Wedding Story's

Fifty-Two (Fire)

From four in the morning, I have been back and forth to the bathroom, to vomit stomach contents that actually come out only limited to liquid. My worries happened too. What Nana said yesterday now happened, after doing the test earlier, the result was two lines. Which means positive, I'm back in pregnancy now.

I do not deny, if the fetus that I am now carrying I do not really want. But he has grown, which means God trusts me one more creature to care for and raise.

It's 8 o'clock in the morning, but I'm still lying weakly in fiona's dora emon-lined mattress. The voice of the son and his father has not been heard by me at all. Indeed, today is a Sunday which means that fiona is off to school and kak fadil is also off today.

" Geez, the house is still a mess at this hour"

Samar I heard a voice from outside the room. What I believe is the voice of my mother. This morning we visited, tumben once.

I tried to force myself to get out of the room to see my mother-in-law

" your wife where the hell is fadil. At this time breakfast is not yet available, the house is still scattered, the child has not been bathed. Not being a wife"

I was shocked to hear the nagging mama who was sitting in the living room together with my two children and fadil brother. It turns out that just returned home running in the morning, seen from the sports clothes worn fadil and fiona. Fayyadh must also be brought, where to miss him

" Maa" Sapaku weakly tried to be as courteous as possible, having joined them

" The clock just woke up. Pantesan is not ready yet. Can not take care of the husband's own children, but belaga want to separate the house from the parents, refuse facilities from the parents anyway"

It hurts the talk that my mother made, plus there is no defense from her own husband. I know my sister must know I vomited at dawn earlier, she also knows if I'm no good now. Why the presence of the fetus that I carry now grows when the parents are no good.

" Amafin rere ma. Yaudah rere cook for breakfast first yes"

" No need. Your son has breakfast porridge outside"

I undo my intention to force myself to cook for breakfast. I know it's my fault. But this is not my wish, usually also at this time the food for breakfast is neatly arranged on the table. The house is neat. But because today the condition of the body is not supportive so the work of the house is abandoned, but in the eyes of my mother I must every day neglect the work as it is now.

" Grandson oma dear, shower gih. He said he was going to the house, right?" Mama said softly to fiona

Fiona then stood up leaving us in silence there was only a fayyadh babble that was in the lap of his omens. At least I'm glad you don't hate fayyadh, because you hate the same mama.

" Mother, sister bathe meuu" said fiona spirit towards me

" Stacking her dress shirt fayyadh. Mama wants to bring fayyadh to the house"

I was shocked to hear my mom. How can you bring fayyadh who incidentally still suckle "Later fayyadh ngerepotin mama if fussy ma" Refuse me subtly.

" You pump your breast milk, make mama take it home. Make fayyadh if you are thirsty again. You should be grateful that you bring fayyadh, you can leave at home no one bothers you"

I can no longer reason. Wherever the fayyadh is the grandson of the mother, I cannot forbid the omanya bring her own grandson.

Mama went to the room with a fayyadh made in bath. Fiona is ready to go to her house. He seemed very enthusiastic.

" Don't you say anything for a minute?" Lirihku begged fadil.now we are both in the living room.

Brother Fadil stood up as I sat a little close to him "I want to take a shower. Want to bring mom and son home."

I was silent when my brother walked into the room. It hurts so bad in God.

I walk around the room cake, make fadil clothes, put them on after shower.

Sis fadil came out of the room with a fresher condition, and took the clothes that I had prepared on the bed.

" Mum, rere would say. Dengerin just a moment" My asking was weak.

" You don't know there's a mom right now. Don't argue with re!" Sis fadil

I gasped to hear the slow but heart-pounding snapping of fadil

" Rest in pain. Do not need to be forced" Ketus kak fadil see me who daritadi see kak fadil do not want to escape after the scene snapped it

" Dad, brother is equally ready"

My words were cut off because of Fiona's scream from out there.

" I want to go "Said Brother Fadil and came out of the room leaving me who was already sitting weakly on the bed

" Which wife are you"

" Rere's not feeling well anymore"

" The reason he was just lazy at home, there was no courtesy as in-laws. In-laws want to go home instead of anterine or something just stale"

I heard all the sadistic words from my mother about me. It's okay, anyway I have to get used to the spicy speech from mama.

" Let's tell dad about your presence, son. Healthy healthy in your stomach" Lirihku while gently rubbing my stomach.

****

Sweat soaked my clothes, I was still in bed. It turns out I had a nightmare that felt very real.

I wiped away my tears that were still flowing because the dream effect was still felt until now

With trembling hands I grabbed a long flat object that was on the table near the bed to call my brother fadil.

Several times the call is not connected, and finally in the call to 10 call is connected.

" *Hello mas"

" Why, I'm on the street. again drive this don't on the phone*" Ketus kak fadil from the end of the call there

" Dad, you go home hiks, rere is scared at home now" Isak ku who felt my fear is becoming more and more so now

" *Nevent spoiled deh re. I still have an office job to do now"

" But mas, rere taku"

" It is yes. I'm matiin*"

Fadil's brother cut my words and cut his call unilaterally

Not sure what I feel now, but do not know why I feel afraid at home alone now, what because it is still carried away by dreams I also do not know.

I leaned my body on the head of the bed lamenting my fate in the silence that it is today. If I have chosen love, I want to go back to my time as a little daughter of my father and mother. Not that I regret the favors I have now, but I don't think I can afford to be given the kayak ordeal anymore.

" Where's the smoke?" my monologue when I see smoke from between the doors of my room.

I walked out of the room to see where the smoke came from. As soon as I got outside the room, I was surprised to see the living room filled with fire and smoke.

I tried to get out but now I'm under fire.

" Please" I shouted for help

Now I find it hard to breathe. My chest feels claustrophobic "You are strong, baby" Lirihku rubbed my flat stomach

" Pleasehhh, mas fadil pleasehh rerehh" Lirihku was brick-styled

After being surrounded by smoke for too long, I feel like I am no longer strong. Since there was no more air supply, I finally collapsed and lost consciousness. And the next moment I didn't know what else was going on.