What is my fault, sir?

The Loss of Abah

Mami Mitha daydreamed and pensively called her daughter-in-law Rania. I remember coming home from the hospital this afternoon. Seeing Asep's father his body looked weak.

Asep's father on the way expressed his desire to meet the family one by one. Until my father's house lay down weakly. Then Dr. Atha went to Bekasi.

At the house Doctor Atha immediately checked carefully. After Doctor Atha finished examining Father, Mami Mitha immediately granted her intention to call one by one family. Mami Mitha gasped in shock back at being called by Rania.

"Mommy ...!" shout Rania.

"What's the matter, honey, don't yell Grandpa's asleep?" ask Alfian.

"Air, Abah ...?" Rania checked Abah's hand.

Papi Alfarizi and Alfian also examined the pulse on Abah's wrist. Mami Mitha was still pensively able to predict what would happen. From the request when he returned from Bogor, his father always spoke strange things.

"Mommy ... Father has been called by the almighty." Papi Alfarizi rubbed Mami Mitha's shoulder.

Innalilahi wainna divine rojiun."

The atmosphere became increasingly tense after the whole family got news of Abah Asep's death. Rania was hardest hit by his departure. As if you do not believe the person who is very meritorious in his life is now gone.

Rania cried as she pleased in her embrace. Julio, Surya and Leo are three fast-moving acitents working overtime tonight. Tomorrow morning the deceased will be buried next to his late wife.

Tonight hardly anyone sleeps all tense and sad. Rania until must be given additional vitamins by Doctor Atha so as not to drop. Rania only slept for a moment in Alfian's arms.

After being bathed and sholatkan that morning also ambulance and the whole family left for Mami Mitha village. The plan of the deceased will be kept in the house for a while. The deceased will be recollected by the people there.

At nine o'clock in the morning the deceased was buried next to the Mother Almarhumah. Mami Mitha sat down to see three tombs lined up. The late mother was flanked by Encang Ginanjar and Asep's father.

The most important person in Mitha's mother's life is now lying there. Although the weight of destiny still cannot be denied. The most important thing is to be sincere and to forgive each other for past mistakes.

Rania who sat beside Mami Mitha always shed tears. Remembering the first meeting with the late Abah also at this cemetery. now must be separated for good also at this cemetery.

From being inserted in the burrow, Azan and Iqomah by Alfian until it was perfectly closed. Until the do'a and ta'ziah came home. No one said a word, only gave each other support by rubbing shoulders and hugs.

It had been more than an hour Rania and Mami Mitha were humming without a word just a prayer in the heart at the funeral. Alfian and Papi Alfarizi still faithfully wait to be second to him. Doctor Atha started to worry about Rania's state and immediately approached Alfian.

"Sir, pity Dik Rani she must rest, her content must also be considered."

Doctor Atha also approached Papi Alfarizi and whispered, "Pi .. let's take Mami to rest first!"

"samma ... Mommy, let's rest first, tomorrow we can come here again. Remember there is a baby still in the womb that must be maintained!" Alfian said as he squatted between the two women he loved so much.

"Come Honey!" Papi Alfarizi directly extended his hand.

Alfian immediately nodded while hugging Rania walked out of the cemetery area, followed by Papi Alfarizi and Mami Mitha who joined hands. And Doctor Atha who walked with Elfa.

Almost a week the whole family stayed in the villa. Only Doni's father came back to Bekasi to take care of work. Dr. Atha is back and forth the hospital villa and assistant who handles the job during the mourning.

He was given an infusion of vitamins to restore his condition by Dr. Atha. Many times Alfian reminds to maintain health, "Abang ... don't nag on, Rani's ears are hot nich!"

"Eee di nasehati don't ngeyel, darling. All for the sake of Rani and the baby in the womb!"

"Hhhh."

"Rani loves our brother and baby, right?"

"Yes Darling Brother, here Rani asked in a hug, do not mengedumel bae."

Alfian hugged Rania and lay on the bed. Enter Zain and Dr. Atha without knocking on the door, "Ooii .. in the hospital bawdy ban!" zain shouted back to face Dr. Atha.

Alfian remained in his original position only glancing at those who turned around, "Why did you enter without knocking on the door?"

"You need to visit and check on the state of the patient" Zain replied.

"Depart down first, baby!" Alfian got out of bed, allowing Doctor Atha to do his job.

"Yes hug again when it's done" whispered Rania before Alfian got out of bed.

Alfian hugged Zain and whispered, "Which visit is my brother why are you coming here?"

"Gue signed up to be your brother's personal assistant."

"Yes, you fuckin' fuckin' ass!"

"Relax Bro, I just want one of a kind anyway, to be your big brother-in-law."

"It's not that easy as Fulgozo."

After almost one bottle of the vitamin entered Rania's body, now her face does not look pale anymore. There is still a lot of rest and not a lot of thought. Rani is forbidden from getting out of bed until she is as healthy as ever.

Alfian began to berkatifitas do office work from the hospital office. If there is a meeting he only does it through online only. Without having to leave the office as well as his private room.

Julio is always back and forth from the central company, the company in Bogor and the hospital. Sometimes assisted by Leo Zain's assistant as Julio's work piles up. Even Surya only sent dukumen by email only to Julio because of the work that piled up.

It has been two days Rania's health began as usual. Fetal development is also consistent with the age of pregnancy. Sleep patterns have started to get regular and appetite has started to improve.

At five o'clock in the afternoon the infusion was released by Dr. Atha and did not miss Zain returned to visit to check on Rania. Because Rania is healthy Dr. Atha removed the intravenous needle in Rania's hand, "Would you eat what Dik, the infusion has been taken off so that baby is also healthy?"

"Rani wants to eat rice field with side dishes rendang and gulai head snapper."

"Buy at the restaurant Doctor Atha subscription alone must be delicious," Zain suggested origin talk.

"Where do you know I have a Padang restaurant subscription, Doctor Zain?" ask Dr. Atha.