What is my fault, sir?

By Threat

"Don't I say, you're only mine, no one can have you, you understand that, Sinta!"

"Love, who's Sinta, sir?"

"Have you forgotten your own name?"

Neng only frowned while covered in tears. The fate that in nature is indeed very tragic, in addition to having to marry young, she is also only considered as another woman because she knows the name of others. The longer Alfarizi was more complacent because he embraced Neng's body, finally that night Neng experienced the first night even though by force, lost was the only valuable thing in his life that he had been guarding.

Alfarizi smiled as he fell down beside Neng and wrapped his hands around Neng's stomach, whereas Neng only felt the pain and ache she felt in her intimate area, without daring to move and shift even a little after the event happened. After an hour had passed Neng glanced at Al starting to breathe regularly falling asleep. Slowly want to release and move his hand that is circular at the waist, in the sliding of the hand while gradually to the edge of the bed.

Almost missed the link of Al's hand with his eyes closed he delirious while tightening his arms back. "Please don't leave me!"

Neng's heart ached, considering that her sir husband had mistakenly called her name. His heart was so broken to pieces, Neng could only murmur in the heart whether this is what a marriage should be in nature. Why not as he saw on television or in his village, the couple were smiling happily as they got married.

Without being saddened Neng shed tears, as Al began to hug her again tightly Neng was increasingly unable to move. Al was like deliberately positioning Neng's face on his chest that fielded. Neng could not move his body at all, Neng finally just resigned and fell silent.

It was almost three in the morning Neng could not sleep at all thinking about what he was experiencing at this time, because he felt Al's chest was wet with Neng's tears. Al woke up and felt his chest while looking at Neng's face. Neng just pretended to be fast asleep not even moving a bit.

"Neng, meaning I'm not making love with Sinta, it's worth different it feels like he's still virgin, my God my head is dizzy," murmured Al softly and Neng clearly heard it.

Even though Neng was still awake and listening. He only chose to remain silent while remembering the moment just after Ijab qabul. Wanted out of her father's house with a threat from Asep's father and her husband Alfarizi Zulkarnain.

The flashback

When Neng cried in her room and insisted she would not go with her husband who was forcefully married. Though persuaded and forced to follow him. Neng remained unwilling to come out of his room until Alfarizi Zulkarnain himself entered the room of Ningtiyas Paramitha.

"You really don't want to come with me?" ask Al in a firm voice.

Neng just kept quiet and cried sitting in the corner of her room drowning her face between her knees. Neng had not changed clothes. He still wears a graduation shirt, a toga shirt.

"Hurry and change your clothes, I'll wait in front, if you don't come with me right now, I'll report your father to the police!" threaten Alfarizi while sitting by Neng's bedside.

Neng immediately looked up and saw the man sitting on his bed. Al stared intently at Neng like the eyes of Asep's father who was angry.

Neng grew sobbing, the village girl who had no experience facing others. Just living in the village without experience with the police force. He was immediately frightened, as if he himself would be put in prison.

"As soon as you change clothes, I wait ten minutes to get ready, you don't need to bring clothes, you just carry yourself!"

Neng stood up after Alfarizi came out of the room, taking his only pair of jeans to Asep's father's birthday present for his 17th birthday. He took his mother's T-shirt stored in his closet.

After wearing clothes took a sling bag and and wallet containing his identity and fifty thousand rupiah money. He walked out with a grunt while sobbing. He is forced to follow Alfarizi for fear of his father's threat to go to prison.

Although Asep's father had forced him but Neng still could not bear if Asep's father was in prison. Neng had promised after graduation before arriving home would obey all the words of Asep's father. Neng can only come with Alfarizi wherever he takes her.

Flashback.

Neng became shocked and jolted from her daydreams as Al began to hug her again when it was almost morning. Akhalya Al lulled and again invited Neng to make love because Neng did not wear a thread attached to his body.

"I want you again, wake up!" al said in a hoarse voice as he just woke up.

Like there is a strong magnet in Neng's body for Al after feeling a different sensation through the first night even though Neng was just silent and could not keep up with his game. The pain is increasingly felt Neng, the beautiful shadow of the first night turned out to be just a story that only exists in Korean films that he often watched, now lost hope to pursue ideals. Lost his hope and his future, he now falls into the arms of a man he has never known before.

Al instantly got up and got down from the bed, enveloping the slanted lying Neng curled up while coming out tears nonstop. Al left Neng without a word to walk into the bathroom to clean himself up. Because almost all night Neng could not sleep, his eyes felt heavy, fatigue both born and inner, finally he slept asleep covered in thick sheets and still did not wear a thread on his body.

An hour in the bathroom, out with a fresh body and feels very fresh. He only peeked at Neng who was fast asleep, wearing a suit, picking up a watch and wearing it, wearing his shoes and briefcase. Al left the room and went downstairs to have breakfast prepared by Aunt Minah.

After breakfast Al took the keys to the car in his briefcase and said goodbye to Aunt Minah who was in the kitchen. "Auntie, until ten o'clock my wife doesn't wake up, you wake her up, and show her the clothes in her closet, and bring her breakfast and vitamins!"

"Okay sir" Aunt Minah replied briefly.

Arriving outside the house before entering his car Al called two security officers who were standing guard in front of the villa. "Sir, until I return do not let my wife out of the villa, or no one may enter the villa without my permission, do you understand?"

"Ready sir, carry it out!" answer one of the security.