What is my fault, sir?

Mother's Tomb

"Mami is fine Papi, just remembering the past just wait for Mami to still strengthen her heart, please hug Mami to be strong!"

Back Alfarizi embraced Neng, giving her positive energy, support and strength. Neng took a deep breath and exhaled him slowly in Alfarizi's embrace. Gradually his heart could accept sincerely.

All must be faced, must be passed is not avoided in order to increasingly be able to understand the real meaning of life. Life is a struggle and devotion for one's fellow family and the almighty. Hopefully after this will be able to face and meet with the father muttered Neng in her husband's arms.

"It's Pi, Mami's fine. Who here is Mami thirsty is there warm tea?"

Junaidi and Lilis who from earlier stood in the kitchen watching her boss who was hugging over the turmoil of the heart. Lilis immediately prepared a warm tea that desired best friend and wife of the boss. No less than five minutes, two glasses of warm tea were already available at the table.

"Sir, is this the hot tea?"

"Thank you, where's Auntie why did you make tea?" alfarizi asked Lilis.

"Auntie's shopping may be coming soon."

"Thank you Lilis." Neng nodded and smiled.

Alfian descended from the upper floors while paying attention to the state of the villa he had just known, "Papi ... Mommy, why is Al in the room?"

"Al was very sleep pules Papi could not wake him up."

"So Mami used to live here?"

Neng simply smiled and nodded again, trying to be as reasonable as possible so that his son would not worry. Surrounded by people who are very loving and loving it turns out to be very influential in dealing with the reality of life. Gratitude and relief are now beginning to be felt in the heart.

"You want to eat first or go straight to the tomb, Mami?"

"Eat first Papi, Al's hungry!"

"Follow it, Papi, let's eat first, Mami's hungry too!"

Eating together at the main dining table made Neng remember when he always joined Aunt Minah at the dining table in the back. While enjoying the dishes at the dining table occasionally Neng glanced towards the back. Remembering the late Uncle Tono who used to often advise him to be tough and stoic.

Alfarizi sat on Neng's side, occasionally rubbing his shoulders with his left hand even though his hand was feeding food into his mouth. They ate voraciously without making a sound a word just spoons and forks clinking because of each other. Until the end of the menu that is on each plate.

After resting for a while and changing their clothes towards Mother's funeral which was not far from the villa. It only took them half an hour to get there. Straight into the cemetery follows Junaidi and Lilis who walk in front.

Neng immediately stood up and prayed in his mother's vortex, which used to be marked only by two woods at the two ends of the tomb. Now it looks neat there is also the name of the mother embedded in the end of the tomb. Praying solemnly and apologizing for never being able to visit made Neng sob again.

"Mommy, don't cry and Al's crying too, Enin's happy there!" Alfian hugged Neng tightly.

"Sorry son, Mommy's a baper huh?" replied Neng smiling as she rubbed her maatan water.

"Hopefully Enin husnul khotimah, Papi will also always pray for Enin."

"Aamiin Yarobbal Alamiin." they answered in unison.

The night after Neng accompanied Alfian to sleep in his room, he did not go straight to his own kamaar. He went around behind the villa that he rarely visited. There is a long wooden chair in the middle of a small garden that is illuminated by lights and moonlight that looks shadu. There is a small fish pond next to a wooden bench whose water sometimes looks glowing when the fish in it swim around the pond.

Sitting pensively while enjoying the cool mountain air that is still beautiful feels soothing. Now his heart began to fill with haqiqi happiness. Little by little his heart began to be able to accept all the dark past as a valuable life lesson.

Alfarizi who waited for a long time in the room with anxious expectation finally decided to catch up with his wife in his son's room. Opening slowly it turned out that the room lights looked dim and Alfian was already asleep in his beautiful dream. Closing it back the door of Alfian's room, down from the upper lattice looking downstairs either in the kitchen or in the living room.

"Master is looking for Madam?" auntie asked Alfarizi.

"He's in the garden chair by the fish pond that's behind the villa, sir."

"Thank you, Auntie."

Alfarizi immediately ran to the back of the villa. His heart rumbled in fear of anything happening to his wife. It was as if he was riding on a roller coaster his heart felt fast-paced because it was so worried about him.

After seeing Neng alright the relief in feeling in Alfarizi's heart, directly sitting beside him, "Honey ...."

"Eee Papi, make a surprise anyway, Mami Kirain is asleep."

"Where can Papi sleep alone, really!"

"Aaah Papi gombal aja, said Papi should create a new atmosphere now, not to remember the past, this Mami is enjoying the beautiful quiet night here."

"It should be both dong, Honey." Alfarizi approached Neng and hugged her from the side.

"Sorry Mami thought Papi was asleep."

"Mi ...Mommy!"

"Hhhh."

"Let's go, it's cold here!"

"Before Papi, Mami again enjoyed the beauty of a lonely night like this, long ago it was never enjoyed this quiet atmosphere."

"Well, Papi wait an hour, or should we create a new atmosphere starting from here huh?" alfarizi asked, his hands began to slip behind his clothes.

"No Papi, no, no, there's aunty and her husband there and look!" Neng smacked Alfarizi's hand while moving her head to point at Bibi and her husband who were sitting on a chair on the kitchen terrace while enjoying hot coffee.

"He he just said hello a little can't, really, really."

"Shame on Papi!"

"Mi, it's Mami's the lead tonight?"

"Lead what, Papi wants a meeting with whom?"

"Meeting with the scabbard of arab camel weapons, he said Mami wants to create a beautiful atmosphere and memory, so later tonight the arab camel weapon will only follow the rhythm of the beautiful sarong."

"Tidak aaaah, the pretty sheath is not pitched, she can't sway."

"Later Papi ajarin don't worry."

Being engrossed in chatting with the atmosphere that shadu made the arab camel weapon began to invite sway. Aunty came walking in long strides with a worried face, "Sorry Master, outside the gate there are two men who want to meet Madam."

Neng and Alfarizi while looking for a moment his mind again remembered Asep's father who had been lucky to the villa, "Auntie knows who came?"

"One Mr. RT, but the other old man I don't know him, he said this morning He went to Bekasi, and now he's here"

"Old man ...?"