
Today I was preoccupied with a few items that we recently brought from my old house. I am now legally a wife, and an orphan.
shortly after Ijab last week in the hospital, she breathed her last. My world stopped when I learned that my mother had left me for so long. Mother seemed to have known that she was going to leave, so she insisted that I get married with sister fadil.
I don't believe in my life right now. How I will carry out my role in my new life as it is now. I hope it's the beginning of my happiness with my little family, my little sister and my fiona-like son.
" Mother.." fiona walked in with her small steps from outside the room.
I smile at Fiona's sour face. He slept in his oma's room. Then I stayed some of my stuff in my fadil's room
I embrace her tiny body to climb into my lap
" what's up?"
" Why don't you accompany fiona bobo" adunya with a style of snacking in the style of a boy
I was anxious to see his behavior. Maybe fiona was used to sleeping with me. indeed before moving to the house of fadil. fiona and fadil's brother had lived in my house with my mother. Because there still has to be tahlilan at home after it is finished then we moved here.
I actually told you the same brother fadil, no need to follow me to stay at my house. But fadil brother still insistent and nginap at my home, plus the fiona centil who do not want to miss.
" Mother's son snags hemm?" I asked to persuade
I understand fiona is still in temple mode sulking was dead nahan laugh. can his 3-year-old child, ehh not even three years, can masang style scattering style of ABG children
" Mother will be sorted out again dear, let's finish quickly, continue to be able to accompany fiona bobo again"
" Mother apologize, yes" I continued again when I said earlier not hosed fiona at all
" But mother promise first, never leave fiona if you are bobo again"
I nodded in favor of "ready princess" I said as I made a salute towards the fiona
" fiona does not want to be a princess. Want princess aja mother" protest fiona
I smiled, but the princess was the same princess as a child
Kak fadil came with a tired face.yes, from last night kak fadil has started working in the office owned by his parents plus take care of the cafe that he just pioneered. actually fadil brother does not like to blend in with the office world, but at the insistence of his mother he has no other choice. I'm getting more guilty of being a burden to fadil's brother
"Salim used to be the same father gih" I ordered fiona gently.
Fiona drew closer to the big brother who was laying himself on the left side of the bed. I from the right side of the bed saw the action of fiona, hatiky so warm.
I want to get Fiona used to being closer to her father. Because all this time from my eyeglasses my observation, fadil brother is close to fiona, but fiona like there is a fear of fadil.
" Want to drink a mas?" Much
" Just water" he answered
I nodded, echoing his request to take water into the kitchen.
Regarding my call to kak fadil, it was an order from his mama kak fadil, he said the fadil was my husband not my brother. I also know where I might marry my sister. Yes, as a result I have to get used to it, especially in front of the fiona, although still awkward.
" Fadil's gone home re?" Mom asked me when I came out of the kitchen with a glass of water
I stopped my steps "it's ma. it's again in the same room fiona"
Mama fadil nodded in understanding
" Dad, her shirt buttons are still a lot. Fiona is tired"
" Not one either"
My lips reflexively attracted to the side to see the scene between the father and the child. Fiona was sitting on the stomach of fadil brother while struggling to unbutton the shirt on the fadil feet
that must be a fadil brother again came nosilnya, childhood in search of loose button shirt anyway
" why the hell is a storm" I asked as I approached the fiona
I put the glass on the nightstand next to the bed, and sat down with them
Fiona immediately got up from the belly of the big brother, and moved to sit on my lap "mother, fiona tired. father suru take off father's clothes" Adu fiona to me
" There is only one you have released" Not I who speak, but a brother who is ready to raise the flag of war with his son
" But Fio is tired" said Fiona again do not want to lose
" Already, parents' speech should not be denied directly yes dear" I enter the fiona gently
Fiona nodded
" The water is drunk first mas" I said to kak fadil
Brother Fadil sat down and took the glass I brought earlier. Fadil drank it up in one gulp. Thirsty what doyan tuh people
My hand moved unbuttoned the shirt that was still open one. There was no rejection from Fadil. Maybe my brother has already begun to melt his heart.
" God wants to eat, let rere takein" I bargained when I managed to unbutton the last shirt
"May, but I want to shower first" he said, which makes me happy not to play
I prepared a casual dress for fadil, when fadil's brother was already in the bathroom
fiona was busy watching my movements
" we're preparing food for dad yuk "take me to fiona.
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The clock has shown at 11 pm, but fadil brother still has not moved from the study table which has now crept into a work desk fadil kak as well.
I still continue to look faithfully at the fadil foot who is very focused.while fiona has entered into the dream world.and do not forget my hand that has changed profession into a sleeping fiona pillow
I wanted to approach the fadil, but was afraid to disturb the fiona sleep and disturb the concentration of the fadil.
Sis fadil will soon face a graduation exam, plus the workload.I am self-conscious enough to catch fadil
" Help and guide rere to be a dutiful wife to her husband mas" I hope a plan that I believe will not be heard by the brother fadil.
I have high hopes for this marriage. Even if this happens because of compulsion. Why the compulsion, because until now I do not know how the contents of my brother fadil.he only ever said to try to open his heart for me. But, let's not say that the heart is open to me or not
clearly, I love my little brother with all my heart, and I hope my fadil will repay my bright love for him.