
This all-white room seemed narrow, making my chest feel tight. How not, here it turns out to have gathered fania, mama and sister fadil lying in the hospital gurney. Whatever happened to him, I don't think about it now.
" Sister, go home with mommy, son?" Take me to Fiona without caring about the gaze of everyone in this room.
Fiona shook her head "Sister still misses dad"
Collapsed my defense, my tears again flowed back on the cheeks, is now the time for fiona to leave me too.
" This will want all of you to take away all my happiness. If yes. Congratulations you have succeeded"
" Renata, dengerin mama dul-"
I looked at my mother with watery eyes "What ma, What must rere horrified. Mama who is silent turns out to know the existence of mas fadil yes?"
" Or the real mama already ngerestuin mas fadil relationship with fania?" continued
" OR!"
Fadil's sister yelled to stop me from cornering mom. Not that I'm not being polite, but why did you have to hide this from me.
" Why, really, right?" Lirihku while calming fayyadh who was surprised to wake up from his sleep because of snapping fadil feet.
" Na, my head is dizzy. Please take me away from here" I said softly to Nana who had just been silent. I'm a little unwell for bringing nana too deep into my household business.
Nana came up to me "Here's the fayyadh re, let's be with me"
I hand over the fayyadh to nana. Because honestly my head suddenly dizzy. I'm afraid fayyadh fell out of my sling.
I squatted to align my height with fiona who was crying softly. I realize, even though he is still a child, but he already understands about his parents who are not good either
" Sister" Call me soft. But fiona still reluctantly raised her head and looked at me.
" Liat mother dear" Lirihku tried to hold back my crying so as not to be heard.
Fiona raised her head slowly and looked at me "Sister doesn't want to go home with mommy, why baby. Because you can't buy a good toy for your sister, can you?"
Fiona immediately shook her head quickly and hugged my neck tightly "Mother apologize yes, it has been difficult to stay with my mother. Now mommy freelance sister to come with mom yes son"
" Hiks no, sister does not want to be with mom. Brother wants to be the same mother, but want the same father too" Reject fiona.
I gently pull fiona to want to look at me "Can't do that, sister, mom is her birth mother, so sister should love mama fania like sister love same mother"
" Don't cry yes, Later his clothes mother anterin sister to the house oma. Good sister well, do not forget mother" I wiped her tears that had flooded. It shouldn't be fiona, he's too small to understand this. But the circumstances forced.
" Come na" Take me to nana. I couldn't stay in this room for long.
" Renata, wait" Call fania stop my steps
I looked at him with my tired eyes "What else, fadil already, fiona already, what else do you want?"
" Help listen to my explanation" he said
I rolled my eyes tired of "What other explanation, everything is clear with you inviting me here right?"
" Re, son, you used to" Now my mom has convinced me. Why be so soft again. Not that I've been snoozing into me lately.
" My son hasn't been well in the hospital for too long" I said, arguing.
" That's my son also re" Brother fadil answered my words quickly
" Please yes, stop this drama. That's enough, let me be happy with my son now"
" Renata, please 10 minutes no more" Pinta fania pleaded
" 5 minutes or nothing" I relented finally giving the opportunity to talk.
" But before, let your friend take Fiona out for a while"
I nodded, indeed Fiona should not have heard all this from earlier. I asked Nana for help to bring fiona and fayyadh out for a while, after all, not for only 5 minutes.
" 5 minutes from now "I'm lazy
"Please don't cut, let 5 minutes not wasted" he said
" I want to be honest re, actually the child that I bear now is not a fadil child, it's just my wits just let the fadil want to not have to marry me. I envy why fadil can be happy without me now, I am used to being chased and always expected fadil, so I trap him. Let him not get away from me"
I was shocked to hear Fania's confession, but I still kept faithfully hearing her explanation.
" But, after I noticed, you are very dear and sincere with fiona, I became sorry to ruin your happiness. A woman who willingly loves a child who is not her flesh and blood with her whole heart"
" So re, I'm just as fadil nothing up until now, just as a mortal parent"
" I was in a re accident" replied mas fadil weakly
" Re, mama witnesses if the fadil actually wants to go to the hospital, when mama ngabarin you already want to worry. But, not how long mama can call if fadil has a car accident that is quite severe"
I shut my mouth can't believe this is why my brother was in the hospital
" That's why you said if your son is an orphan, you're angry. Because at that time his condition was critical. Mama was afraid that your words would be a do'a" Mama explained with tears flooding in.
I approached the mama who looked fragile "I'm sorry rere ma. rere didn't know it happened" I said feeling guilty.
" last week I went to your house, it was a new fadil siuman from his coma and immediately nyariin you renata. But you won't listen to me" said fania, making me feel more guilty.
I saw a silent fadil brother lying down "Amafin rere mas" I said slowly. I felt ashamed to be angry earlier, as if I were the most hurt.
" Here re" call brother fadil weak
I looked at my mom for approval. Mama nodded her head. I stepped slowly closer towards the fadil.
" Why skinny gini?"
I saw my tubub from the top to the bottom. Oh yeah, I'm a little skinny now.
" Eat the heart" answered me origin
Sis fadil chuckles "Pantsan, where full" Ledeknya
" you don't miss me re, don't want to hug that?"
My cheeks now must have been red now "There is a mama yes mas, no need to be strange strange" I said slowly
" Mama's been out with fania"
I looked straight back. Sure enough, in this room right now there's just me as big brother fadil. When did mom get out.
Brother Fadil pulled me to get closer to his embrace "Mah what the hell, I'm still angry huh. You should be clear everything is the same as me"
" Want to explain which one more. It's all clear, you're not happy without me"
I reflexively pinched her stomach "Aduhh duhhh hurt wound I was re" .
I suddenly straightened from the one leaning against the chest of the big brother because of the act "Rere does not know, which one hurts to see"
" this is re" said the fadil brother while pointing to his right cheek
I round my eyes. It can be in a joke when people are hanging
" Here re" Call the soft fadil, I'm going to melt.
I got closer and pulled him so I could lean back into his chest. Fadil's brother had sat a little because his hospital gurney was in a little up.
" Re kangen tau mas" aduku on fadil's brother
Fadil's sister gently rubbed my hair. The thing I miss the most all this time "I'm sorry I did, I've made your tears fall again and again"
" Don't go away again" I said
Sister Fadil peeked at the top of my old head "I promise you dear"
" ohh gini nih, it's better if the child is neglected"
I immediately stood up from my very comfortable seat earlier when I heard the words of Nana who had just come by holding a fayyadh
I smiled bad at nana "Thank you onty nana, take care of your child's mother rere" I said mimicking the voice of a child
" I pamit re, take care of your little family" Pamit nana after handing the fayyadh to me.
" Mum" called me to the fadil sis who could not escape the sight of the handsome baby I was carrying now.
I smiled "Muhammad Fayyadh Fulif, as you see fit"
Fadil's sister smiled warmly "want to hold a sling?" I asked who was directly in Anguki kak fadil enthusiast
" I'm pregnant, I'm worried about myself, but his face is similar in all of you mas" I said a little did not accept
Sis fadil smiles proudly "My superior seed is re. No papa yes, we did this again, who knows your version was born" he said without sin
I suddenly round my eyes, he could have thought until there. Fayyadh aja has not even 1 month, already want to add again. Basic man, want to feel good, do not think of the pain of women like what.