What is my fault, sir?

What is my fault, sir?
Because Alfian is gone



Neng immediately sat limp on the floor of the beauty house after knowing Alfian was not there. Almost his entire life struggled for the happiness of his son and never parted. Not knowing where she was was made him shocked and devastated.


"Mommy .. are you ok?"


"Quick find Al, Papi. Mami could die without her, find her see you!" Neng's voice had already started to tremble in suffocation.


Neng's tears flowed swiftly without being able to be controlled anymore. Umi Anna and Ani's mother panicked and confused, sat down next to Neng and calmed him down.


"Abi, Al there quickly find Alfian don't be dumb!" yelled Umi Anna began to worry about Neng's state.


"But Umi, my wife ...?" Alfarizi was confused and the dilemma did not continue his speech. Approaching Neng could not bear to leave his wife who was crying and looked weak.


Neng grew weaker and his health declined. The shadow of his past as intensely came to his mind as in the replay of the pain that always stifled the chest. Now his stomach feels cramped and tense because of a nervous mind.


"Bapi, don't mind Mami, quickly find Alfian lest he be lost and not found. Mami won't forgive Papi if this happens!"


"But the state of Mami ...? back Alfarizi did not continue his words already cut with Neng's shout.


"But, if Papi doesn't leave now, Mami will punish Papi not only eight years can't meet Mami, forever remember it forever, go now!"


"Ok Honey, please don't talk like that, Umi please take care of him. Abi let's find Alfian at the beach!"


Alfarizi ran with Abi Ali who also ran out of the beauty house. Neng grew limp and her stomach was getting cramped because of the tension, "Umi, Mom aaah my stomach is cramping, why it hurts so much. I'm gonna fall aaa sick ma'am." Neng moaned her body on the slanted floor hugging her stomach as she continued to shed her tears.


"Neng Mitha, calm your mind, son. Istigfar come on Istigfar first!" Ani's mother rubbed Neng's stomach gently.


"Son, don't think things through, relax his mind. Alfian must have been found." Umi Anna also calmed Neng down calmly.


"Bus ...Maqf ... Would you please call an ambulance or a doctor around here!" yelled Ani's mother asking for help.


"Mom, there's a clinic next to this beauty house, I'll call them, wait ya!" a male therapist shouted in panic and ran out of the beauty house.


Just no less than ten minutes the attendant came by pushing the bed gurney closer to Neng who was each lying on her side on the floor of the beauty house. directly lifted and pushed to the clinic which is not up to half a kilometer. Directly into the ER room and treated by a guard doctor quickly.


Because of the tension that made Neng feel her stomach cramp and look weak. Ani's mother always sobbed when she saw Neng's state. It feels like their initial struggle wander to Bekasi first crossed his mind. His heart seemed to be lost partly because all this time that always made Mother Ani and Neng survive the presence of Alfian.


Umi Anna always hugged Mother Ani, as worried as she was. The cheerfulness of treatment became a tense tragedy because of their carelessness. Umi Anna also feels guilty with the disappearance of Alfian without being noticed by the family.


The ER doctor who examined Neng directly and gave an intravenous booster drug after installing an infusion hose. Given a sedative so that his mind can relax and rest by sleeping soundly. After the patient is calm in the hospital room to be more calm and not disturbed by the passing of activities in the ER.


Umi Anna and Ani's mother began to feel calm after seeing her beloved daughter fall asleep and look calm. His concern began to decrease hearing the doctor's statement that the baby in the womb is also healthy and nothing harmful happened. Now it is just waiting for news from Alfarizi and Abi Ali who have been looking for the whereabouts of his handsome grandson on the beach.


Alfarizi and Abi Ali ran towards the beach and approached hordes of tourists both foreign and domistic on the beach. They were watching the kecak dance that was very stomping with an uplifting voice. The dim lights and sparkling clothes of dancers make the eyes of Alfarizi and Abi Ali have difficulty searching from a distance.


"Ok kid, cell phones have to be stanbye yeah don't forget!"


One by one Alfarizi examined the children, especially those who were concentrating on seeing the festive dance of kecak that was taking place. Alfarizi's mind branched in two as he remembered his limp wife sitting on the floor of the beauty house. Worried because his boredom didn't notice Alfian until he left unnoticed by her.


Almost half a round of Afarizi looking for his son, everyone in one by one, especially children. Seeing his son standing at the front with his hands crossed with a smile made him feel relieved. Rings in among people who are concentrating on facing the kecak dancers.


"Excuse me.. Excuse me!" Afarizi continued to walk past one by one people who were standing.


"Al ... Oh boy, why don't you go ahead and get permission?" Alfarizi directly hugged his son tightly while squatting aligned his body.


"What's up, Papi?"


"Later Papi tell me, let's get out of here first, Opa also look for Alfian, we meet Opa so he does not worry.


Abi Ali saw his son and grandson hugging as he was watching people one by one with worry. He immediately approached them with a sense of relief to find him in a state of fine, "Al, are you guys all right?"


"Yes Abi, we're fine, let's get out of here first!"


While holding hands they came out of the kecak dance performance area that was still crowded. While walking Alfarizi told his son that his mother was very worried because she left without asking permission first. Making Alfian feel very happy and realize his mistake made his mother worried.


"Sorry Papi, Al did not intend to make Mami worried, Al was boring because there was no friend when Papi and Opa were in the massage."


"It's okay, son, Papi was also wrong to let Al alone earlier, but next time permission first when going, ok!"


"Yes Papi, Opa forgive Al yes!"


"Yes Opa Ganteng's granddaughter, let's meet Mami to the beauty house now!"


Still hand in hand rushed three different men of that generation took long steps towards the house of beauty. Alfarizi still had not completely lost his worries at the thought of leaving his wife in a limp state. Directly push the door of the beauty house as they get there and approach the receptionist.


"Excuse me.. Do you know our wife and Mother are still here?" ask Alfarizi.


"Yes, sir, they are now in the clinic next to this beauty house, your wife had stomach cramps."


"Mommy ...?"


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