What is my fault, sir?

Reverie Doctor Atha

Zain was at war with himself this time. A deep longing and Julio's advice. The phone is opened, closed, rotated and placed beside the bed many times.

"Aaaargh ...!" zain shouted as he ruffled his hair.

Fatigued for three days of non-stop work is not as sweet as the thought of heart adoration. Roll over, supine and stomach like a hot worm. Zain could not control the turbulent longing in the heart.

Zein chooses not to contact Dakter Atha. Sending pesn WA-pun not. He's just looking at the last plane ticket tonight.

Fortunately tonight the medical team chose to stay at a hotel in the city. Not like yesterday's stay in the tent. So that the distance of the airport and hotel can be reached with one hour drive.

Zain said goodbye to the medical team. He prefers to go home on a commercial plane. Rather than waiting for an air force plane like the beginning to leave yesterday.

The greatest longing cannot be contained anymore now. He was willing to run from the taxi that drove from the hotel to the check-in place because of the short time. No less than ten minutes from Zain arrived at the airport and the plane was already taking off to Jakarta.

Doctor Atha happened to be having a sudden C-section tonight at the Aljazeka hospital. Helping the lives of mothers and daughters who must be saved even though the time is outside working hours. High dedication is always shown by him while working in the hospital owned by his stepbrother.

This is one way that Dr. Atha is not too focused on his personal life. Teutama about a heart that begins to feel lost. It had been three days like there was no color after Zain went off duty outside the city.

No one bothered me as usual. No one is wooing like the days of the past few months. Something seems to be missing from his day.

Dr. Atha showed no weakness of the heart before anyone. Even when meeting with Alfian or Julio. Many times they teased and asked, still Doctor Atha could hide the heart beat.

Bitter experience when a child is always reflected in the eye. Starting from the loss of love Papi Alfarizi. Until the loss of a mother and prospective younger brother who is still in the stomach of Mama Sinta.

The bitter experience still makes the defense of the heart that begins to crave. The stick remains round do not want to forgive let alone a man who likes to adventure love. The stick is getting stronger even though the heart cannot be denied the sense has begun to grow in the heart.

At one in the morning Zain's plane landed at Sukarno Hatta Airport. Zain did not order a taxi to his own house but directly to Doctor Atha's apartment. Pull the suitcase, take the elevator and press the bell many times after reaching the apartment.

Unfortunately there was no sign of the door opening or a pretty face that could be seen appearing. There are two chairs and a table right next to the apartment door. Zain immediately sat down after putting the suitcase on the table.

Suitcases are used for head focus and closing the eyes. Between the longing that can not be held and the fatigue of work is still raging in the chest. Over time, regular breathing and deep sleep.

At two o'clock in the morning Dr. Atha drove his car home to the apaetemen. This is his purpose not to be alone with Alfian when asked Papi Alfarizi yesterday. Will not be troublesome and worried if you go home at any time.

Eyes have started to sleepy when the car is perfectly parked in the parking lot. Dr. Atha immediately walked with long steps towards the elevator. Want to quickly break down his body after working hard.

Didn't think there was a handsome face sitting and sound asleep next to the apartment door. Doctor Atha just shook his head and smiled. Enter the apartment with slow steps so that he does not build.

Doctor Atha came out again with a thick blanket. Covering from the feet that still wear shoes to the neck. He entered slowly and closed the door slowly.

Oma who is in Australia always advised every person must not be the same. Must have a dark time and have made mistakes. People who want to change and try are the best people.

Oma also advised not to blame Papa Mario who had not changed until he died. It is impossible for all men to have love and revenge at the same time. Not all men are rated the same as Papa Mario and Om Rangga Siregar.

Excessive fear when remembering the car collision between Mama Sinta and Papa Mario. The baby sister who is still in the womb goes home with Mama. Increasing the trauma deepens.

Lonely and lonely since childhood. His lack of affection made him not dare to change the stairs. The fear of having a commitment with the opposite sex will fate like Mama Sinta.

Often see and watch the quarrel for the sake of quarrel between Mama Sinta and Papa Mario. Revenge and envy are always on Papa Mario's mind. Mama Sinta who always compared with the kindness of Papi Alfarizi, added the trauma of Doctor Atha deepened.

The sense of regret is now deeper because you have to fall in love with an adventurous man. Many surrounded and adored beautiful women. Boyfriends and ex-girlfriends are everywhere.

The stronger the determination not to know the opposite sex. Like the first time in love with a high school friend. His love is removed from the mind and heart.

By filling the activities and busyness that accumulate can succeed and no longer think about the name of love. Now Dr. Atha is also as attached as during High School. The growing sense of love is now trying to be eliminated in the heart.

Doctor Atha glanced at the hour nearly an hour he was daydreaming and pensive. The eyes cannot be compromised. His mind is between two times, the past and the present.

Now time is at the end of a third of the night. He faced the Creator with tears. Give up all the anxiety of the soul, begging to be able to eliminate the love that exists.

Five o'clock in the morning a nurse called. There's another sudden operation to be done. To save the lives of two victims of the recent accident.

Before leaving Doctor Atha made coffee in a small thermos. Fried rice is placed in a warming box and a small memo. Put it next to the suitcase for the person who is still asleep.

Zain opened his eyes at six in the morning. Smile when you wear a blanket when you wake up. Guess for sure last night the shrouding heart.

Smile again when there is a thermos of coffee and breakfast. There was also a small memo next to the two boxes and rushed at a quick read, "Aaaargh ... Damn why this is Atha!" his yell.

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