect it.

"Shut up! You have to be taken to the hospital." Zian said.

Silent for a moment, Akira was unable to resist what Zian was doing. Zian deftly fitted his seatbelt when Akira was already sitting in the back seat. Every step by step Zian did not escape the gaze of Akira who stared meaningfully and a feeling of admiration that came from nowhere.

"We're going to the hospital. For motorcycle business, let my subordinates take care of it."

Akira realized from daydreams staring at Zian's handsome face because he heard the man's words. Not answering Akira just blinked his eyes and nodded in understanding.

After finishing with Akira, Zian got into a car and drove to the hospital. No conversation in the car. Silent, Zian focused on the streets while Akira secretly stole a glance towards Zian. A sweet smile was accidentally engraved on Akira's face. Admiration is the taste that struck Akira's heart. The man before him was now a perfect man with various advantages. Fine, responsible, also do not forget his handsome face and cold yet caring attitude.

It looks like Zian is contacting someone. However, Akira did not care that he just wanted to enjoy the beautiful scenery in front of him. The sight of a man who made his heart pound as if it was an unusual pounding. The possible debaran is the beat of love. His love may be wrong but he already has it. Akira doesn't know if it's love or not. All this time Akira has been trying to shake off Chandra's biological father, so Akira thought he could never fall in love again.

Until the hospital, Zian again banged Akira who certainly did not get the slightest rejection from Akira. There Akira is examined and his wound is cleaned and given a bandage.

While Akira is examined and treated, Zian sits in front of Akira's treatment room. The sound of the phone ringing, made Zian stand up and raised that incoming call.

"Well, honey, you haven't slept?"

"I just woke up, mas." replied Rista behind the phone. "mas are you okay with the invitation? Mr. Gugun said you met the woman who was in an accident. Did you break the mas guy or what? You're okay with the invitation?"

Silence for a moment, Zian did not know whether to be honest or not. However, Zian had enough of a lie.

"I'm okay, baby, he had a motorcycle accident and fell and I took him to the hospital" explained Zian.

"Astaghfirullah, is he okay?" ask Rista worriedly.

"Mas! You all right? Did something happen, ma'am?"

Zian nodded then smiled bitterly.

"Dear, I'm okay. He's fine too, I'll be home soon. You wait yes! There's something I want to talk about." Zian softly said.

"Alhamdulillah if you are okay mas. Yes, I wait. Be careful on the road!"

"Dear, I'm closed. Assalamualaikum." concluded Zian who got a greeting from Rista.

Put the phone back in your pants pocket. Zian glanced at the door behind. A female doctor came out smiling and approached Zian.

"Sir, thank God you brought him here immediately if there was no way the infection would be worse. For now do not let him walk first if he has to walk he must be washed because the wound is feared will be worse if used to walk." Zian seemed to nod in understanding with the doctor's explanation. "Then excuse me." continued the doctor who got a smile reply from Zian.

The doctor left Zian. Slowly Zian opened Akira's treatment door. Akira is seen sitting while calling his covered legs.

"Where are you, lightened?" Zian approached and stood beside Akira's bed.

"Yes, thank you very much. I'm sorry I took care of you." Akira replied with a smile.

"Everyone who is in my position will surely find you. Yes, if you are better. Your doctor said don't walk first so you better rest here." ketus Zian then about to turn around, but Akira quickly blocked Zian's wrist.

"Wait for me!"

Just looking, Zian said nothing.

"Are you here again tomorrow?" tanya Akira looked expectantly.

Zian seemed to think for a moment. Without caring Akira who looks disappointed Zian releases the hand that holds his wrist.

"I'm sorry, I'm not gonna be here anymore. I'll be honest with Rista about you and Chandra. Maybe Rista will be angry, but I can't lie to her anymore. And maybe Ristalah will look at you."

Zian immediately exited the treatment room. No matter Akira who looks staring disappointed with what Zian explained. It was as if his hope had faded to become one that filled Zian's heart. Sighing in disappointment, Akira chose to lay his body with his mind centered only on Zian's figure. The man's charm has drawn his heart and Akira doesn't know what to do now. In fact he realized, when Zian left he felt so lost.

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With his determination Zian who had reached the house immediately entered after storing the car in the garage. Apparently without Zian expecting, Rista was actually waiting for her even the girl was waiting on the Living Room Sofa while reading the braille book in hand. The greeting from Zian made Rista stand up and keep the book on the Sofa.

"Waalaikumsalam, are you home?" greet Rista who instantly showed a warm smile.

Longing was already so tempestuous in Zian's heart. Though only briefly he left the wife, but his longing was so deep. Perhaps out of guilt, Zian increasingly did not want to hurt the woman. Making Zian who was staring at Rista who did not show the slightest suspicion to him, now the man approached the wife and held her as if to pour out all the longing and affection.

"Mas" cried Rista.

"Yes, baby." Zian gave a glimpse of Rista's hair. Still in his arms Zian tightened his embrace.

"You must be tired, we sleep yuk mas!"

"I still miss you, can I hug you? Don't let go of this embrace Ris, because I don't want to lose you." said Zian.

Rista felt a little astonished by Zian. Feeling strange all of a sudden Zian was afraid of losing him, as if they were going to part ways. Ristapun calmly explained, "mas, I will not leave you. So, baby, we're sleeping!"

Smiling warmly at Rista's soft words, Zian then shook his head. Smacking a glimpse of the woman's lips, made Rista again bowed in embarrassment.

"Okey baby we're sleeping!" zian exclaimed, Rista wrapped her hands around Zian's neck tightly hugging him.

Until Zian's room breaks down Rista's body on the bed. Brushing Rista's hair at a glance.

"Darling, I'll change clothes! You don't sleep! There's something I want to talk about."

"Yes, what do you want to say? I'm curious." Rista slightly frowned.

"But, baby! I'll tell you everything." said Zian who immediately left Rista to change clothes.

Actually Rista felt so curious, but drowsiness back ambushed. Feeling so tired with all the activities today also his sleep was disturbed because of the cry of Bi Maya. Rista pulled the blanket over the chest. There was no intention to sleep, Rista would resist the drowsiness in order to listen to Zian's story. However, the blanket that covers the body feels to add to the sense of comfort. A little sleepy, but Rista still tried not to sleep.

The sudden warm embrace left Rista a little aghast. However, the deck felt so comfortable.

"Honey," call Zian who's holding Rista from behind.

"Mas" Rista turned back and grabbed her husband. "I'm sleepy, but what do you want to tell me?"

Zian stroked over his wife's head and kissed her. Gently caressing Rista's unraveling hair.

"Dear, you're going to be horrified?"

"Hm,"

Rista only replied with deheman and even tightened his arms.

"Aren't you going to get angry?"

"Hm,"

Rista's voice grew quieter. Zian sighed softly still stroking the wife's hair.

"Darling, I want to be honest .. I've been lying to you all this time. I know who Chandra's mother is she's a part of my past. Chandra is my son. Ris, aren't you angry? I hope you won't leave me because of this." Zian said.

However, Zian did not hear Rista's statement, he felt Rista's hand release his body. Let go of his embrace to Zian.

"Darling!" exclaiming Zian lowered his eyes to see Rista.

It turned out that the soft elusan of Zian's hand made Rista feel more comfortable. The woman was already sound asleep. The snoring was heard from Zian's wife. Sighing, Zian then pulled out two corners of the lips. Smacked Rista's forehead for a while before Zian finally re-clutched the woman.

"Darling, I don't know if you're horrified or not but I hope you're still in love with me and won't leave me because of this."