
I opened my eyes. The view was white, that was the first time I saw it. Again?, this is the second time I've been in the hospital after a fight with a fadil's brother. Suddenly I immediately remembered the baby in my womb. I feel my stomach turns out my hero is still there.
I smiled with relief "Thank you for being a strong hotshot mother" I gently rubbed my stomach
" Thank God. You're sober, son" I smiled at my mom who looked happy to see that I was awake
I smiled weakly at my mother. Did mom take me to the hospital?
" If you don't want fiona to come home, you don't know what will happen to you as well as your future grandchild" Isak mama
It's true that my guess turned out to be the mom who took me to the hospital. Where's brother fadil?. Thought
" Now rere is already not papa ma. prospective grandchildren mama is also strong really" I said weakly
" This is why?" Mom held the corner of my lips
I remember the fadil brother who slapped me. My heart sizzled back to that "Maybe because it fell down" I said lying. I don't want to tell my mom the truth. I also did not say about my quarrel with my brother fadil, I just said that I fell in the bathroom because I slipped slippery bathroom floor.
" Where is fadil?. Mama didn't see him" asked Mama
I smiled bitterly. I'm the same ma, don't know where fadil is. Even he did not know his son and wife almost died "Mas fadil to the campus ma. I think there's a uhmm there's an event like that" Lie again. There are so many lies I have to tell to cover up my bad brother's mistakes
Mama from earlier already nagging nagging did not stop. Because fadil's cell phone can't be contacted at all
" Maybe busy"
Mama keep nagging while continuing to try to call fadil, but the result is nil "It's too late for the boy" growled mama
" Re, but you guys are good, right?" Ask your mom again to make sure
That's how parents feel. It always feels when the child has a problem. As strong as we cover it, it must feel a little bit too against them. Especially mother.
" Mommy, my phone sounds" I said. I breathed a sigh of relief, at least I was freed from my mother who urged me with the same questions kept on
Mom picked up her phone. I don't know from whom, but the look on your face changed. What news did my mom receive
" Mama's out right away" Whisper mama keep a little of her hp.
Important phone maybe, so don't want me to hear. Thought
Mama came in again with watery eyes, crying out I thought?
" Mama is good, right?" Asking me worried.
Mama nodded. And immediately rushed to hug me "Good mom, baby. You're a strong woman, you're a strong woman" Isak mama
I scrunched my forehead. What do you mean, you said rich to me
" Mama why?" I ask again, more curious
" Mama is not papa darling" He said. But I could see the mother who kept looking at me with a look of pity
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I'm alone in this room now. My mom had a very important call. At first, my mother hesitated to leave me alone. But I assured my mom that I was no papa. Anyway, if I need anything, I can call her sister. Mama finally left after believing I was alone.
Silent as I think I'm missing fadil. There's never more at a time like this. My heart still hurts, but there is no intention at all to hate it. Even now I want to bend fadil. Spilling my worries, but the people just don't know where
" Sus, Can tolo-"
I guess what came was a nurse, when I heard the door was open it wasn't
" What do you need re?" Ask my brother who is standing next to my bed
What came was fadil's brother. His appearance deeply sliced my heart, fadil's brother came in a battered state. A bruise filled his face
" Even this wound has not been how much with the wound that I have made to you re"
" Luka rere is dry" I replied, holding the corner of my lips. This wound is what is meant by fadil
Sis Fadil sat in a chair close to me. In his grasp the corner of my lips that I pointed at earlier "I'm a real jerk ya re" said with tears that flowed back
I hold his hand "Rere is not papa. Rere apologized, because you have often provoked your emotions "I explained. Because it is I who always start a fight, yes even though I started because there is a cause
I look into the eyes of the fadil brother in "Re not papa if mas want to see you again with fania. Because of how you two are fiona's parents "Obviously me with a smile on my face. I'm sincere, even if it's a little heavy on the heart
Fadil shook his head. In his hand I held it while continuing to say sorry words over and over again
" Re, whatever happens please don't stay with me"
I'm confused by fadil's brother. This phrase has been used frequently in the last few weeks
" you why the hell. Rere's still here" I said.
" I want you to promise" he asked
I'm sorry to see the face expecting a fadil brother "Re promise not to leave mas, as strong and as capable as rere"
" Unless you ask me to leave" I continued in a very soft voice
" Will never re" he answered
Fadil stood up from his seat. Kissed my old forehead "You're good yes" he said
" You want to go?" I ask not to be willing
" Take care of your administration" he replied
I smiled with relief "I can't go home?" I'm excited
Sis fadil nodded "Yaudah, don't be a long time, mas" I said reminding ka fadil
" I'm out first" said Brother Fadil before he finally came out of the room where I was being treated
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" Ma, don't you wait for a fadil first?" I asked how many times.
After my mother left because there was business, my mother immediately sorted out to prepare my return. But kak fadil has not returned also from administration when it was a long time ago
" Ma, this is not the way to the house of rere" My protest when mang mamang, my mother's private driver drove his car not towards the road of my house and my sister fadil.
" mang, this is the wrong way mang" I said to mang mamang
" this is re. You go home" Mama answered my question. I wonder why I went home to my mom.
" Why ma?"
" Let mama see you"
I rolled my eyes lazily "At home there is also mbak mirna who can help rere ma" I told
" Mommy's home is safer. Fiona was there too" said Mama
I feel like there's something weird about this family. From the start of the attitude of the brother fadil that was in the hospital, continue not to return again after he said to take care of administration. Now my mom takes me home
I also told my mom about the battered face of my fadil. But the reaction of ordinary mama there is no look of shock to his son battered. Usually mama is most excited if the fadil brother is sick again, a little fever mama immediately haboh call me repeatedly about fadil brother, but now why did mama seem to not care