What is my fault, sir?

Lectured

Today afternoon Neng was still sitting pensively in the hospital bed gurney. He was still on the infusion in his left hand, after giving ASI to his son Alfian and Al with Mother Ani came home to bathe and take a change of clothes. To fill the free time Neng finally busied himself to draw designs and sketches of clothes of various models, including, especially special clothes for boys using HVS paper and pencils are deliberately brought by Ani's mother so that Neng does not think about things reminiscent of the past.

Doctor Harry did not wear the doctor's uniform, carrying his son Zain. He also took his beautiful wife with waist-length hair and his five-year-old first son.

"Good afternoon Neng Geulis Abang came," said Doctor Harry with a smile.

Neng gasped in shock when she saw Harry's doctor with the family coming in, "Eee good afternoon,"

"My sister Mitha introduced her to my wife Ria, Bang Zaqi and Little Zain" Doctor Harry introduced her family.

"Greetings to Ria, my name is Mitha,"

"Hi Mitha how are you?" greeting Rianti while playing with familiar.

"I'm good Brother,"

After a brief chat, Doctor Harry and his two sons left the hospital room. Intentionally letting Neng and Ria talk from heart to heart. Even though her husband did not tell her about Neng's personal problems, Ria could read that Neng had a difficult time that was difficult to forget like she was when she was still sitting on the Junior High School bench.

"Sorry Mitha, even though my husband didn't tell me about you I understand you're going through a difficult time right now,"

Neng looked at Rianti's smiling face, at first Neng hesitated to nod, "Does my face look pitiful Brother?"

Rianti laughed crisply at Neng's innocent question and her face was still innocent. Rianti pulled out her chair sitting next to Neng's bed gurney.

"I had a terrible experience in Junior High" Rianti began telling me about his past.

"What is Brother?" tanya Neng was brief.

"When I was in 7th grade, my mother remarried a man who was 10 years younger than my mother, but after two months of living with us at home, when she was at the market, My stepdad tried to stunt me while I slept,"

"Keep, what happened?"

"My stepfather I kicked the bird with all my might,"

"Waow, was Brother Ria not afraid back then?"

"I was very afraid, but I was reckless, and from that moment on I didn't dare to be home alone until that day my stepfather came in after me while I was in the shower,"

"Where's Ria's mother?"

"That's why Mitha, when I screamed as hard as I could, my mother came home because her phone was missing, but my stepfather had started to be in awe when he saw that I had not worn a single thread,"

"Thank God, Ria's sister was saved?"

"Safe, but--- !"

"What's up, brother?"

"I've seen my stepfather's big snake, I've been traumatized, for almost three months I've been in shock, not going to school, not going out of the room, not interacting with the outside world at all,"

"What happened to my stepfather?"

"My mother demanded a divorce, the marriage lasted only three months, even though my father was not in prison he returned home,"

"How did Ria's sister get up from the depression back then?"

"What does Ria mean, I don't understand?"

"I had to go back to therapy with my husband after a one-year marriage, we were only able to do the first night,"

Instantly Neng was pensive, recalling the first night of her with Mr. Al. It was a very dark night for him, because he did it by force. Even worse, her husband imagined doing it with his legal wife.

"Mitha, why daydream, is this your sketch, so good?" rianti asked after seeing a sketch paper beside the pillow.

"So my sister, than I think negatively,"

"This is very good you know, it needs to be developed this, why you don't go to college again at my campus, even though I already have two children I'm in college again,"

"At Kak Ria's campus there is a fashion designer major?"

"There dong, now still receiving second wave freshmen, I'll drop you off the list,"

"Yes Kak, I want a list of lectures, please guidance Kak!"

"Surely from now on I will also consider you my own sister."

Two weeks after the meeting between Neng and Rianti. They are getting closer and supporting each other. The story goes from heart to heart, but Neng still never told anyone about the identity of her Papi Alfian.

This Monday Rianti drove Neng to enroll in a private college not far from the city they live in. After Neng got permission from Ani's mother they set out to bring their own car. Rianti used her luxury car as a birthday gift from her husband Doctor Harry, while Neng used her flagship pic-up car.

Arriving at the campus, many eyes looked at Neng in wonder. A beautiful woman but not shy about using a pic-up car as her vehicle. Neng just waltzed away without feeling awkward.

"Mitha, take a look at the many students looking at you, just try using my car!" rianti said while walking in Neng's hand.

"Leave it alone, sister, I'm more comfortable wearing my own moustache car,"

"There are many rich and pretentious students, sometimes they like nyinyir,"

"Let's go straight to the list, I'm not used to leaving my son Al too long,"

Slowly but surely Neng's confection began to develop. Now the number of employees is 15 people, Neng began to major in accordance with his ideals. During the lecture the confection could run smoothly because Mpok Atun who represented Neng was watching him.

On campus Neng rarely mingle with his campus friends. Neng had a close friend named Desi Susanti a girl from the village who went to college while working odd jobs. Desi's determination to achieve his goals is very big because he wants to change the economy of his family mediocre.

Nearly a semester passed and Neng spent time studying. Worked to take care of the confection, and took care of Al affectionately. Neng just sits in the library or in the cafeteria on the sidelines of his free time while on campus.

Neng enjoyed being alone in the campus cafeteria at recess because Desi was in the library to borrow books. There were two students watching Neng from a distance. Almost two months this one of them often noticed Neng secretly while in the cafeteria or in the library.

Desi came to join him sitting next to Neng while carrying a bowl of meatballs, "Mitha look, the guy sitting at the end table is watching you all the time!"

"You've all had a glance at a guy, quickly eat your meatballs will be cold!"

"Aren't you curious, look, cute lo the guy?"

"Okay, I'm lazy, just make you please wrap it up!" answer Neng briefly.

"You're bad, rice times are wrapped."