What is my fault, sir?

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With emotions returning to peak, Doni came to Titin Suhartin. He immediately stood in front of his ex-wife while leaving his waist. Titin became shocked and rewinded his body while grinning the horse.

"Why are you following us?"

"Why would you like to meet with Mr RT?"

"Finding Rara, why?"

With a mocking smile, Titin went to the waist, "Just ask Mr. RT, I told you your daughter had left already one year ago."

"Don't interfere, just get out of here!"

Titin Suhartin was still riveted and did not move from her place. He looked at Doni's face and appearance from his feet to his face. It looks clean and well maintained despite its simple appearance.

"Eee even bengong ... drop out of here!" doni shouted in annoyance.

Ani's mother approached Doni because she heard Doni yell. Rubbing his shoulders to reduce emotions. It will be a concern of passers-by if quarreling by the roadside.

"Son .. Don't get angry on the side of the road. It will not feel good to be noticed by passers-by."

"Sorry Mom ...."

"You'd better go home, lest I report you to Mr. RT!" Ani's mother pulls Doni's hand to leave Titin who does not answer Ani's mother's words.

Doni and Ani's mother walked and stood in front of the gate owned by Mr. RT. While glancing at Titin Suhartin who started walking home. Waiting for Abah who did not come out of the house Mr. RT.

Almost a quarter of an hour waited for Abah not to come out. Ani and Doni's mother intend to follow Abah after Titin is no longer seen. Just want to enter the gate, Abah and an old man of Abah's age out of the house to walk around.

Doni and Ani's mother nodded and smiled greeting the man, "Good day father ...." Doni reached out to shake hands.

"Include him Father-in-law of my grandson and his mother."

Abah immediately said goodbye to his old friend, the parents of Mr. RT. While walking out of the area of the house, they looked at the area around the highway. Looking for the figure of Titin Suhartin, afraid that he would still follow again.

Abah tells the story of the wanted man, former second husband Titin Suprihati. The man Doni was looking for was named Endang Kusnandar. She left the village one year after divorcing Tiitin Suhartin.

Abah's old friend also told me that Endang Kusnandar had remarried to a woman from Tangerang and had two children. Working as security at a company in Jakarta. Only unfortunately Abah's friend does not know his stay and the name of his company.

After they walked almost to the villa owned by Papi Alfarizi. Doni kept a close eye on the back to make sure Titin Suhartin did not follow. And enter the villa quickly when it feels safe.

On the way home Abah invites Doni to meet Esih Suprishati. Abah deliberately went to her contract to make sure the story was right or wrong. In Abah's heart there are still doubts about Esih because of past experiences.

Looking for the address of Esih who is behind the restaurant subscription Mami Mitha. They arrived at Esih's contract at six in the afternoon. Abah initially only met Raffa alone in a rented house.

"Where is your mother?" ask Abah.

"Mama hasn't come home from work, usually coming home at seven in the evening" answered Raffa confused and scared.

"Don't be afraid of Abah or your own Grandpa, your name is Raffa, right?"

"Yes Abah ... and is she Grandma and Ba ...?" Raffa did not continue his words. Fear wants to call the person you want.

Raffa smiled and nodded, "Mr. .. can Raffa hug you?"

Doni spread her arms while smiling, "Of course, come here!"

Raffa hugged Doni tightly. Then grabbed the back of his hand and kissed it many times.Transfer to Abah and Ani's mother also shook hands by kissing the back of their hands.

"Alhamdulillah ... Raffa has a family. Now Raffa won't be teased by a schoolmate anymore."

Doni hugged Raffa again, the speech of the little boy as if piercing right in his heart. Recalling the past while she was still living with her biological father and Ani's mother. It used to have parents who were very affectionate but were countered with inappropriate treatment.

Ani's mother could only rub Doni's shoulders gently. Ani's mother could feel what Doni was feeling. His guilt for not having time to apologize to his biological father, until now he still always blamed himself.

Abah walked to see the condition of the contract occupied by Esih and Raffa. Contract one door, there is a small living room, one room and kitchen only. The bathroom is in the back and is used along with other rentals.

Abah again saw the condition of Esih, in the room there was only a thin mattress placed on the floor. There is no wardrobe, the whole shirt is just placed in a plastic basket in the corner of the room. Raffa's school books are also placed in a plastic basket behind which works like a table.

In the kitchen there is only a gas stove with one eye and a little furniture neatly lined on the floor with a plastic banner base. No refrigerator or other electronics. Household items can be counted with fingers.

Abah returned to the living room joined by Doni, Ani's mother and Raffa who were talking about lesehan covered with shabby carpets and many had been torn. There is a 14-inch television with a tube model placed in the corner of the living room using a thick cardboard given a tablecloth.

"Raffa's been eating?" ask Ani's mother.

"Not ... Raffa eats later waiting for Mama to come home, usually Mama will bring the leftover side dishes of the restaurant, at home there is only rice."

"Yes ... God is so sorry, son. Raffa wants to eat what, you buy it?"

Raffa shook his head, "No need for you, Raffa just wait for Mama."

Doni stood up and approached Raffa, "Father and Abah are also hungry, let's take you to buy some food!"

"Well Mr ...."

Just out of the rented door came a middle-aged mother who approached Raffa, "Raffa .. has your mother come home?"

"Not yet ma'am, maybe a little while away."

"He who is Raffa?"

"This is Mr. Raffa, Ma'am."

"Can I help you, Mom?" doni asked while bowing his body a sign of respect.

"Is it okay to talk to you?"

"Of course, ma'am, please tell me what can I help you with?"

Abah and Ani's mother came out to see Doni talking to someone. "What's the hell with Doni?"

"I'm sorry sir, I don't have the heart either. Raffa's mother has not paid her rent for two months, she said her salary was yesterday to pay Raffa's tuition. If the third month is not paid, you will have to move."