What is my fault, sir?

Lose Telak

"Dad why is this little brother's face similar to that of his Master's Father over there?" tanya Julio Junaidi's.

"Where's the guy, let's take me!" al was curious.

Al took Julio to walk towards the spot Julio was showing while saying goodbye to Neng, "Mami Al wants to go there for a while!"

"Let's not go far, son!"

"Yes Mommy."

Alfian walked quickly towards Alfarizi and Surya who were standing behind the elevator mall. Even Alfarizi and Surya did not have time to dodge or leave the place. Alfian stood right in front of Alfarizi staring intently as if precisely unsheathing and raining at his heart.

At first Alfian just kept quiet just looking at his face without a word. There was a sense of happiness, anger, mixed emotions in Alfian's heart standing in front of Alfarizi. I wanted to ask a lot of questions that would be directed at him.

Alfarizi was also like he was dreaming, the son he missed standing right in front of him. His face, the look in his eyes were all exactly like a betel cut in half. Alfarizi's knees seemed limp boneless, he immediately crouched bent his knees aligning his body to Alfian.

"Son...!" he called it short, his tongue felt funny, the series of words he had two days arranged after disappearing from his mind.

"Are you Papi Al?" al asked in a soft and doubtful voice.

"Yes son, I'm your real Papi."

"Yesterday when Mami told me that if Mami met Papi, Al whined to want to feel what it was like to have Papi, but after Al reads about Papi on happy social media with his wife and daughter Papi's Beautiful Brother, Al undoes it."

Alfarizi's heart seemed to be in very sharp but bloodless sword passages. His words were simple but showed wisdom in his speech. His eyes looked as if there were a lot of questions he wanted to ask.

"Why Nak?" alfarizi asked as she broke into tears.

"Al does not want to seize the affection of Beautiful Brother daughter Papi, said Mami every child deserves affection in accordance with his rights, Al may only be entitled to affection from Mami."

Alfarizi took a deep breath, as if oxygen could not enter his lungs. The tears kept flowing. Alfarizi wanted to grab his son's hand, unfortunately he took a few steps back.

"Can Al ask you one thing, Papi?"

"Of course, son, say it!"

"Is it Mami's fault, Al often sees Mami crying when Al asks about Papi?"

"Mommy is not wrong, Papi is wrong, forgive Papi .. forgive Papi, hiks hyks!"

For Alfarizi to face Alfian rather than face Neng, Neng often harbored his own feelings tightly. His son Alfian said as he felt. Even wanting to hold her hand she dodged, Alfarizi was like being a useless person for his own son.

"Son, I'm sorry Papi, can Papi hold you?"

"If Papi hugs Al, does that mean Al snatches unfortunately Papi at the pretty Brother?"

"No dear no, Papi wants to love Al too, come here son, Papi misses you so much!"

Alfarizi spread his hands. Alfian walked slowly even with a doubtful feeling. The two hugged releasing a yearning that peaked in each other's hearts.

Neng who saw from a distance his son met his biological papi also cried with a sniff. There was Junaidi and Lilis standing beside Neng also covered in tears. They just watched from afar without daring to approach.

Alfian took off Alfarizi's embrace. Alfian's sharp eyes seemed as if he still wanted to ask about many things. Only Alfarizi felt confused and could not say how much he loved his son.

"Thank you Papi, Al can already feel that having a father, for Al is enough, please if Papi wants to return to the Papi family, Al pamit is afraid that Mami will find Al later." Alfian grabbed Alfarizi's hand kissing the back of his hand, as a sign of devotion to his longing papa.

Alfian ran towards Boutique AA without looking back. Alfarizi grew increasingly agitated and kowtowed on the floor. The river-bred tears could not treat his guilt to his wife and son alone.

"Yes Mi." Al hugged Neng tightly.

"Al okay?" Al just nodded without answering a word.

"Aa Jun, Lilis I have a meeting with customers, please stop by the boutique!" invite Neng still hugged Al tightly.

"Thank you, Miss we have to work, next time we stop by again" said Junaidi, bending down.

"Please excuse us first." Neng held Alfian's hand walking into AA Boutique without turning his head.

Arriving at Neng's office immediately invited his son to sit on the sofa. Wanted to inquire about her papal family data information. "Where did Al get the information about Beautiful Brother and Papi's family?"

"Read on social media, it's easy we can get Mommy."

"How is Al feeling right now?"

"Al actually wanted to anger Mi, Papi was not fair to Al, he only loved his daughter, but yesterday Al had promised Mami should not be angry."

"If Al still wants to meet Papi, Mami doesn't forbid kok, son; it's Al's right to get Papi's affection."

"No Mi, after Al found out she had a sister, she probably needed more, for Al enough Mami's affection alone."

"What happened to Al's sister?"

"Al read from social media, Mami from Big Brother was often working abroad and rarely returned home, Papi also often out of town, so Al concluded Al luckier than He, Al has always been with Mami, Al dear Mami!"

"Mommy loves Al too."

Both embrace tightly, every event or trial must have wisdom that can be taken. The former Al was often angry because he did not get the affection of his papi. Now feel grateful there are mami tang very fond of him and there are also mami employees are also very loving as well.

While in Alfarizi's office, he was still crying deeply. His son's words were still ringing in his ears. Even Surya and Junaidi were unable to calm their master who continued to cry in terror.

Alfarizi still could not understand his son whose face resembled his, but his nature was not at all like his. Patient, calm and not using emotions when talking exactly like Neng.

"Master be patient, think positively don't keep going. fight!" Surya patted Alfarizi's shoulder.

"I was utterly defeated by my own son, Surya; how did my wife educate him to such an extent?"

"You should be thankful, sir, don't keep crying like this!" Junaidi also advised.

"I'm so sorry, if time could play out, I'd like to fix it!"

"All regrets do come always late sir, if it comes early it's called registration." Junaidi slumped while cursing.

"Look out Jun!" surya said with a smile.

"Surya, you did our plan yesterday, send a canned letter to the infotaiment reporter about Sinta and the doctor!"

"Ok sir, it's show time."

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Happy reading shobat, sorry author again baper when writing so cry bombay, continue reading this friend's novel alone let not iku baper