
Classic room with the right color combination, very showing the characteristics of the owner of the room who likes tranquility. The room I used to live in for a week after marriage is still the same as the last time I left. Nothing has changed here, the order is still very neat. Although not occupied, I believe this room is still routinely cleaned because the dust that sticks does not appear in the slightest.
I saw the wedding photos neatly displayed on the nightstand near the bed. Heart warms. Remembering how the challenge of kak fadil said my name when the very impromptu kabul. But I do not deny the happiness that I can not express after officially holding the status as the wife of someone who always has a special place in my heart.
" Mother.."
I immediately put down the photo that I had just held that brought me to the memory of the first time I married a fadil brother
" Why brother?" I asked Fiona who came to me in bed
" Have you not been sick anymore?" Fiona asked with her eyes. It looks like
I gently rubbed her hair in one pigtail. Mirna must be the nguncirin. " Mother is not papa. The proof is here"
" this is why his eyes are as big as gini. Brother's crying?" I asked while gently rubbing his eyes that were very clear pembabnya
" Hiks.hiks opaa.hiks"
Fiona suddenly cries "Opa why brother?" My toot. Because faintly faint I heard fiona mention the word opa in between her stuffing
Fiona's whipping my head. I rub his back trying to calm "why baby" I asked again
" Hiks.opa was mukulin' father's hyx"
I was so surprised. So the bruise on the face of the fadil's brother was papa. But why
" Sister is afraid of bund" continued fiona again
" Yes brother. Don't cry anymore" I wiped her tears. Which child is not sad to see his father beaten in front of his own eyes.
" Where is dad now?"
Fiona shakes. I exhale my breath heavily. What the hell is this. Why would it be like everything was hidden from me.
" Have you eaten?" I asked fiona who was still leaning on me with the rest of her sobs
Fiona shook her head "sister wants to eat with mother" she said
I smiled, it turns out that my beautiful child still needs her mother "Ohh want to eat cama mother ya. Very spoiled sister cihh" I said gently by imitating the voice of a little boy "Tuh kak, spelled out adeknya spoiled brother"
Fiona suddenly straightened her body that was sticking with me "Geek, said father should not be envious" said Fiona who made me think back to kak fadil. Many small things that have been taught by fadil brother with his son even though sometimes they like to fight, but fadil brother has his own way to educate his son
" Did you ever talk about that, brother?" My toot. Though I know what happened when fadil talked to fiona. I just want to get his memory fiona.
" That's loh bund, when we eat fried rice malem malem, continue to call 2 children who like this fiona gedenya"
" Hemm persiass?" I asked while continuing to listen
" So brother gets angry, because mother buyin them too. Keep your mom curled up and kiss them"
It happened a long time ago. When I was two months pregnant. The story again cravings so, hehe . so the story wants to eat fried rice that I used to often come every payday from photocopies. I keep ngajak kak fadil to eat there, yes fiona where ever want to miss. He must still exist wherever and wherever his parents go, especially if I am the one who wants to go, behhh, and and a little already excited asked where to go.
" Keep dad saying gini. You can't be jealous of people, that's not good. Sister can be embraced the same kiss mother every day. They're just this once." continued fiona told me everything was very complete I thought
I smiled proudly at the fiona "But the big brother just took to the mother right?" I tried to flirt with Fiona
Fiona smiled shyly "No, big brother does not sulk" he reasoned. Though it was clear all the way home from the place of fried rice he was just. no talking to me
" What the hell, brother?"
" Yes tau bund, brother did not sulk. Brother is not a father like mother said father"
I opened my eyes to Fiona's words. Bener really kak fadil, in addition to good ngajarin turned out to be bad is also not left behind
" Mother is not bapera-"
" That's the noise where brother?" I asked Fiona directly to stop my chatter about the trouble with fiona
fiona nodded
" Pa, fadil want to see you rere pa"
" Get the fuck out of here!!. Shame I have a son of a bitch like you!!!"
" Mass" I cried out when I saw a fadil's foot sitting on the floor with a face that was getting worse and full of injuries
I approached fadil brother "Mass.why can gini anyway" Tanyaku while crying
" Rere let him go" Papa's orders were firm
I looked at papa with a questioning gaze asked "This is why the hell pa?. Why papa mukulin mas fadil kayak gini?"
" Why is it?" I kept asking questions. No one will answer my question
" Ma, take rere to his room" Papa's orders to mama
" This is all what the hell. Why doesn't anyone want to tell me" I'm out of patience. Seeing a husband who has been battered like this, who is not emotional
" Re.sorry me yes" said the brother fadil finally opened his voice
" Let's go baby, come with mama son" said mama persuaded me
" Re don't want ma" Reject me.
I looked at the big brother with a pity look "Papa why mukulin you mas. hiks You made a mistake what?" I asked while staring weakly at fadil
" Tell me to rere mas please. Don't keep asking questions. Heart rere sore mas kayak gini." I said with a hand rubbing the corner of the lip of the fadil foot that bleed because of the tear of the former fist
" Fania's pregnant" Fadil said. I was still waiting for the statement he just made
" Rere does not understand mas" said I did not understand at all the way of talk fadil
" Fania's pregnant with my son"
Like in a lightning strike. I immediately sat limp on the floor, with tears getting louder "Rere wrong horrified right?" I just wish what I heard was wrong
Fadil's brother shook his head "I'm sorry I re"
" why mas?, why do you have to do this to me" I said weakly
" Rere is not a wife, Rere is not a fiona. Rere's wrong where mas hiks" Tanyaku tubi. Where my fault lies until my husband can admit to something this depraved
" Re, let's go baby" Mama persuaded me again.
I kept shaking "Ma, rere has failed to be a wife. Where is the error rere ma hiks"
Mama is now crouching beside me "You're a great woman. You're not the wrong one. But your husband doesn't know himself"
" I'm sorry mama's son" said the mother, holding me tightly
I let go of my mom's embrace "Rere needs time to calm down" I said
I stood up from my seat. I walk with gontai. I know everyone looks at me with pity. I don't need any mercy from them all. Where is my mistake. Why do problems keep coming to me. Why would happiness be forbidden to come and stay in my life. What sins have I committed in the past, O Lord, up to this much punishment I must now have
" Read wait re"
" Silence over there fadil. Get out of papa's house. Finish your business. And remember, all the perks you papa took!!"
" Fadil doesn't matter papa wants to take it all. But this fadil is the wife of fadil pa"
" There's still a face you call your daughter-in-law's wife, ha"
" The pa stop. Your son could die" cried mama hysterically
I still hear them. Even I still hear the papa back in tubi beating fadil's brother, I'm disappointed with fadil, but if I see the father of my son's son was beaten by people my heart is not at all willing, but if I see the father of my son was beaten by my heart is not willing, even if it's his own papa.
I kept walking towards the room. What decision will I make after this. I hope I didn't take the wrong step.