Wedding Story's

Seventy Eight (Bye)

It's not wrong that I'm getting tired of my life now. It felt like happiness was just a stop in my life. Stop for a while and will change with problems that are tubed.

Sometimes, there is a rush in the mind to just give up. But the shadow of the child's face seemed to haunt me. as if reluctant to give me a gap to surrender. But, let's just say once I'm tired. Let go of something I've died fighting for but never won.

Blissfulness. One word that people differ in their definitions. The happy defense is in accordance with the conditions that a person is experiencing. I, all financial needs at this time no one is lacking. Having the luck of being a daughter-in-law and wife of a distinguished family lifted my degree from a teenager who used to have to work part-time first to be able to meet a plate of rice and now it's no need to bother for me lakoni's back. Now everything is enough, it's just love. The love of a man I call a husband I haven't won. Is it wrong for me to expect love from my husband?. I think no, all the wives in this world must be very eager to be loved by her own husband.

Sometimes it's. I was confused by the attitude of the fadil. There was a time when he treated me like a very special woman in his life. But next time the treatment looks like I'm going to be the most disgusting woman in his sight.

Sweet treatment, love words I once felt and I heard from my own sister. But her change of attitude made me doubt her feelings for me. What I actually considered it. Aoarang's wife or just a fan of his lust.

Ah already. The journey of life has been outlined by the Almighty. I've heard that God will not test man beyond his means. And maybe God trusts me to face the problems that now plague my mind.

The long struggle with my mind made me not aware that the tap water in the sink from earlier was alive. For almost 15 minutes I was standing here I just finished washing two glasses and three dishes. Daydreaming just wastes my time in vain. Next I immediately prepare my work that was delayed because of my long daydream in the morning.

After washing the dishes, I stepped out while drying my hands using the washcloth I had brought from the kitchen. My intention is to wake my big brother up to the office. At dawn, finished praying he went back to sleep. I know my husband hasn't been okay lately. But, if I ask about her end-end condition she'll be angry indistinctly.

My steps that wanted to go to the room stopped because I saidup heard a talking voice from my mother's room. At first I just wanted to ignore it. But then why the feeling of curiosity is so passionate gebu. Then, I pulled my steps closer towards the source of the sound. To be able to hear more clearly the conversation of Mama and sister fadil. What I just found out is that the interlocutor of my mother is a fadil brother because he heard his voice.

With my heart I slowly listened to their conversations that until now I had not understood the direction of the speaker. I continued to listen while praying in my heart that this eavesdropping action was not known by the residents of this house.

" You can't go on like this to Renata Fadil"

I frowned when I heard that my name was the object of conversation of two different people of that generation.

" Fadil can't Ma. Fadil felt this fadil decision was the most appropriate"

" Pity Renata dil. Remember she's pregnant. Do not increase the burden of your wife's mind. The condition of the mother and her fetus can be disrupted. You better tell me who is honestly the same as Renata. Say kal-"

" Say what ma?" I can't stand eavesdropping out there with my mind flying everywhere. Without a second thought I went into my mom's room which happened to be unlocked.

Mama and sister fadil looked surprised by my arrival arrived "What's wrong?" I asked fadil.

" It's not what re" Sambar mama fast.

" What's wrong?" Again I asked the fadil brother who refused to look at me.

" I want a divorce from you"

Like in a lightning strike, the sentence that was uttered by a fadil made my world seem to stop. My tears can't stand anymore.

" Why mas. Renata did what wrong?" Tanyaku.

" You have nothing wrong. There is no love between us"

" I love you mas" my sambar fast.

" I've found someone who can make me happy that I don't get from you" said fadil.

I dare my footsteps to get closer to the big brother "Let's know what I have to do. No need to separate. Inget son of hyks. I want to change as long as we don't split mas" I said softly.

I take the right hand of the big brother and direct it to my distended stomach "I'm pregnant with your child. I beg you to think again yes" I asked very softly.

Fadil just silently looked at me blankly. No reply from his mouth "You're tired for sure. You rest up. I'm the same child will not bother you first. Rest your body and mind "I gently rub his hand that is still on my stomach. I smile. Forcing yourself even in the heart is now again broken.

" don't have to split up" I said. Let people consider me a begging woman. But whatever I'm gonna do to defend my household.

" Do you still want to survive if in fact I've married again the same woman I love"

" my decision was unanimous. Cannot be disturbed" continued kak fadil.

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What was my dream last night to this day that I had this much trouble. It hurts when you hear the love speech from the mouth of a fadil for someone else. What our togetherness has meant over the last three years. Doesn't anyone say love will grow because it gets used to being together. But why doesn't that apply to fadil.

Fayyadh and Faza are fast asleep I look on pity. Little children should grow up with families that are not intact.

I rubbed my stomach which started to hurt. Maybe the fetus that is still in the stomach is also sad because of the problems of his parents.

My gaze shifted to the figure of a fadil brother who entered the room "There is fiona below" said the fadil brother who tah to whom. But the direction of his gaze was on me.

