Wedding Story's

Twenty-five (Barrels)

It's been a week brother fadil silenced me . I always try to talk to fadil but not at all in the gubris.

This morning I was determined my problems with my fadil brother had to be resolved. I can't keep going on diamin sak fadil like this. It feels so tortured

I put my fadil brother's clothes on the bed, yes even though for a week he never wears the clothes I have prepared. But no problem, while waiting for a fadil sis to come out of the bathroom, I'll figure out which clothes are suitable for her to wear today.

Sis fadil came out and headed for the wardrobe, took his clothes and pants from inside there. My heart again shrank, That was my fault

I'm still trying to be patient. Maybe the clothes I picked were less fitting.

" Here I put on the tie mas" Tawarku on the fadil's brother who was busy masang tie

There was no response at all from her, until she finished neatly putting the tie around her own neck.

" You don't appreciate me at all huh mas" My growl that can no longer be restrained

fadil took a quick glance at me, and resumed his activities wearing socks

" I'm cooking every morning, nausea, but the food I make you don't touch at all. You even ask to make new food with mbak mirna. clothes that I prepared should I save again to the closet, because you choose to take other clothes "

" Is that my fault?" Tanyaku

Back there was no answer from the fadil brother, he instead walked towards the door to exit the room

" Rere cape mas" My sobs

fadil stopped his steps hearing my last words.

" You never think how in my position, I have to lose my youth, gather with friends, school and dream high."

" I'm tired of being at home, just keeping quiet and taking care of iona "I took out all the junk I've been wanting to remove

" Nyesal's pregnant, cape's a wife, now tired of fiona. Huh yeah?" Ask cold fadil

I shook my head quickly. That's not what I meant. I said that so fadil's brother can understand my position. It never crossed my mind, Bosen ngurusin fiona

" You misunderstood me"

Fadil's brother left me "She's waiting" called me but he didn't ignore it

I cried so much that she was in the room. Why is it so hard to get an apology from fadil. Just because of what I said last time, brother Fadil became cold again to me.

After crying, I walked out of the room. I'm heading to the dining table. There is still neatly arranged fried rice and tea that was once warm that I deliberately prepared for fadil kak

I laughed insipidly "not touched anymore" My monologue

I'm sitting on the dining table. There was no intention at all to just taste the fried rice I made this morning. There is no passion for eating

" Mr. mbak mirna" called me who I believed could be heard from the kitchen

" yes ma'am" mirna came to me

" this is the food please be cleaned. It hasn't been touched at all. If you want to, it can be eaten, but if not, thrown away is fine" I told mbak mirna

" yeah, don't mind ma'am, baby if dumped. Just make me yes. I happen to be hungry"

I smiled "Yes, please. Rere so happy the food so not redundant"

" What kind of breakfast was it?" Tanyaku on mbak mirna who was enjoying a plate of fried rice. Because of my desire Mirna so eat at the table eat together with me. Usually I am accompanied to eat by mbak mirna, this time I accompany him.

" You didn't have breakfast ma'am." Mbak mirna speech interrupted between the chews

I'm looking for Fiona. Because last night mbak mirna nginap here, automatically fiona joyful can sleep with mbaknya

" Fiona hasn't woken up yet?"

I was stunned to hear mirna's words. Fiona was taken to fadil's brother where, not that he wanted to sniff. My head suddenly dizzy thinking about the problem I was facing

****

the dizziness in my head became more and more. It's 8 p.m., but fadil hasn't come home yet. I just realized, since morning I haven't touched any rice. Just drink the milk made by mbak mirna, it was only half gone

The door of the room was opened, as fadil came carrying fiona in his arms. I tried to get up, but it felt like my body was helpless

Fiona sat on the bed, looking at me. But there was no sign of him approaching me

" Dad take a shower, yeah, you don't go anywhere. Here alone" said fickle brother on fiona

I exist but like nothing. They may not even care about my whereabouts. It hurts so bad

" sister, don't you want to hug you?" I called fiona

Fiona silence. There was no reply from him at all

Unknowingly, my tears flowed.It hurts to be in the child like this "Sister. Mother is wrong?. Mother apologizes"

Again, silence was created between us.Unlike usual. Fiona would tell me so much if you were with me. But this, not a word came out of his mouth

I keep looking for a way for Fiona to talk to me "sister, his grandpa is missing. You don't want to kiss ad.."

" Fiona doesn't want to have any ado, fiona doesn't want to have any ado" I was cut off by the screaming fiona

My heart was like being stabbed by a thousand needles. Pain. what causes the change of fiona

" hey, why are you yelling?" Ask the fadil who just came out of the bathroom

" fiona doesn't want to have any fatties, Dad" said Fiona again complaining to her sister

Sis fadil rubs soft head fiona "Yes dear. Now bobo's with dad, huh?"

I was surprised to hear my fadil's answer to why he understood Fiona's words

"Mas, where are you taking Fiona?" I asked quickly when fadil's brother held fiona out.

Like the wind. My words are no longer touched by him

I have to be strong. There's a life that's growing on my stomach "I'm sorry mommy, baby. Mother make you laper. Now we eat ya" I gently rub my stomach

" You can't be angry like your father and brother, baby. Mother is not strong" I cried. How many tears have been shed today

I force you to stand up from the bed. I stepped slowly still 3 steps walk, I feel like I want to fall down. I chose to hold on to the dressing table close to me, to gather some energy

The dresser that I made my pedestal stand up like it was shaking, it turned out to be a fadil. I saw the name of fania on his screen.

I slide the green hp button "Dil, thanks for today yes. I'm so happy to see Fiona" Fania said from behind the phone

" You know not, the photo of the three of us earlier can be a lot of compliments"

I smiled blandly. Is this the answer to Fiona's changing attitude towards me

" Tomorrow bring more fiona, dil, please"

" Dil, Fadil"

I turned off the phone without saying a word, there was nothing more I could say.

Fadil's brother will never change. Once love will not be forever. I used to hope because often together will grow feelings from kak fadil for me. But it doesn't seem to be happening

Her sweet and kind behavior all along has been a charade. And stupidly I was, always lulled in the charade he played.