
Just two days at home, the fadil brother has got the mandate to go out of town again, again and again. Sadness, annoyance and prejudice blend into one. Who is not prejudiced if her husband suddenly so often out of town, in a week can be up to twice.
This time said kak fadil only for one night, tomorrow afternoon already at home again. Free at home, time for the same wife still does not exist. His work in the porsir continues to be pursued by someone.
" Re.don't sulk. It's only a day. Tomorrow also at home" said brother Fadil persuaded.
I'm not angry. But, again males aja to answer his words that continue to be repeated, from the start I bathe in the faza until now the faza has finished me and the talk fadil kak continued.
" What time are you leaving?" I asked while nursing the faza.
" It's a little bit more" he replied.
I was wasting my long breath. Actually there is a gaffe in my heart that I want to vent, but if I start it must be the end to fight. Don't forget the emotional sister. What else if I accuse him of not being.
Silent. There was no conversation between the two of us. Even though the fadil brother from earlier was still faithfully sitting next to me. My attention is still fixed on the faza whose eyes begin to dim preparing to surf in the dreamland.
" Don't hold on dear" said the soft fadil brother with his hands that have come to gently rub my hair.
" Is there something you're hiding from me?" I asked to the point.
The activity of my big brother fadil above my head stopped after hearing the question arrived me "You ask what the hell dear. I'm not hiding anything from you"
" I also hope so mas" I said
I forced a smile on my lips. For this morning enough thinking that no. Because some say whether or not your day is determined from the morning. If from morning already appeared the problem of how noon afternoon until night. For that is enough.
Faza is sleeping. I moved my son to our bed, so he would be more comfortable sleeping.
" How much clothes?" I asked without looking at Fadil.
" The clothes I want to bring I prepared myself"
My heart pinched hearing the words of the fadil's brother. It is a spirit that wants to go out of town. Because he felt that there was nothing to do anymore, Fiona had left for school, fayyadh again playing with his omanya. Be me lying next to the faza still soundly sleeping.
Just tell me I'm a child. But the mood of pregnant women is erratic, sometimes it is good but in one blink of the eye can turn bad. And that's what I'm going through right now.
Long struggling with thoughts, my daydream stopped because of the turbulent nausea. My feet immediately flowed towards the bathroom in our room.
Fadil's sister just rushed up to me and aggravated my nausea. My hands flicked hinting to keep the fadil away. Because the cause of my nausea is due to the smell of parfume very pungent kak fadil in the smell.
" Don't whip a teket mas" I withered after washing my mouth with tap water.
I know my brother must be confused by my attitude. But how else this turbulent nausea is not what I deliberately made.
Sis fadil heeded my words by leaving me alone in the bathroom do not forget the pale face that is plastered in the small mirror in this bathroom.
" Drink first re" brother Fadil came with a glass of water in his hand.
" You're a taker of clothes. I really am not strong nyium parfume you" I ordered.
Without debating it again, fadil brother just changed the blue shirt that was originally worn with a long-sleeved shirt with the same color as before.
" Where is it good?" Ask the fadil brother who is ready to stand next to me. We were still in our little bathroom.
I nodded weakly "I want to go to bed" I asked.
Sis fadil just help me get to bed. I offered to be carried away, but I refused. I can still make my way, rather than near.
" You want to go now, papa. This will make it better by itself" I said.
" I'm not calm if you have to leave you in a condition like a gini re"
" There are a lot of people around me. So you don't have to worry about me"
" out of town travel is important to you right now, isn't it?"
****
" Assalamualaikum bundaaa" shouted fiona loudly from outside the room.
" Sister, her voice is adek again this bobo" I reprimanded to fiona who just returned home from school.
Fiona came to crucify me and didn't forget the sweet kiss on my right left cheek. It's a habit of fiona if you want to go or go home from school must kiss her mother's kiss first.
" Sleeping is good" said Fiona, pursing her lips. Indeed, at this time the same fayyadh faza again took a nap together. Adem deh heart if you see the child sleeping with that child.
" Yes, brother should also be bobo noon. Tuker her school uniform, keep it fed" I ordered softly on fiona who now spindles me.
" sister has eaten the same onty nana" chirped fiona.
I just remembered that Fiona came home to pick up nana. I was asking for help, because I felt lemes, so nana was the one who picked up fiona from school.
" Onty nana now where's sister?"
" Talk to oma in front, bund" replied fiona in unison with a small vapor from her mouth.
" Snake brother?" I asked fiona while removing the tiny hair from her forehead. Though this morning fitting went to school her hair braids very neat works of oma dear.
