Wedding Story's

Fifty-One (Having a Pregnancy?)

"Youngdaddy...Brother came home" Fiona's shrill voice from out there managed to wake me up who turned out to have been asleep for almost 20 minutes. The effects of sleep fayyadh nemenin so follow sleep as well.

" How come you're not greeting, brother?" My reprimand is to fiona who has approached me in the room followed by her favorite onty.who else if not onty nana.

I did ask you to help me pick up Fiona too. It just so happened that he had no show, so he could pick up fiona.

In the past, it was Nana who brought fiona. But after Nana has been able to work, so she does not have any more free time to shuttle fiona continue. And the fadil's brother has returned, so the fadil's brother who picked fiona up, after recovering from his illness. Before recovering, I was the one who picked up Fiona, with the fayyadh that his father took care of

" Greetings yes onty. mother who is not horrified" protest fiona by asking for defense from nana.

Nana immediately nodded enthusiastically "Yes dear. Tau tuh your mother really hobby nelur in the room"

I rolled my eyes lazy to hear the words nana. yes it is true, today I and fayyadh in the room continue, because honestly I lemes so much, in addition to nausea nausea earlier not clear

" Sister, change clothes first, son. wash his hands with his feet, continue to eat" My orders on fiona.

" Ready bund" said fiona as she sauntered leaving me and nana with her dora bag.

" Re, you're such a big shot" Tegur nana after sitting in bed near me.

" i'm not feeling well anymore" I said honestly

" Have you taken the medicine yet?" Nana asked with a worried tone

I smile. nana is so concerned with my condition "do not need to take medication deh na, I just catch a cold like it. From earlier the same dizziness nausea"

" Re, how come I'm feeling fayyadh want to have a dick huh?"

I suddenly widened my eyes" No. Where is possible" I tried to convince myself to reject Nana's words. Although actually I was a little worried, because indeed the symptoms that I now experience are similar to the beginning of my pregnancy fayyadh

nana hits my hand slowly "Why can't you.lo have a husband ya can ajalah"

I suddenly fell silent.Nana's words made little sense. But what if I am really pregnant. I'm not ready yet, to share the affection between my children. Fayyadh is still 5 months. And he still needs Asi.

" Na, I'm scared"

" Fear why the hell re, you have a husband. yes natural ajalah.it is not disgrace let alone sin"

My tears are now falling. My fear is not made. The shadow of giving birth itself also haunts me "I'm not ready yet na. hiks"

" Fayyadh is still too small to have a sister, fiona still needs me na" I complained to fiona in tandem with sobs

" Yes yes re. This is still my guess, I do not know the certainty. Want to check first" said Nana trying to convince me

" I'm scared" my great-grandson

Nana breathes heavily "The child is a blessing re, you can not be satisfied if he is really here yes" said Nana while holding my stomach.

" Onty nana, mother fiona why cry?" Fiona came with a bang. Now he has changed clothes with his flagship dora emon home shirt.

I immediately wiped my tears as quickly as possible "Kan, re. I was attacked by your son" nana protested

I giggled to see the fiona exfrescence that was now spoiled next to me "Mother, why cry?" Fiona asked with her painstaking hand wiping away the rest of my tears on the cheek

" Mother is not papa sis. Mother does not cry"

" Tuh fiona's. The time you accuse this beautiful onty is unequaled anyway"

" It's still fiona rather than onty" said Fiona did not want to lose

" No dong. Look forward to onty."

" Before fion-"

" already dong, really at a fight. " My words broke them. If not immediately stopped, it can continue until dawn. There is a fayyadh disturbed from his sleep because the act of fiona the same nana who does not want to age.

Nana has come home from the end of Maghrib. It's 9 p.m. But fadil brother has no sign of home, all day there is no news. Usually a day can call three times what his son's activities during his work. But today as if there is less, children also feel that. Fayyadh who has started to fuss and fiona from earlier nanyai his father continues.

I can calm my two hearts as much as possible. In addition, my body which from this morning is still lemes until now, probably because of the effect of too little rice into the mouth. How to want appetite, It feels like the stomach rejects all the food that I try to eat. Not to mention the problem this morning that made my brother fadil angry with me.

" Mother.. Brother bobok same mother ya" whine fiona who from earlier was in his parents' room, playing with his sister

" Why tumben sis?" I asked as she gently rubbed her hair

" Want to wait for Dad"

" Yaudah is now broken, baby. It's been very good"

I positioned myself to lie in the middle between fiona and fayyadh. The left side has fiona and the right side has the handsome fayyadh.

" Bund, kangen oma deh" said fiona telling a story. Fiona habits that before going to bed there must be aja that want to be told whether it's complaining at home or his activities at school.

" Tomorrow tell dad, let's get anterin to oma ya son's house"

" Mother's coming?"

What more reason do I have to give Fiona. Several times he and his father visited my mother's house but I always refused to come along. Not because I'm too hard or selfish who does not want to understand parents, it just feels bad, if we digunjungin home people who do not like us. Which from the look of the face is the same treatment already very tired.

My mother's unwillingness to like me increased when I refused to come back to my mother's house or to our old house, and chose to stay in the modest home of my late mother. Maybe mama is a little unwilling if the only boy has to live in a narrow house. Mama was strongly opposed to my desire, but because my father supported me on the grounds that we could be independent, and as a lesson for my sister fadil, finally my mother would not agree to my desire. But, the attitude of my mother to me was very changed from the first early time I married the same brother fadil.

" Lightened brother bobok, read the prayer first baby" I said to divert the conversation fiona.

Fiona obeyed my orders, after reading the prayer, she immediately closed her eyes. Basically a child who is very easy to sleep plus it is already sleepy. Ten minutes apart, I heard the fine snoring of fiona, which had already gone into her dream.

My intention to follow my two children into the dream world seems to be pared, I heard a voice from outside the room, which I believe is a fadil brother.

Not how long appeared kak fadil with his tired face, a shirt that was not as neat this morning when leaving for work.

I forced myself to sit down. At least do not wait for the husband to come home outside, at least welcome him.

" Old again?" I asked even though I was sure I would not be answered by brother Fadil. The look from his face was still angered fashion on.

Silent. I know the disappointment that Fadil feels. I hid something this big from him, which should have been an agreement between me and my brother.

" You've eaten the mas, I'm ready?"

" I ate" he said

I looked at my husband who was busy pacing back and forth in the room.from starting to enter the bathroom until now has changed into a nightgown

" The brother wanted to sleep here mas, he said kangen father" Obviously I who understand the gaze of fadil brother who again channeled longing to his two children.

Finished kissing both of his children fadil sis hurriedly stood up "I slept in the next room"

I know what fadil means, he wants to avoid me "Why mas, usually also we often sleep foursome really" My protest

" You want to avoid it, right?" Tanyaku

" Well, I'm tired of taking a break"

I then shed my tears, why I became this sensitive "If you don't want to sleep in the same bed I said aja mas. Let me sleep in Fiona's room, your miss son. Let them squirm his father first open his eyes tomorrow morning"

I move slowly down from the bed, let the children not continue to sleep because of my movement "I still wait for you to be willing to hear my explanation mas"

I walked slowly out of the room, dizzy in my head back present if I again cry like gini. my body almost fell if I did not quickly hold the arm of a fadil brother who was standing near the door of the room.

" Rere no papa mas. don't worry" Lirihku when staring at the worried expression of fadil because I almost fell. I was happy, meaning that my husband still had a sense of care for me on the sidelines of his disappointment to me.

" If fayyadh is awake, anterin to me ya mas" said me before finally stepping gontai towards the room fiona.