My eyes suddenly lit up to hear the name Fiona. Without waiting any longer, I immediately walked out of the room.

In the living room there was a fiona who was spoiled with mama, and a woman whom I did not recognize at all.

" Mother sister kangen" I looked at fiona who was still not moving from the embrace of mama

" Sister didn't miss mom?" Tanyaku. I got down on my knees likening me to Fiona sitting on the sofa next to my mom.

" Sister, please hug your mother once. Mother kang-"

Fiona with a sudden movement immediately hugged me tightly. Fortunately I was still able to balance my body so as not to fall backward.

Fiona cried hysterically while hugging me very tightly "Hiks sister miss mothera hiks"

" mother is also dear" I said as she kissed her head tiled tubi.

Our embrace is released. "don't stay mother again huh. Mommy has no one else but a brother equally adek" Lirihku.

Fiona nodded her head and once again hugged me.

As if it was realized the purpose of fadil brother here is not just to watch the scene of my hug with fiona, once again I ended my embrace

Fiona nodded "Sister also misses the same adek bun" said Fiona and moved towards the room.

After fiona left, I slowly got up from my squat and chose to sit next to the foreign woman who would probably be a part of this family.

Well-favoured. One word that came to pass as soon as I managed to get closer sat next to him. I knew there was a look of anxiety on his face and on the faces of my mama and sister fadil because of my actions.

" Not to be afraid. I'm not the kind of woman in a soap opera" I said with a smile.

" What's your name?"

" Kartika" said fadil quickly answered my question. The woman next to me just kept quiet.

" Do you know if you have a family?" My toot. There's no snaps there.

"We're going to divorce Renata" sambar kak fadil fast. It hurts so bad.

Die me dead so that my tears do not spill at this time. " I brought Kartika here because from now on she will live here" said kak fadil

" yes, mas. I'm not papa if your new wife lives here. I'll go anyway. But, son of my son brought-in"

" Fiona stays here" cut out fadil's sister.

Why only fiona is preserved. What fayyadh equals faza does not mean for kak fadil. What disgust is my sister fadil, so that the child born from my womb is not considered.

" But I want Fiona to come with me"

" Fiona isn't who you are if you forget" circus fadil.

I'm nodding. Now I'm like shit. Which is removed when no longer needed.

" Thank you, mas. For the happiness you have given me. May you continue to be happy with your new life"

" Mom.. Sorry Renata also if all this time can not be a good daughter-in-law in this house. But renata thank you very much because mama has become Renata like her own son"

" Re. You have become a good daughter-in-law dear." said the mother by holding back her tears.

I slowly moved from my seat. " Renata pack goods first yes ma " 

" Where are you going, baby. This is your house" stop the mama who walked up to me

My tears are getting unstoppable "Where there may be two wives in one house ma. Mas fadil would not like renata tetep here. Renata is not papa ma" lirihku.

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Finish all my stuff in the box. Not much just 2 medium-sized suitcases. That includes fayyadh and faza property. Luckily, Fiona is still asleep. So I'm not too heavy to leave it.

" So healthy brother, son. Don't be stubborn with oma. Mother dear same sister. Mommy promises to watch out for my sister and continue to love" Lirihku in a soft voice.

I stepped outside the room with a faza and holding fayyadh's hand "we want jayan jayan ya nda?" I wonder how much Fayyadh has asked me. What I need to answer. I better choose silence.

" Renata pamit ma. Take care of your health"

Mama hugged me so tightly. "so hard on your test son" sob mom.

" Renata strong ma" I said with a forced smile.

Now it's my turn to fadil "Mas.. You don't have to bother sending divorce papers to me. Because whenever I won't sign the divorce papers. I sincerely choose another woman you love as long as you are happy mas hyks"

" Keep your health. At the end of this I noticed you lemes continuously. Now there is a woman you love by your side. So you have to keep hepy"

" Mad, may I ask you to kiss the child in my stomach. Maybe for the last one. At least he had felt a kiss from his father even though he was still in the womb"

Sis fadil only he did not flinch "Mas. This is my last wish" I asked with hope. " I will not demand a living material. I will try to make a child live with my own energy" I continued.

Slowly fadil lowered his head and kissed my shirt-coated distended belly. Beyond my expectations, fadil also rubbed my stomach gently. I can't hide my feelings of pleasure.

" Dad love you're the deck" I said slowly as I rubbed my stomach.

" Thank you" I said to Brother Fadil.

" Fayyadh salim used to be the same oma as my dear father" I ordered fayyadh. Without asking much fayyadh immediately shone the hands of oma and her father one by one.

" dad. Fayyadh wants jayan jayan with mom. Dad's not coming?" Fayyadh asked as he greeted his father.

Fadil did not answer fayyadh's question. He left and turned away leaving a fayyadh who was astonished by his father.

""Ang. Come on son" take me to fayyadh

We stepped out towards the taxi that had been waiting in front. I widened my eyes to look at the house that has been holding many memories.

Goodbye Goodbye.

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