What is my fault, sir?

Like Reflecting

Neng sat leaning against the dashboard of the bed straightening her legs daydreaming of the meeting with her papa Alfian earlier this afternoon. The man now looked more patient and spoke in a gentle tone. He was still confused from where Alfarizi knew if Alfian was his son.

Alfian who began to recover from his injuries entered Neng's room while carrying a PR book that had not been done while nagging with his mouth that was distorted. His heart looked irritated, his hands while beating the book many times. Intended to ask her mother for help with PR drawing the theme "Help Daddy Wash the Car"

"Mommy, Mami help Al!"

"What's the matter, son, why is his face wrinkled, his mouth monstrous and kamit so?"

"Al kesel Mi, because her boyfriend Zain cheated on her, Zain did not want to help draw with the theme "Help Daddy Wash the Car"

"Ha ha he means what Zain's girlfriend cheated on, Al and Zain already have a boyfriend?"

"No Mi, who's got that girlfriend Zain's other Al."

"Al story first how could Zain's girlfriend cheat?"

"Zain was dating Dhea, but today Dhea chose to draw together with Gandi, Dhea did not want Zain to draw together."

"Al and Zain should draw a picture together!"

"Zain is angry Mi, Al is also affected by Zain's anger, Al is upset, Al asks Mami for help!"

"Well, what will Al draw, the car or the person?"

"Al was confused Mi, Al had never helped Papi wash the car."

Neng's heart ached hearing the innocent word of his son. From childhood he never felt the affection of his papi. Remember yesterday met the Banana Tree at the Mall.

"Al picture the car first, later father and son standing next to the car holding a hose and bucket!"

"Yes Mi."

While drawing Neng looked at Al's face seriously exactly like his papi. Neng's mouth flashed a smile as he recalled Zain's cheating girlfriend. Thinking this is the right moment to tell her about Al's papi with the version of an eight-year-old.

"Al know what it means to cheat?" asked Neng while watching Al who was drawing.

"Know Mi dong, cheating is having a girlfriend other than her boyfriend."

"If Mami is accused of being an affair of the husband of people what about Al?"

"Al is not willing Mi, it's delicious; Mami Al is the best in the world."

"Mami yesterday met with ...!"

"Who's Mi with?"

"But promise not to blame anyone, or accuse anyone of cheating, Al must promise not to be angry with anyone, ok!"

"Yes Mami, let's not make Al curious!"

"Yesterday Mami met her Papi Al at the mall."

"Why not be invited back here, so that Al can also ask Papi a lot?"

"Can't Al, Papi has a wife and one daughter, if Papi lives with us, then there will be those who accuse Mami of being Papi dong's affair."

Al frowned, not continuing the picture. Question after question was in his brain. Al was confused where to start asking about his papi.

"Al confused, huh?" With a nod Al was still dumbstruck and confused.

"Al can meet Papi?"

"Of course you can, but Al can't ...!" Neng did not continue his words.

Neng was confused to explain to the eight-year-old child according to his age. Afraid she'd demand to stay with her father. Afraid of leaving her someday.

"Al just wanted to feel the sense of having Papi once, Mi; after that Al would not demand anything anymore."

Neng immediately hugged Al tightly. His son was very mature thinking, could easily understand if he was not entitled to his papa who had children other than himself. Often Al saw her mother always take the medicine to make Al easier to understand what happened.

After hearing the story from her mom, Alfian in her own room searches for information about her papi. Children today will easily find information on social media about a person's background. Alfian is currently reading about the life of his birth papi with his family.

At first Alfian was very angry and felt unfair to him. Both his children but why only his daughter is in love. When remembering the advice of his mother and remembering if the person who looks like her face does not know about him, Anger and heartache are only in the pendamnya in the heart.

From a small Alfian is indeed an independent child, rarely demanding things that are not his right. Always obey if advised by his mother. Al prefers to spend his time playing online games when he is free.

Even two days had passed after Neng met Alfarizi. And Neng did not go to Boutique AA, Al also did not whine to meet his papi. Al prefers to wait for Neng to go to the mall and prioritize Neng's health.

This afternoon Al saw Neng had changed into a work shirt. He had to go to AA Boutique for a meeting with a customer who would order a uniform for the family who would be doing the reception of his son's circumcision. Neng looked fresh and did not look pale anymore.

"Mommy's going to the mall, can Al come?"

"Of course, son, does Al want to meet Papi?"

"Al don't know yet, Mi, look later."

Neng walked side by side with Al entering the mall followed by Desi who was behind him. Neng walked with his head down without looking around the mall. Al who looked around the mall while holding his mama's hand.

Until they were about to enter the door of Boutique AA there was the voice of a woman who called Neng by her old name.

"Mrs ... Neng wait!"

They turned around to look for the voice, all this time calling Neng was only Mother Ani, while others often called by the name Mitha.

A woman who is the same age as him, his hands use a cast and cast it in the neck.just like Alfian the difference Alfian uses a cast on his feet. with her was a man holding a little boy younger than Alfian.

"Have you forgotten me, Neng?" ask him again.

"Miss, you forgot me too?"

Neng shook her head while shedding her tears. He immediately bent the woman tightly. "How are you, Lilis, is Aa Jun your husband?"

"Yes, he's my husband, we've been looking for you for almost eight years, you're so mean to leave me without a message or news." Lilis hit Neng's arm with her hand.

"Miss, is he the son of Mr ...?" junaidi asked, not continuing his words.

Jun looked at the clingy Alfian and while glancing at a place not far from him. There were two people standing glued to see Alfian's face. One of them stood as if he was facing a mirror when he saw Alfian.

"Dad why is this little brother's face similar to that of his Master's Father over there?" tanya Julio Junaidi's.

"Where's the guy, let's take me!" al was curious.

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