What is my fault, sir?

What is my fault, sir?
Watching from Far



In just one week Asep's father was found his residence. Shake Ginanjar has advised not to meet in the near future. Alfarizi and Neng were just watching from a distance.


Dad bought Angkot to meet his daily needs. Hiring a one-door rental for a place to rest. Work with the spirit of a fellow city transport driver.


Neng began to feel calm after several times invited Alfarizi to Bogor. To witness firsthand his father's activities from a distance. Just follow him when driving around looking for passengers according to the angkot route listed on the angkot glass.


Today the plan after the afternoon break Alfarizi there is a meeting in Bogor with Surya, "Honey, Papi plan to go to Bogor for a meeting, Mami want to come?"


"You Papi, is the meeting long?"


"Maybe it's between an hour or two."


"Well, Mami and Elfa will follow Papi in the office after the afternoon break."


"Once Elfa does not need to be invited, Elfa is often uncomfortable if the trip is far. Not until the afternoon can we go home."


Neng only frowned at Alfarizi's wishes. Usually he can at least when separated a long time with his daughter. Like there is a shrimp plan behind the bakwan that will be done.


"Why not invite Elfa, Papi's planning something?"


Alfarizi only smiled kissing Neng's cheek at a glance, "Don't like to be suspicious of her own husband. Papi left first, do not need to follow later Papi picked up, I love you."


"Be careful, love you too."


Neng entered the office in the confection beside the house. Half-day he'll only be working at confection because there's a lot of school uniform orders. Can while watching Elfa who is playing with Aunt Siti.


At eleven o'clock in the afternoon Alfarizi was home to pick up Neng. Neng was still concentrating on his work in the office. He immediately followed to the office after Aunt Siti told him that Neng had not left the office.


Alfarizi hugged and kissed Elfa before running into his wife's office, "Honey, why haven't you been getting ready?" alfarizi asked directly sitting beside Neng.


Neng instantly looked at the circular watch on his wrist, "New eleven o'clock, Papi?"


"Honey, our journey is not short, not to mention this Papi Pingin!" point Alfarizi towards the two blezer-covered twin mountains.


"Don't fuck around, Papi, if noon still belongs to Elfa. It was Papi's turn at night," Neng replied by crossing his arms around his chest.


"At least five minutes," said Alfarizi as he began to hug her from the side.


"No Papi, Mami doesn't believe, definitely the edges of kebablasan. Let's go!" Neng stood up from his chair and wanted to get out of the office.


"However, Mami, Papi promised you that it was only five minutes, please!" Alfarizi walked following Neng who was almost at the door.


Neng stopped suddenly and turned around. Alfarizi thought Neng was willing and wanted to grant his wish, "Thank you ...!" Alfarizi hugged his wife tightly.


"Yee ... Papi, please, Mami wants to grab a phone that's stuck at the table."


"This is PHP Papi?"


"No, Papi's the one who's too nervous, let's go. No mode today!"


The trip to Bogor while joking sometimes seduce, making the trip fun. Neng rarely walked alone with Alfarizi, usually always taking Alfian and Elfa. They rarely do quality time together when out of the house.


Alfarizi always rubbed his cheeks, knitted his left hand and always smiled, but his right hand concentrated on driving his own car. Arriving in front of a famous restaurant Alfarizi immediately parked his car. There is already Surya and Desi waiting together klian two pairs of husband and wife as well.


They had a meeting for an hour after they had eaten. The wives only chatted casually when the husbands met seriously. The deal has been signed Alfarizi directly invites Neng to the base of Asep's father every time he is looking for passengers.


Neng and Alfarizi were sitting in a meatball shop not far from the city transport base. Each transport will begin to wait for passengers from the base and return to the base after the passengers are discharged. They have queues and schedules in an orderly manner with no one to dispute.


In just an hour they waited. Asep's father was seen in the queue waiting for passengers. His body looks healthy and fatter.


Joking with a fellow driver while enjoying a cup of coffee. Sometimes his laughter sounded loud until the meatball shop. Neng's eyes unblinkingly looked at her happy father who looked carefree without any burden.


"Mommy .. is it okay?"


Neng nodded and smiled even though his eyes looked teary. There is a sense of longing held in the chest and anxiety in the heart. Just looking at it from a distance already made him relieved and happy.


Sometimes the heart broke and wanted to ask his father directly. What relationship has been lived this, a child who can not meet directly with his father. A father who does not want to meet with reason for the happiness of his daughter.


What power Neng could not change his father's stance. Afraid that if he was looking for he would disappear again like before. So now this can only watch from afar.


After Asep's father's transport was full, he immediately left the base, Alfarizi clasped Neng's hand, "Mami .. want to go home or follow Dad?"


"We're going home, Pi." With a feeling of relief Neng and Alfarizi went home.


Meanwhile, Alfian returns home from school and asks Doni to drive to the mall to catch up with Alfarizi. Alfian wants to invite papi to buy a gift because soon his best friend Zain's birthday. Alfian did not contact before coming to the mall so he did not meet with papiya.


After Alfian did not meet his papi. He intended to leave the office and want to go home until the office door. Alfian met a young girl his age who wanted to enter the office.


The young girl immediately looked at Alfian's face fixedly. Her face was no stranger to him, "Excuse me why is your face so similar to my Papa?"


"What's your papa's name?"


"My Papa's name is Alfarizi, do you know?"


"Alfarizi zulkarnain is my real Papi, who are you?"


"Include my name is Marta, the adopted daughter of Papa Al," Marta extended her hand to introduce herself.


"My name is Alfian Alfarizi Zulkarnain."


Alfian looked at Marta's face, remembering who the girl was. The girl he had seen on social media when his mom and dad had not been together. Turning to look at the middle-aged woman who was standing behind Marta who had yet to be recognized.


"Sir Marta wants to meet with Papi Al?"


the woman standing behind Marta directly rubbed Alfian's shoulders, "Son Alfian, where is your Papi now?"


"Officers said Papi, Papi and Mami are currently meeting in Bogor. If Sister Marta wants to meet Papi, you should just come with Alfian to the house, how?"