What is my fault, sir?

Dangdut Koplo

Alfarizi's reddened eyes held back anger at the thought of Mario and Rangga Sirefar meeting yesterday in the hospital cafeteria. Doctor Mario's name is a name that Alfarizi hates today. He was the one who spent most of his life making big mistakes.

"Al, indeed you know Doctor Maria, why are you angry like this?" ask Dr. Harry in shock.

"But, what does Papi have to do with Doctor Maria?" Neng was also shocked and worried by her husband's changeable attitude.

"Wait ...wait is the name Doctor Mario or Maria?"

"Al You besides cravings what else happened to you, try to read this correctly Doctor Maria, he who had handled a caecar operation when Alfian was born!"

"Sorry Bro I misread, I read earlier Doctor Mario, ok I'm in now!"

"But just worry." Neng took a long breath of relief as she started to calm down and did not look angry.

"Ok Mitha, Brother work again take care of your Mr. Mil his emotions are unstable just tie it on a banana tree if he makes a tantrum, ha ha ha ha!"

"Campret lo, Sister-in-law ...." Alfarizi hit Doctor Harry's shoulder slowly before he left.

Neng and Alfarizi entered the examination room of Doctor Maria who looked neat. There were two sisters who were beside him smiling and nodding, "Good morning Doctor." Alfarizi was courteous.

"Good morning, Mitha, how are you, Alfian, why aren't you coming?"

"Al's healthy, he's still in school. Healthy mom?"

"Mother's healthy. She's Al's Papa?"

"Yes ma'am, meet Alfarizi's name."

"Ok Nak Alfarizi, I am Maria the sister of the pediatrician who often treats your son Al, we regard Mitha and Al like our own daughters and grandchildren, I'm sorry yesterday when you were married I couldn't attend."

"Yes ma'am, thank you for taking care of my wife and son."

"Ok, it's time for us to work, Sister check the beginning of the accident!" doctor Maria's Order.

"Good Doc."

The sisters began to examine Neng from blood pressure, pulse, height, body weight and body temperature. While being examined by the return nurse Doctor Maria asked Neng, "When is Nak Mitha last menstruating?"

"five months ago, Doc."

"Ok is now the tenth date, meaning it's been about six weeks, it should be checked by using the USG alone to be more certain, Sister help Bu Mitha to lie down to the safe bed!"

The sisters help Neng lie on the banker on the bed. Alfarizi followed Neng and stood on the side of Neng's head and clasped his hands. Smiling was happy to accompany his wife in a very important moment today.

The nurse began to give the gel in Neng's stomach after being unbuttoned and gave a blanket from his waist to his feet. Mause in motion in the stomach that there is a gel, the USG screen monitor looks there is a small clot in the middle of the uterus.

"This is her fetal colon still looks small aged only six weeks," said Dr. Maria while continuing to move the mause in Neng's stomach.

"How's Doc, is his baby-to-be healthy?" asked Neng enthusiastically.

"It's appropriate for her gestational age."

Alfarizi's eyes looked at the monitor without blinking. Still holding Neng's hand and glancing at her who was still lying on the bed. Even his mouth could not say a word even if there were the seeds of his love in his wife's womb.

"Now I print the USG photos first can be saved later."

Neng got down from the bed gurney in Alfarizi's aid, Back in the chair in front of Doctor Maria, "Congratulations to you two, are there any complaints?" ask Dr. Maria.

"I have no complaints anyway, Doc.but this is a husband who every day nausea and vomiting, sometimes unstable emotions," Neng told with a smile and glanced at Alfarizi.

Doctor Maria simply smiled hearing Neng's story, "That's called sympathetic pregnancy syndrome."

"What causes sympathetic pregnancy syndrome, Doc?" ask Alfarizi curiously.

"Because of the strong bond between husband and wife that causes this syndrome."

Alfarizi nodded his head in understanding, remembering when Neng asked when pregnant was willing to crav. Now everything happens and he is the one who feels everything that is experienced by pregnant women. There is a sense of relief in the heart can reduce the discomfort that should be in nature.

"I give anti-nausea drugs, vitamins for pregnant women do not forget to eat balanced nutrition, drink milk specifically for pregnant women."

"Yes Doc, thank you," Alfarizi replied as he nodded.

"Remember Mitha, a lot of rest and not much thought, do not let the events of Alfian repeat themselves," advised Doctor Maria who plays the role of mother.

"What does that mean, Doc?" ask Alfarizi.

"Alfian was born prematurely, only seven months old because Mitha was too depressed in her mind and not a little work, she struggled herself tirelessly when there was no Nak Alfarizi by her side," doctor Maria replied again.

It felt like Alfarizi was hit by a huge mace on his body. The pain and tightness in the chest from feeling guilty never disappeared from his heart. It feels like to repeat and turn time when you were in doubt when you first left it.

Without feeling Alfarizi's tears flow without realizing it, until Neng's hand touches his shoulder, "Pi, don't think of anything so cry, right!"

Alfarizi wiped his tears and smiled, "Sorry Papi so baper .. Sorry Doctor."

"It's all over, son. Don't think about it now take good care of your wife and son, everyone was wrong, only the perfect God all humans ever make mistakes, only now how can we improve ourselves."

"Yes ma'am thank you," replied Alfarizi lowered his head with my face.

"All is well Papi, I love you" whispered Neng in her husband's ear. Alfarizi smiled again after getting a whisper of love from his wife.

Doctor Maria smiled hearing Neng whisper but still heard by him, "This is a prescription that must be purchased at the pharmacy for the next month."

After saying goodbye and redeeming the prescription drug Alfarizi intend to eat before going home because breakfast menu chicken porridge Bandung has been drained when vomiting, "Mami, Papi stomach rumbling we eat first yes!"

"What do you want to eat now?"

"Papi pingin eat goat tongseng, goat gulai, sate camping using pieces of lontong and and drinking iced oranges."

"It's Papi's stomach his name is not just a rumble that means Papi's stomach dangdutan, dangdutnya koplo again,"

"Can I dance koplo?"

"Yes the menu wants to eat like that, Papi's stomach is not only rumbling but dangdutan."

"ha ha ha ...."