"Congratulations bund" on fiona
" Change clothes first, wash his hands with his feet running out it immediately bobok gih "
After fiona left the room, not long ago nana came to me to the room. It was really nice to see Nana again. We haven't seen each other in nearly a month. It's just as busy. I'm busy taking care of my husband's son Nana is busy preparing for her wedding with Aldo. So I can't wait to see nana together in the pelaminan. Hidhi.
" Ouhhhh my ponaan on the edge of everything turns out" exclaimed nana splashy. My eyes just straight at him can scream like that.
" Look out your eyes" he sneered.
" The bride-to-be says it must be guarded. Ntar has to doom know your taste" chirped me
" ihhh serem lo re speaking of doom" said nana while shivering in horror. " Where is your husband ?" Nana asked.
" There is business out of town" I replied accordingly.
" Go mulu feelings. There's a house to two places to go home to"
I reflexively patted nana's arm which happened to be next to me "Non the way na, uh" I was annoyed.
" Yes, I can re. But I hope my accusation is not true. My kasian is the same you who are tormented mute" Nana said lightly without thinking about my feelings. Yeah, that's how nana is. He will say the words according to what is in his heart. He does not care what his interlocutors will hurt. The important thing is to get it delivered.
" do not get pregnant again. After the one in the stomach already brojol stopin. 4 Is more than enough. The government has advised 2 children enough" said Nana.
" The boy sustenance na. The sustenance should not be denied" I replied accordingly.
" I don't mean how to re. Once upon a time you had a problem with your husband. Not many people have to take responsibility"
" Na. please don't make me more prejudiced with my husband" I said.
" Nah right. I doubt the re. Honestly" said nana.
" do ntahlah na" lirihku.
Honestly, suspicion exists. Which wife does not suspect that her husband suddenly so often go home out of town. If only from the beginning, the work was like that, maybe this would not be a problem. But if it arrives like this, who is not negative thinking.
****
Tonight the usual bed in the fadil brother back cold, empty not occupied. Lonely quiet. No wonder there are no children by my side, I will be alone. So, the child is not a burden to parents.
It's 9 but his eyes are still wide awake. Fiona hasn't returned to her room. Still cool coloring on the fur carpet that I deliberately title buar child. Be, same fiona fayyadh war with tool coloring tools below. Fayyadh is the most fussy itself, even though it can only nyoret nyoret, fortunately the mood of the fiona tonight is good again, so in the morning aja adeknya crunching equipment coloring it. While the bontot faza has slept well. Today faza anteng really not fussy, but indeed faza his son is not fussy anyway, most kalo again laper thirsty, or new pup fuss, the rest of anteng aja.
My eyes are actually very sleepy. But fiona same fayyadh has no sign to sleep "Sister, brother. Shrimp yes. It's bobok yuk tonight"
" Respair of the bund" said Fiona
" Brother, bobok yuk"
" Beyum antuk mama" Reject fayyadh with her slurred language.
Staying asleep is impossible. But I was really sleepy wearing it. Next the attention switches to a flat object that vibrates on the nightstand next to the bed.
I grabbed that cheek thing. With the name nana, I swipe the green button to receive a call from nana.
" Why na?"
" Re..your husband is really out of town?" Nana asked from a phone call there.
" yes nana. Why the hell is that?"
" Isss so who do I see in the hospital deket house Aldo, re. The husband's twin days anyway"
My brows furrowed to digest the talk of nana just now. " Who knows someone who looks just like you, right?" I said I was trying to think positive
" My eyesight is still good. I sent her a photo. I took a picture" said Nana.
" Why go to the hospital?" I asked to try to divert the conversation about nana about fadil brother who honestly still bothers my mind.
" His mother Aldo's in the care again. Well re. I shared with you. Try to see well it's really kak fadil what not" said nana finally.
After the call in unilaterally broken by nana. I immediately opened the photo sent by Nana through the green application.
The clothes that someone wears in the photo sent the exact same as the kayak that was in the fadil brother this morning when he wanted to leave. Is it possible that brother Fadil has returned?.
My finger just went straight to find the contact name fadil. I have to make sure. I don't want this prejudice to continue to disturb my mind.
The first call was immediately received by fadil. I'm still quiet and haven't started the conversation.
Until finally the sound of fadil brother resuscitated me from behind the phone there "Why baby?"
" Where else is mas?" Ask directly. Because that answer is what I expected.
" Just returned to this inn. Today's work is a lot"
" Barti's still out of town?" I asked to go back to making sure.
" Yes dear. I'll go home tomorrow" replied brother Fadil.
Lies. The lying answer I heard. It feels so bad to know the lies of your husband.
" Yaudah mas. I'm gonna sleep with the kids first. You also rest. Assalamualaikum" Not yet had I heard the answer of the next brother fadil, I just decided the call was one-sided. It hurts too much to hear a fake sis fadil again. Because if you have lied once, you will continue with the next lie. Lying will not stop lying.