What is my fault, sir?

We Need a Mama

Alfarizi ran at full power, wearing only one sock and one shoe, holding the car keys, purse and bag also not carried. Luckily the phone was in the bag. At the door of the house, the door was still locked from the inside.

Tok .. tok .. tok!"

"Quick Nak .. open it!" yelled Alfarizi from outside.

Alfian ran to open the door crying. He took his papa's hand until he could not rest with a breath of gnawing. Looking at Neng who closed his eyes but tears kept flowing.

"Neng Geulis, stay with me please!" Alfarizi tried to wake Neng who was not moving at all.

"Sstttt .. my back, sa ... pain can't move, Pi!"

"Sabar .. yes we go to the hospital, aaaah siit I didn't bring the car just the key I brought!" Alfarizi only realized he was running instead of carrying a car.

"Bapi, call Uncle Harry!" shouted Alfian who squatted while rubbing his mammoth cheek, "Sabar Mami, Papi again effort, Al swab Mami's shoulder to reduce the pain yes!"

Neng continued to let out tears without a word, her back pain was unbearable. The upper body cannot be moved. Only the hands and head are free to move.

Alfarizi quickly called Doctor Harry, "Harry sent an ambulance to my wife's house now?"

" ...."

"Fall down the stairs, quick!"

"Tut .. tut .. tut!" The phone was turned off unilaterally by Doctor Harry.

Alfarazi crouched down wiping Neng's tears that kept flowing.Hasping his one hand to provide support and positive energy for her. Want to lift it but do not have the heart to fear the more pain his back.

"Wait a minute, Honey." Alfarizi deliberately called Neng honey so that his heart felt calm.

Neng simply closed his eyes without responding to the call. His heart thought nothing but pain in his back. Just hearing Alfarizi and Alfian's voice always gave him support.

In just a quarter of an hour the ambulance came with the sound of sirens popping ears. No one thought Doctor Harry had picked Neng up. Get off the ambulance car running into the house approaching the duo Al who was pale.

"Fhttt ..." Doctor Harry held back a laugh seeing Alfarizi's anti-mextrim appearance.

"Why are you holding back laughter, what's wrong?"

"Let's see how you look!"

Come Isya, Umi Anna, and Abi Ali without knocking and answer the words of Doctor Harry, "Gelo him, shoes and socks are only one, just one, bring the car keys but he runs without caring for Abi and Umi's calls."

Alfarizi only noticed his own appearance while patting his own forehead. Because of panic and worry about his wife, he did not pay attention to his own appearance. Don't care about being laughed at by Doctor Harry and his parents.

Hospital staff entered with stretchers and neck support. Wearing his neck brace on a stretcher, especially Alfarizi, he hugged Neng while lifting her in aid by Doctor Harry and hospital officials.

"This is your shoes to wear first!" abi Ali orders when Alfarizi has already boarded an ambulance.

"Yes Abi thank you, Al went with Opa and Auntie Isya to the hospital! "

"Al want to go with Mami, hiks!"

"Yes Auntie ..."

Ambulance again runs through the crowded traffic of various vehicles with the sound of sirens that make people marginalize their vehicles. Doctor Harry sat down next to the driver. Only Alfarizi accompanied Neng in addition to one officer who checked Neng's condition.

Neng's tears remained dripping endlessly enduring the immeasurable pain. Alfarizi still clasped his hands, gently wiping his tears. Always wiping and stroking his tags nonstop as support and calming his heart.

"Patience .. soon until, hold on a little more, ok!"

Ambulance stopped perfectly in front of the ER. again in the lift-in room of the ER has been welcomed by the doctor guard friend Doctor Harry. Alfarizi still clasped his hand, not a moment to release the hand. When a nun would ban Afarizi from entering, Harry gave the nurse a code to let her in.

After the doctor checked, the bunker Neng directly pushed again into the ronsen room to find out his back injury. It only took half an hour for the Orthopedic Doctor to see Doctor Harry and Alfarizi standing beside Neng.

"Doctor Harry here's the result look, there are three broken middle back bones that make patients feel pain and pain very, very, this must be immediately in surgery!"

"How's Al?" ask Harry to Alfarizi.

"Do good for her now, I can't bear to see her in pain!"

"Ok Doc, prepare the operation now!" Harry helped the doctor prepare for the operation.

Isya, Alfian, Ummi Anna and Abi Ali join Neng's waiting in the ronsen room. Alfian still sobbed to see his mama lying helpless. Alfarizi hugged his son tightly rubbing his shoulders.

"Al pray, son, Mami will be in surgery, hopefully the operation goes well, ok!"

"Yes Papi, Alunya Mami healthy, Al did not ask for anything, not so ask for a trip three, Al just ask Mami healthy, Mami do not think about Al birthday?"

Neng simply replied with a slow nod, closing his eyes so as not to cry anymore. Not wanting to worry her anymore, not being able to grant her wishes on her birthday alone made her feel extremely guilty. Can only take a deep breath promised inwardly will be replaced at a later time.

The operating room is ready, there is a sense of worry on the look of Alfarizi's face. Still linking her hands to Neng, "Fight to heal, Papi and Al need Mami."

Neng just stared intently at Alfarizi's face looking worried. Can feel his love is getting bigger in the view of the eyes that are like a dream. It's just that the station is always stuck in the heart, for him siri marriage is the same as the status of pestilence.

"Mommy, Al wait outside, Mami needs to heal, don't leave Al, I love you."

"I love you too, son." Neng replied almost inaudibly, his voice was just a mouth gesture.

Alfarizi squatted down and brought his face closer to Neng's ears while whispering, "I love you, Honey."

Neng closed her eyes again, not answering her statement of love. Don't want to expect too much of him because the heart is ever disappointed. Although his heart is always forgiving but his logic always fortifies itself without being aware.

Not yet Alfarizi heard the answer from Neng, there were two hospital officers directly pushed Neng's bed gurney towards the operating room. With Alfarizi's resignation, Alfian and the family followed closely behind. Neng just stared at Alfarizi and Alfian alternately with an indecipherable look.

The new surgery lasted about an hour, when one nurse came out approaching the family waiting anxiously, "Excuse me if there are siblings or biological parents from the patient, he said, she needs a blood donation immediately?"

"Waduh ...!" alfarizi was confused.

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