
Dead I forced the rice into my mouth. In the silence tonight, my eyes are still awake finishing my meal that was not finished. Actually I want to eat gado gado, but where there is a gado gado seller at midnight like this. As a result I only eat white rice without any other frills.
Eating in a state of crying. That's how I am now. I remember a long time ago, my mother was sick when the accuracy of my money was not there at all. I cried at midnight, no place to complain. Just like now there is no place for complaints, and there is no place to go home. Miris.
" Geek, I'm full. But just a little "question me to the baby that is in my stomach
I remember tomorrow was my schedule to scrape the baby, but fadil's sister would not take me
In the midst of my busyness to talk to the baby in my stomach, I heard footsteps towards the dining table. Sure enough, it turns out fadil.
" You want to eat a mas?" many weak. Because even after eating my body still feels weak
" I made fried rice, huh?" My bargain was enthusiastic
I was preparing for the kitchen, but just 3 steps, my legs were weak. Fortunately there was a fadil brother who quickly accommodated me
" If taking care of yourself is not willing, do not want to take care of others" he said ketus
On his papa I went to the room "Rere doesn't want to go to the mas room" Reject me.
kak fadil stopped his steps that automatically I also stopped my steps
" I'd like to see fiona, just for a second" I pleaded with the fadil's brother.
" Have re, just enjoy your solitude. That's what you want. I'm just following what you want . Aren't you tired of taking care of fiona and cape being a wife?"
I shook my head quickly "You're misunderstanding mas."
" I don't want to fight with you in the middle of the night like this Re. Let me take you to the room" Prasang kak fadil
I smiled blandly towards the fadil brother "Who the hell would fight. I don't want to either. I'm tired" I said
Now fadil's brother has let go of his hold on me "You brought fiona to meet fania, didn't tell me. Fiona's attitude also changed to me, I hurt myself" I explained with a sobbing
" Yes, fiona met her real mama" replied the fadil relaxed
My issue is getting louder when I hear the answer fadil brother "If it is my fault that big, just bring me back mas" said I steadily. I can no longer say the word
Brother fadil slanted smile to hear my request "Where to go home?, you are a kara now" he said trivially.
Be ill. It hurts. Even though what you say is true, my heart still cannot accept it
my head was getting heavier, my vision was starting to blur. The next moment the world turned dark. And I don't know what else happened.
****
I woke up in a room that was all white, I saw my hand was attached to the infusion. Brarti last night I was taken straight to the hospital
I massaged my nose. My head still feels a little dizzy.
The door at the end of it opened, revealing a doctor and also a nurse "Good morning mother" said the female doctor was friendly
I smiled in response to her greeting "Doctor, my baby is not papa right?" Ask me to worry
The doctor smiled" The baby was strong. But the bundle must also be strong dong Ya. Don't stress, just as much as eating is guarded" said the doctor reminded me
" When can I go home, Doc?" Ask me again
" Later if the infusion is up, and the state of the mother is possible, can go home immediately" explained the doctor
" I'll excuse you first. Healthy healthy" said the doctor after checking my condition
After the departure of the doctor and the nurse, the mother came with her panicked face
" Why did you get into the hospital, baby?" Ask her a scene
I smiled to see her panicked mom was amazing. The shadow of a fierce mother-in-law as her daughter-in-law as in soap opera does not apply at all to my mother-in-law
" It's my way into the hospital ma" I replied
" You if there is a household problem, the same story Mama Re" said mama. now mama has sat on the chair near the bed where I lay
I frowned at me. Where do you know that I think there is another problem with my fadil
" Fadil told me all the same mama, last night re"
" Fadil loves you. Only the fadil is a hard and firm stand. One more thing, he is easily offended" explained mama
" Mas fadil does not love me ma" said I who did not dare to look at mama
Mama holds my hand "Fadil mama re's son, mama knows well how fadil" explained mama
I turned my gaze towards mama "lately Kak Mas Fadil often met mbak fania, even bring fiona also "my isak.
My mother was surprised to hear my words. Already I suspect kak fadil will not tell about fania to mama
" Mas fadil hasn't told me about that yet, has he?" Tanyaku.
" Ma, Rere wants to split up, let's..".
" Re, what are you talking about. Remember your son" Mama cut down
" There's no more reason rere survive ma. Rere tired. Plus fiona already do not like the same rere" I told mama
" Experience is indeed the child" growled mama
" Remember your dear child. Find a way out, Mama will support you continue "Say mama encouraged me
" Ma, I'd like to talk to you both Rere. Can you?" Fadil's brother came to stop my conversation and mama
Mama got up from her seat "Solve your fadil problems. Even mama loves Renata more than a son of a bitch like you" said mama before going out
" Re.." call brother fadil
I'm just fucking. I don't want to look at him. Let my eyes go somewhere else
" I'm sorry "
" As always, my job is to forgive you when you make a mistake and apologize" I replied still reluctant to see kak fadil
" My heart was worried re, after the presence of fania"
I went back to crying "It's because you don't love me the same mas" I said
" I love you re, but my heart can't lie that I still feel the same way"
It hurts when the husband himself admits that there is still a sense of the same other woman
I'm gonna stare at the fadil's brother " Keep rere must how mas?" Tanyaku. Honestly, my mind is so tired of all this.
" Please help me defend our household Re. I beg you "Have my hand tightly
My heart weakens when I see the eyes of the fadil watery. if asked the heart, I also do not want my household destroyed that impact on children
" You have to promise to change?" I asked finally
Fadil nodded quickly
" And one more thing, if I have a wrong reprimand I mas hyks. Don't punish me like yesterday" I'm still crying. The shadow of the fickle brother silenced me deeply to hurt my heart.
" I'm sorry re" said the fadil sis again as she kissed my hand
" One more, Fiona why suddenly changed the same as me mas" I asked sadly
Sis fadil shook her head "I don't know either. But all the way home last night, Fiona kept telling me she didn't want a sister" Fadil said.
I don't know what happened to Fiona. But my feelings must be due to fania.Dasih want that one woman. I used to leave Fiona, now why come again
" You can definitely take the heart of fiona again" said fadil encouraged me
" You help me, my son" I asked weakly
" Yes mother must be"
Big brother fadil's hand turned to rub my stomach "dad's son here how are you?" He asked her to bring her face closer to mine
" I'm sorry your nyuekin father is the same mother, baby. Exit your mother if you talk dislike heart "fadil brother fights on her child
I remember what my mother said earlier, fadil really hurt by my words "Am sorry Rere mas" said I as I looked at her inside
" Happy" he answered, playing one of his eyes
If this is how I become happy, the jail nature that I missed is back. I pray that his perverted brain doesn't come back. Because when it comes, it's hard to handle it.