Wedding Story's

Eighty (broken heart of a mother)

Anxiety has haunted me since. How not, it's almost 9 in the morning but Nana has not come. He promised to accompany me to Fiona's school.

Since last night I have not been able to sleep well. The feeling of being unsettled for leaving children even though I know that children will be fine because they are in the care of good people. But, still a mother will remain anxious if she has not ascertained the condition of her child with her eyes directly.

My eyes lit up as I watched my hospital doorknob open. I think Nana, it turns out that the one who came in was a nurse with her friendly smile that these two days was in charge of me.

" Arenata's mom complaining?"

I shook my head while smiling kindly in response to the nurse's question "Sus, can I get out this morning?" ask the nurse who was busy checking the infusion hanging in place.

" Wait for the doctor's decision. The doctor said he wanted to observe first. This morning it seems not to be"

I moaned disappointed to hear the story of the suter. do I have to miss the important event Fiona.

" Sus, if you go out first?"

the nurse I saw frowned in disbelief.Maybe she was a little upset with a patient who wanted as much as me.

" Come on, I want to attend my son's show at school. I'm afraid he's disappointed that I'm not present"

" I don't have the authority over mom completely ma'am, I'm sorry. But later try to ask the doctor" replied the nurse kindly. Of course it makes my smile bloom instantly.

" Ask the doctor immediately huh sus" I asked once again.

" Yes ma'am"

" No show out this morning ya Re"

I turned my gaze to the source of the voice that arrived there. It turned out that there was Nana who entered with some paper bag in her hand.

" Doctor Fani has called. At the earliest you can go out in the afternoon, so there is no need to seduce her sister"

I pursed my lips to hear Nana's words. The nurse smiled and saw Nana who came with her ban.

" I'll excuse you, Miss Renata, if there's any need to call me back"

I just nodded in response to the nurse.My mood this morning was broken again, but the spirit was able to come out. But it seems that it should now be extinct because of Nana.

" Nih eat first. haven't eaten yet, right?" tawar nana's. I shook my head. I have no interest in eating this time. My meal napsu disappeared to where.

" Na, go to Fiona's school" I said

" I will not forbid you to meet your son Re. But come on, try to understand your current situation and condition"

" But na, if the afternoon has disbanded the event at school" I tried to give understanding to Nana. Where there is an event to receive reports until the afternoon, especially this SD child.

Nana was silent not responding to my words. I kept watching him who was busy unpacking the paper bag he was carrying earlier.

" Now eat first. Do not refuse.if you want to get out of here quickly" said nana anarchis. indeed tuh jenglot drop where ever sweet when talking.

I shook my head, let's just say that acting for a weapon knocked out Nana to let me get out of this boring hospital.

" Yesudah, refusing to eat means opening up opportunities to add days here, the longer out of this hospital, meaning the longer it takes to meet children"

" I'm already healthy Na. want to do it again here" I said a little careless

" You want to teach the doctors here that if you're healthy, they won't hold back your return. Try to understand a little Re. Fiona's there won't be any shortage of people who love her. She must have a companion to take her Report. Without having you"

the word Nana honestly slightly scratched my heart. Tears also show my sadness "Fiona is not a biological child who runs away from my womb. But, I love her Na."

" Hix.. I'm sad Na, when separated from Fiona. I always worried every second, What fiona has eaten, is she healthy there. But I can't do what Na"

I said in Nana's arms "I'm always worried about her situation Na" My sob

Nana rubbed my back patiently

" I'm sorry Re. I didn't mean it at all"

" Later in the afternoon we go to your in-laws' house, to meet fiona" said Nana to calm me down.

****

" From the observation, Bu Renata's condition can be said to be fine. But must keep a lot of rest. Do not do too much heavy activity and keep the diet"

While Nana takes care of the administration, I am ready to tidy up the items that are brought while I am in care here. Not too much indeed, but let me do it, so that after Nana comes we can go directly to Mama's House.

" Why so much activity was Re.?" I was worried about Nana who had just arrived

I smiled "It's ready Na. We can go straight to Mama's house, right?"

Nana's head bobbing "Fayyadh same faza want to be picked up first or not?"

I thought for a moment "Don't Na. Later they are difficult to bring home when they have met his father" Lirihku.

" Yes, let them meet Re's father. Where can you ban"

I shook my head "If he loves his children he must come for jengukin Na. But what, once never" Lirihku remembers the fadil brother who never came to visit at all. Not for me at least for fayyadh and faza who still need the figure of his father.

" You know, Na. Fayyadh until carried away the dream because he missed his father. But I can't do anything. I'm sad to see a son hold back his longing for his father"

" it's over, he said he'd meet Fiona. Now we go there. "

" Mother's spirit" said Nana who slightly dispelled my sadness.

****

The car that Nana was driving stopped right in the front yard of Kak Fadil's house. The house I have always missed lately. I lived and became part of this house. But now there are only memories. Which should be remembered or even forgotten.

my smile continued to feel impatient. After a long time I will finally meet my beautiful son Fiona. He must have missed me too. It's not impatient.

" It seems they want to go, Na" I said softly when I saw Mama by holding a fiona that was wrapped in her favorite knee-length pink dress. I still remember, that dress I bought it at that time. And finally the dress became one of Fiona's flagship dresses.

" Then we want to how. Down or not?"

" It looks like we're just going home Na. There Fiona turns out to be happy with her new mother" I said when I saw Fiona laughing freely with her new wife.

My eyes can't see the car that just went to take Fiona anywhere. They seem to be happy without me. All this time I was wrong, it turned out that only I felt the longing and loneliness of parting with Fiona. But it seemed, he had already so quickly accepted a new person, Again.

I should have been self-conscious. I was just a new person coming into Fiona's heart, too. That little girl used to very easily put her heart to me. Fiona just needs love from a woman, because that's not what she gets from her own real mother.

" I should have understood this from wal Na" My tears could no longer be contained. I don't think Fiona loves anyone but me. But in fact, never mind.

Nana rubbed my hand gently "don't cry anymore Re. The doctor said not too much thought either."

" I'm sick Na"

Tok

the sound of a knock on the car window woke me up. Nana opened the window of her car and saw there the security guard of the house, Mr. Waluyo his name.

" Mr Renata" He was friendly after the windshield opened and he saw my face and Nana's.

" Hehe yes sir. How's it going, healthy?" Ask kindly

"Alhamdulillah mbak"

" Oh yes, by the way, who would like to see. At home empty. Lady Oma just left with Fiona" explained Mr. Waluyo

" Yes sir. I was going to meet Fiona, because she was kangen" I said with a big smile. In fact, in his heart was broken

I frowned to see the face of Mr. Waluyo who arrived suddenly changed heartily "Mister Fadil entered the hospital Ma'am. I have been in and out of the hospital a few times. That was Miss Oma going to see Mr. Fadil's condition"

I'm surprised "What pain does Mas Fadil have, sir?" I'm panicking

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