What is my fault, sir?

Hearts Curse

Neng only smiled as she listened to Ani's mother repeatedly tell her about her son enthusiastically, but Neng still imagined about the infotaiment show that interviewed a married couple who looked happy with her beautiful daughter.

When Neng came out of the villa, the sincere feeling that was always instilled in the heart was very difficult to carry out after knowing who exactly the person who had married him in the series, he said, the sincere science he got from SMK teachers while still in school turned out to be god-level science can only be learned but is very difficult to practice.

The pain felt in Neng's heart continued to gnaw on his mind, let alone just imagine when he smiled when he saw his daughter was pierced right in his heart, he loved his wife and daughter very much.

Neng returned to tears as he remembered it all, not caring about Ani's mother who worried him, the heartache of seeing Mr. Al love his wife and daughter so much, he left himself with the son he had just born.

"Neng Mitha, what's the matter, tell your heart to be light!" said Ani's mother sitting next to her.

Neng just shook her head, from the beginning Neng only told the story of her past to Mother Ani but Neng never opened the identity of her sir husband.

The longer Neng was more intrigued, this was when the lowest point of his patience was tested, all this time he had never thought negatively in the least to the father of his son, he had, but while recalling that she had a daughter even four months apart with her son made Neng even more sick, the envy of never being considered there made her even sadder.

For three days Neng was always moody and often crying, even he had not been moved from the surveillance room, still under the observation of the doctor, he said, Ani's mother and all employees are not stopping to encourage Neng to be more patient and not sad anymore, they also do not know what causes Neng to be sad and always moody because Neng does not want to tell anyone.

This afternoon Doctor Obgyn finally recommended that the psychiatrist to be able to see Neng, so that he could be open and willing to tell what happened actually.

But the expert doctor met with Ms. Ani and her employees first for consideration when meeting with Neng, Ani's mother told the doctor the most and hoped to change Neng's sad mind to become more excited.

"Good afternoon, hi Neng Mitha introduce my name Doctor Harry Turmudzi," said the doctor who is the same age as Alfarizi.

"Good afternoon, Doc,"

"Can I sit down?"

Neng just smiled as he nodded his head without answering, even though he had only met for the first time but the doctor was kind and familiar.

"Neng Mitha, is it still painful and painful the former operation?" Neng replied by shaking his head.

"More hurt feelings huh?, joking Neng, can I ask?"

"Please Doc,"

"How did Neng Mitha feel after becoming a parent?"

Neng took a deep breath, his mind felt deadlocked, unable to think clearly so it felt like his tongue could not answer Doctor Harry's question.

"Not to be answered if you are confused,"

Doctor Harry pulled out his cell phone behind his work coat, showing Neng a picture of an adorable one-month-old baby boy.

At first Neng listened to Doctor Harry's story half-heartedly, Neng's eyes immediately staring at his face as he hung up his story.

"Since then I've been trying not to sleep when baby Zain wakes up in the middle of the night, I don't want my son to experience what I went through as a kid, it's enough that I'm living hard and have to bear alone to achieve my goals,"

"You mean Doc?" tanya Neng is increasingly interested in hearing the story of Doctor Harry.

"I was a child in a difficult life Neng Mitha, had to fight hard to achieve goals, but enough I experienced it, I did not want my son like me, I did not want my son, I'll do whatever it takes to get my son the best for his future,"

Neng nodded beginning to understand what he meant, Neng tried to wake up wanting to sit down and more seriously listen to Doctor Harry's story.

"Everyone has different problems and trials hudup but one that is certain God will not give trials beyond the ability of his people,"

"Have you ever experienced the ordeal that made you give up Doc?"

"Once I have experienced it, I have often blamed fate, fate, and been angry at venting out everything around me, but I have lost myself, the broken things of those around me are angry and hurt,"

Neng smiled hearing Doctor Harry tell a fiery story removing the uneg-uneg in his heart.

"Eee by the way why am I even the one who confided in Neng Mitha, I want to interview the beautiful young mother after having a son who has just been born?"

Neng smiled back subconsciously they chatted for almost half an hour.

"Alright tomorrow morning I will see Neng Mitha again, but if Neng can already move to the hospital room, here the visiting time is limited, ok!"

"Yes Doc thank you,"

"I should be the one to thank you, I'm the one who was curated, only this time there was a Doctor who confided to his patient, thank you, tomorrow replace Neng Mitha who confided to me so that I feel innocent,"

Neng simply nodded and smiled back, after Doctor Harry came out of his room, it felt like his heart was starting to return just like when he came out of the villa back then, his heart felt light, suddenly she misses a baby far away from her.

The tightness and heartache in his chest still ached when recalling the father of his son but Neng did not want his son to be going through what he was feeling, he said, do not want people around him will experience the effects of his heartache, eager to throw away the thoughts that always haunt him.

Neng pondered and thought of all the words of Doctor Harry who tried to open his heart that the trials he was going through at this time would definitely be able to pass with patience and try to sincerely, although heavy if you want to try it will certainly be through it.

The initial goal when he came out of the villa began to be remembered again to encourage his heart not to dissolve from sadness, trying to accept the fact that he was only a woman who was not wanted by the father of his son.

Neng began to reorganize his heart, the birthday of his son will he remember as a day that like he was born again to fight for his son in order to live better and will not suffer as he experienced.