What is my fault, sir?

What is my fault, sir?
Pesut Mahakam



Doctor Atha shed tears when he heard the authorities shouting that there were blood stains. His mind had already ascertained if Zain was in the sky at the moment. He proved the last message written yesterday.


Alfian rubbed his brother's arm to calm down. There was a shout from the authorities again after he checked the tires of the car that was not hit by nails, "There's a big dead rat here!"


The big rat was still under the tires of the car. His blood is starting to dry up. They said it was likely that the blood came from a tyre-ridden mouse.


There was a sense of relief in Doctor Atha's heart after seeing the dead rat himself. He rushes, wiping away the tears so that they are not visible. Try to keep your heart calm and think positive.


The car was brought home by Assistant Leo to the workshop. The deflated tire will be checked or patched. Then we will transfer to Zain's apartment.


Doctor Atha remained fixated not getting up from him standing. The car's been towed to the garage. Most of the family went home feeling sad.


Alfian patted her brother's shoulder to provide support. To be more patient and think positively. Not feeling guilty constantly.


"Sir Atha ...!"


"How is this, brother?"


"What, Brother?"


"Where is he now, is this all Brother's fault?"


"Silver innocence, Love and feelings cannot be forced. If Zain decides to leave, that might be his decision."


Alfian said it was true, but his heart could not accept if Zain left because it had something to do with him. Taking a deep breath was all that Doctor Atha did. Confusion and guilt continue to haunt his mind.


"Sister must be aware of one thing in this incident, Wherever Zain is at this time if indeed he is a match Brother for sure it will happen, because of a soul mate, death, death, meetings and partings are only the Almighty who determines."


Back Doctor Atha nodded while breathing deep air. His words always calm the heart. Now he can only pray in his heart that he is always in the protection of the Almighty.


"Let's go home, brother!"


"Hhhhm ...."


This half-day Doctor Atha was not allowed back to the hospital by Alfian. You cannot live alone in an apartment. It is better to live together at home there is Kasep Al who can reduce his heartbreak.


The whole family is still searching since Zain is currently. Now start contacting friends and colleagues who are outside the Jakarta, Bekasi and Bogor area. Only Julio knows who Zain's friends are at school or college.


The next day on the bank of the Mahakam River Samarinda there was a handsome man with black eyes. Wearing jeans and a t-shirt with the words I love Borneo. Sitting was looking at the middle of the river that spread wide.


He was watching two pairs of very rare fish typical of the river. A pair of Mahakam Pesut fish swimming in tandem. A type of mammal that is often called a freshwater dolphin.


Looking with awe because it was not every day that the fish appeared on the surface. With a husband and wife, Doctor May and her husband La Ricco. Bugis young man who works as a doctor as well.


Yesterday was May and La Ricco's wedding day. When Zain receives a call from Dakter May being alone with Doctor Atha breakfast. It turns out that Doctor May invited him specifically to Samarinda.


Fly to Kalimantan Island besides attending weddings. Zain aims to disappear for a moment like the plan proposed by Doctor May. Even tickets and accommodation have been provided by Doctor May.


Zain completely disappeared and disappeared like in the swallow of the earth. No one had left a trace since he came out of Alfian's house. ATM is not used.


He brought a lot of cash. Buy a new phone and number and don't keep anyone's number either. He searched for family information in Jakarta using social media.


Doctor May patted Zain's shoulders resuscitated from her daydream, "Look at the Pesut fish pride of our region just in pairs, you famous female seducer is now languishing standing here," he sneered with a laugh.


"Don't mock, soon I will also catch up with you guys pledge marriage contracts like yesterday" he replied as he continued to follow the fish swimming.


"What do you want to know about Pesut Mahakam?" ask La Ricco.


La Ricco explained that this fish is called mahakam pesut because it is found in the waters of the Mahakam River. Actually, western researchers are more familiar with this animal with the name Irrawaddy Dolphin. This fish lives in tropical rivers and rare animals that are protected by law.


The characteristics of Pesut mahakam have a round head shaped like a tuber. With her two small eyes. Adaptable to muddy water.


The body of the porpoise is gray to old, paler at the bottom and does not have a distinctive pattern. Its back fins are small and rounded behind the mid-back. His forehead is tall and round in shape, there is no snout like other dolphins and his pectoral fins are wide rounded.


Mahakam porpoises move in small flocks. The eyes are not so sharp even though porpoises live in water containing mud. Pesut fish are experts in detecting and avoiding obstacles.


It is likely that this animal uses ultrasonic waves. The goal is to get the location of the echo as done by relatives of sea dolphins. They appear unpredictable by visitors who want to see them in person.


"Waaah means I'm one of the lucky ones huh, Brother Ricco."


"That's right, Bro. You're very lucky this time."


"Maybe they know you're upset so it's aimed at entertaining visitors who are languishing" replied Doctor May accordingly.


Zain simply pursed his lips without answering Doctor May's words. His best friend's words were like mocking. It's just always right when commenting even though it sounds spicy in the ear.


A longing heart feels stifling to the chest. Many times Zain convinced me to be patient. Missing is very heavy because of the distance and time.


Sometimes her little heart wanted to run and immediately wanted to hug her. It's just that the fortress that still exists in the heart of the heart never collapses. The strength of his heart sometimes made him despair.


"When do you want to go home?" ask Doctor May.


"You're throwing me out?" Zain replaced asked curiously.


May's doctor laughed at Zain's emotions. It seems that his longing for grief can no longer be dammed. He was easily ignited by emotions due to a restless heart.


"Don't throw it away either, or do you need to study the fish first in order to get a mate right away?" Back Doctor May sneered while laughing.


"The next day I'm here, I'm going to go to my favorite Author Young Anna's house in Balikpapan."


"Eeee ...?"


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Dear Girl Mr. Agra


Author: Nurma


How it feels to be left for good on your wedding day. A day that should make me happy, but it makes me hurt.


And the beautiful girl must also accept insults and insults, and be stamped as the unlucky girl.


Then suddenly, there was a man who was willing to marry her in order to throw away the misfortune. The man she did not know at all, suddenly became her husband.


Who is that man? And what is their home life? Will love grow in their hearts?