What is my fault, sir?

The Duo Al

Dizziness and heaviness of mind, when asked and held his hand by Alfarizi Neng can only be silent. Neng chose to close his eyes to reduce the pain in the heart. Alfarizi and Alfian sat beside the bed worriedly.

"But, Al did not want Mami to be sick again from the first Mami often sick and fainted, later lamaaaa so quiet room!"

"From now on, Papi will take care of Mami, Al don't worry!"

"But don't go again, Al will take care of Mami with Papi!"

"Of course, son, we'll take care of Mami both."

Neng only heard the conversation of the Al duo who were very worried about him. The memory of his son turned out to be very sharp, the guilt in his heart always worried him. He wanted to make his son happy but now it always happened to make his heart hurt.

Doctor Harry came running into Alfarizi's room worriedly, "Did Mitha faint, Al?"

Neng immediately opened his eyes after Doctor Harry arrived. Looking at him with sadness, his heart began to be mastered, not thinking too much about what he did not do. Neng himself also felt confused, why not faint now, why while in the bridal hold by Alfarizi his body did not reject him.

"Don't you bring the medicine I used to take?" asked Neng weakly.

"No Mitha, it's time for you to get off that medicine, today you didn't faint, meaning you've changed a lot!"

"My head is dizzy, Bang!" answer Neng again.

"Now Neng Geulis rest and sleep, it will reduce his dizziness!" alfarizi ordered while enveloping his body.

"Alfian's father is right, Mitha; sleep for a while we'll go out first!" Doctor Harry also supports Alfarizi.

Neng just nodded his head again, no longer wanting to argue anything said Alfarizi or Doctor Harry. I no longer have the strength to protest. He closed his eyes again to calm himself down and tried to relax.

Outside the room in Alfarizi's office, as they were having a serious conversation, Alfian's stomach accidentally rang because he was hungry, "Papi's father, Al is hungry!"

Alfarizi smiled as he hugged his son, "What do you want to eat, son?"

"Al want to wait for Mami to eat her later, pity that Mami is left alone!"

"Eeee Mami looks after Papi, Al eats with Uncle and Auntie alone, ok!" take Doctor Harry firmly.

"Alright, Al will bring porridge for Mami when she wakes up."

Doctors Harry, Rianti and Alfian leave the office to find food. Surya completed the pending work. Alfarizi entered the room and sat down beside Neng.

Alfarizi just looked at Neng who was sleeping. The guilt for so many years left him, leaving his heart fragile and traumatized, he involuntarily shed tears. Unfortunately time cannot be replayed, only now hoping to make amends and treat his wounds.

An hour had passed Alfarizi just looked at the face of the woman who was now always making him restless. Slowly Neng blinked his eyes, his head felt lighter. His eyes swept through Alfarizi's room in the office only to see him looking at his face.

"Sir, am I in the villa?"

"Neng Geulis we're in the mall, is it still dizzy?"

"No, where's Alfian?"

"Our son with Doctor Harry is eating."

"I want to go home!" Neng wanted to get up raised his head, initially when he woke up earlier it felt light and not dizzy anymore, but when lifted as if the room was upside down, making Neng not so to wake up.

"Don't rush dong, Neng Geulis; wait for a rest!"

Neng put his head back on the pillow and closed his eyes. Always want to run away from the person in front of him, because his body and heart always can not be in line if nearby. Neng could only hide her heart and feelings tightly.

Spontaneously Neng replied as before, "Yes Master!"

"Neng Geulis, until when will you avoid me continue, give me a little time, please!"

"I ... !" Neng immediately fell silent because he heard the sound of his son's voice coming from outside.

"I want to, we start from ...?" Alfarizi did not have time to continue his words Alfian came with Doctor Harry and Rianti entered the room.

"Mommy, Papi let's eat first said Uncle, Mami should take medicine after eating!"

"What did I buy for Mami and Papi?" alfarizi asked while receiving the food menu box.

"Porridge for Mami, mixed rice for Papi."

"Mommy's not hungry, son." replied Neng weakly.

"Mitha, I have to bring you medicine and vitamins!" doctor Harry said firmly.

"Don't argue this for your health, I'll help you get up for a while, don't get up on your own!" answer Alfarizi.

Alfarizi took the two pillows that were beside Neng. The pillow was placed on top of Neng's head then Alfarizi embraced Neng's back pulling the pillow on the insert into Neng's back. Now this is the position of Neng half-sitting because of the pillow that is tucked in his back.

Doctor Harry only smiled faintly seeing Neng just silent as Alfarizi half-hugged her. It has been more than eight years Neng has never come into contact with the opposite sex, even he often fainted if forced to interact directly. Now he did not reject her when the one who touched her was the papi of his son.

"Al, you alone feed Mitha, this is the medicine I put on the table, we go home first; now Mitha no longer needs any kind of medicine, he said, he's got a powerful drug that's the Al duo" Doctor Harry said with a devil smile.

Doctor Harry and his wife say goodbye, Alfarizi just smiles meaningfully at the words of his best friend. While glancing at Neng who was looking down blushed in embarrassment. Alfarizi prepared a porridge menu for her.

Alfian laid his body beside Neng's bed. After eating it feels sleepy eyes and want to nap, "Sleep son, later do PR after good sleep!" said Neng gently.

"Yes Mi, Al sleep first." Alfian closed his eyes fast asleep.

"Let's eat first, I'll take a bribe!" alfarizi said thrusting a spoon of porridge near his mouth.

"I'll eat alone, it'll trouble you!"

"No, I'd be so happy to be able to do anything for you, let's open his mouth!"

Only about half a bowl of porridge was already full, Neng had already refused by shaking his head, "I'm full, can ask for help bring some medicine!"

"Sure, for a moment there is porridge on your lips that sticks, I wipe first!" Alfarizi rubbed Neng's lips using his index finger.

"Grand ...!" Neng became startled as Alfarizi rubbed his lips.

Alfarizi simply smiled, cheering happily in his heart. Today he won a lot can hold her, hug her, can even rub her lips. His prayers will soon be able to express love for him.

"Let's take the medicine first, here's the medicine and here's the mineral water!"

"Thank you."

After finishing taking the medicine and giving the glass to Alfarizi, Neng still felt awkward with him. Want to go home or take a break at AA Boutique, "Master, can I go home now?"

"No way Neng Geulis, we three sleep here tonight!"

"Ha ..but Sir!"