Wedding Story's

Seventy-five (What's the matter?)

Tonight is the third night I sleep in the fiona room, but the owner is not in it. Fiona's really missing the news now. Fadil really didn't give me access to meet with Fiona.

How many times have I persuaded my sister to bring Fiona home, but she did not heed my request. My life now feels so bland. I want to admit whatever it feels like there is no passion. Just in front of the fayyadh and the faza I try to be as normal as possible. I don't want them to feel neglected by me.

The sound of an open door distracts me from my daydream. Apparently there was a fadil brother with a glass of white milk. I just remember not drinking pregnant milk tonight. I told you I have no passion for anything. Fortunately, brother Fadil still wants to care about me even though his cold attitude still dominates.

" In drinking milk" said sak fadil and put a glass of milk that was carried earlier on the nightstand next to the fiona bed that I now occupy.

" I can die if I have to keep gini mas" Iirihku who made kak fadil stop his footsteps who were about to come out of the room fiona.

" Take fiona home, I beg you" I asked again.

" For a long time you will get used to it without fiona. And you also have to get used to it without me" said big brother by slowing down his last sentence. After that go outside the room.

I'm still trying to digest the sentence that fadil just said. What does it mean to say that. Be that as it may.

I grabbed a glass of milk that was brought by fadil's brother. The fetus in my stomach is not wrong. He should not have been a victim of the selfishness of his mother.

The ringing of the cell phone stopped the milk from the glass I had just drank half. There is the name of Nana who made the incoming call.

I swiped the green button without getting excited.

" Why na?" Much

" Boy went to Re's hospital. He was in an accident during a customer order" replied Nana not relaxed from a phone call there. I know he's panicking.

I scrunched my forehead in wonder. Because the business of delivering customer orders already has a special worker. " How can. Boy, is it business in the cafe?"

Nana breathed a long sigh from behind the phone." I will definitely be re. Now you can come to the hospital?"

I weighed before answering. I'm actually lazy to get out now. Add my body again lemes. But this should be my responsibility. It is not the duty of Nana "Yes Na. You sent me his hospital address. I'm ready to be there" I finally broke up.

****

Out of the room in a neat appearance invites question marks from mama and sister fadil who again play together fayyadh and faza. Although only mama who let out her voice to ask, but I can see the look on the face of the fadil brother who was curious as well.

" Cafes employees there are accidents when they write orders ma. So Renata wants to nengokin's condition. Because it's the cafe's responsibility. Accident over the cafe." I obviously did to mama.

" innalallahi. Children should not be brought with them. Not well. There's a hive of disease" Mama continued to tell.

I nodded "I'm sorry renata has taken care of my mama yes" I said unpleasantly.

" They're mama's grandchildren if you forget. Where might mama object" said mama while chuckling.

" Nda. bobo.nda" Rengek fayyadh who turns out to have just realized that I want to go. Just wanted a sudden farewell fayyadh ask in nina boboin first. Habits of children if they want to sleep like in their mother's kelonin first. I remember Fiona again. What is he now.

" ndaaa" Rengek fayyadh who woke me from my daydream.

" Yes bang.why son?" I asked gently while lifting the fayyadh to my sling. Even though it has often been prohibited by the father of children to not lift heavy weights, including carrying children. But sometimes not papa.

" Fayyadh has no need to be carried" said kak fayyadh without taking his eyes off the flat screen in his hands.

Nah kan. Did I say definitely at the protests.

" Your boboo brother same father first may?. Mother wants to work first.  Just a moment baby" I said softly to fayyadh.  I hope he understands.

Fayyadh. She even tightened her embrace deeper and hid her face in the recess of my neck. " Nda auu.." Whimper fayyadh.

" Yaudah. We're bobo in the room yeah." Fayyadh nodded weakly. It was acute sleepiness.

****

After I called Nana if I did not go to the hospital because the fayyadh suddenly did not want to leave, this is where I am now. Accompanying my two children who have been sleeping quietly in dreamland.

Faza was followed to the room between his father because he was sleepy. After drinking milk finally faza also followed his brother to dreamland. Fayyadh same faza it's only 5 months different. Fayyadh. But fayyadh has been very tired unfortunately the same faza his sister.

" Where are you going?" I asked the fadil brother who had been ready to go. Now it's neat.

" There's a business for a while" replied the fadil's brother who was combing his wet hair. Very habitual.

"Here deh mas, her hair let me want it first" I told fadil's sister.

Aware of feeling her hair too wet, the fadil brother approached me with a towel to dry her hair.

Fadil's sister squatted downstairs so I could dry her hair easily. Bad habits, but this is the moment I like the most. Drying husband's hair.

" Well, there's no lonely fiona. I miss his voice. Call mbak fania mas." I pleaded with my brother fadil with great hope.

" It was re. If Fiona is not at home there she must ask to go home" Sahut kak fadil.

I'm speechless. Withstanding the pain in my heart. Fadil's sister stood up from her squat and received the towel I had used to dry her hair.

" I'm going first. Heart at home. Mama's out for a second" said the fadil. Afterwards he went out of the room after returning the towel to its original place.

Something is missing. There was no brief kiss on the forehead before the exit. There was no gentle rubbing on his head because he was willing to dry his hair. You changed again. What's up?.

****

The twang of the unpretentious spoon with a plate accompanies the silence of lunch ahead of my afternoon this time.The child is still sleeping from 1 hour ago. maybe because of the weather out there.

Mama has not returned home after leaving said kak fadil. there may be an important sudden affair.or go to the office papa I do not know. Ma'am who helps at home is also back home.maybe the day after only come back again.again I remember the same fiona, usually if it's quiet again gini I like girls time with him. But now it's just my wish.

Ringing the phone at the table makes me a little jump in shock. it turns out Nana who called. I was suddenly worried, afraid of the situation Boy nge drop.

" Boy why na?" Ask me directly. without saying hello to the stale base first.

" Lo go to the hospital. But why not go to Boy's room?" Ask Nana from the other end of the phone.

I scrunched my forehead confused "No na. Children can not stay, this I eat at home again" I explained

" Who did I see in the hospital canteen who was Re?. Brother fadil same fiona keeps girl. I guess it's elo"

My heart rumbles to hear Nana say "Lo sure it's a fickle sis?" I asked again to make sure.

" Related Re. There is also fiona "nana sahut

" Can you take a picture of Na?" I'm shriveled

" I've gone Re. I thought it was lo. But I wonder why I didn't go into Boy's room. That's why I called elo"

My chest is rumbling more and more "Uda first ya Na. Faza cried "Alibiku and immediately decided on a one-sided call.

What the hell is this?.