Wedding Story's

Fifty (Murka)

This morning I was not excited to do anything. My body does not know why lemes so much, maybe the effect of last night, my mouth is always restless if you want to eat. Maybe because I'm too soybean, plus eating irregular lately.

I forced my eyes to open, I had to wake up to take the fadil to the office and the eldest fiona to school. I don't want Fiona to feel neglected by me. I'm afraid fiona's getting further away from me than last night, fiona's like dodging. What does everything ask his father, but I always nawarin himself to menuhin what he needs, but he seemed reluctant. I realize it's all because of my fault.

After brushing my teeth and washing my face, I thought I'd be fresher. But in fact it is still the same, even now my head feels more shrunken. And like something's churning in my stomach. I think it's a symptom of cold symptoms.

" Mad.. Wakes up. You don't want to be able to do it?" I woke up the little brother who was sleeping while ngeloni his son.

Fadil. Open his eyes slowly. I smiled warmly at him. There was no warm smile for me this morning. Is fadil still angry?

I try to think positively. I tidied up the blankets of fayyadh that were still sleeping. If you sleep gini again, just like his father. Actually, the little print version of his father.

" Mad.. His clothes were ready. Rere to her room fiona first" My screams are not too strong for fadil's sister to hear it from inside the bathroom there.

I walked towards the fiona room, if I did not rush to hold on to the fiona room doorknob, maybe I had fallen to the floor. My view now has begun to blur it feels very weak not restrained

I forced me to keep building a fiona that still sleeps peacefully. If again sleeping like gini, I become mrsel if I want to ever knock him

" Sister.wake up yuk nak" call me softly

Fiona was a little piqued, but her eyes were still tightly closed as if by glue.

" Today's school, baby, ease of holidays, son"

Fiona has had two days off since the unfinished pr incident. I actually do not agree if fiona holiday because it is not ready Pr, I am afraid it becomes a bad habit for him. But, because his father ngijinin, plus this all started from a mistake, finally I want to not follow the decision of the child's father.

" Hemmmhhh.bundaa" I smiled warmly at the fiona who was again flexing her muscles while accumulating life to wake up. I'm happy, at least Fiona wants to talk to me.

"Wake up yuk, school yes" I said again resuscitating fiona

fiona nodded as she spread both her hands towards me "bundy sling"

I was confused to refuse or accept Fiona's request. If I was fit as usual, I wouldn't think twice for a sling fiona.But now, just make yourself feel really heavy. I'm afraid fiona fell if I still maksainan myself to hold him.

" Mother's beautiful child, it's a badass son. The time to ask for another car anyway, later if you see how the temen, embarrassed right?" I said to give an excuse for fiona to abandon her intention to ask for a sling

And, the classic excuse I gave fiona this morning worked, too. Fiona did not ask for a sling, for fear of embarrassment is already big still asking for fat. Finally he walked himself towards the bathroom with a towel on his shoulders.

Fiona is getting bigger, just a few more months have entered SD. I can't wait to see the process of growing up my beautiful child and growing up to be a great woman who managed to achieve the ideals she dreamed of.

Before coming out of the fiona room, I prepared her school uniform first. Actually, he can already choose a uniform according to the day, just that, ngoknya still random chat. I understand, because it is still a child, while his father who is old enough to still like to rubbing a closet to find clothes or the like. But, I sometimes digasi understanding to fiona, how to take clothes do not fall apart. Fiona is a girl, so it must be taught neatly from an early age.

When I just came out of the fiona room, I was shocked by the big brother who was standing next to the door. I'm surprised I'm not playing.

" Why mas?" I was afraid of being scared, because I saw his extremely unfriendly facial expression.

" I'm disappointed with you re" said kak fadil full of emphasis

I frowned at me. What am I doing wrong now.

" Re don't know what you mean?" ask me curious

Fadil took something out of his pants pocket, and managed to make my eyes glare, as well as fear. How fadil's brother found it.

" Rere can explain mas" I said trying to convince fadil's brother

fadil's brother laughed discordantly "Obviously what re. Pregnancy-preventing pills.Have you, right?"

I shook my head strongly "Rere can explain ya mas. But later, wait for fiona to go to school first "My request by begging while holding the fadil's hand

Sis fadil brushed off my hand that held her hand "You should have said frankly if you don't want to get pregnant again, let me know, no need to touch you!!"

" Done"

I shook my head unwilling to let go of my embrace

" Let go renata"

" Re doesn't want to go to hiks"

" I said!!!" The reflexive snapping of the fadil made me let go of my embrace, and the fadil sis immediately passed by leaving me without even turning my head.

" Mother.." Shouted Fiona who saw me sitting on the floor. I can't support my weight. It feels so weak now

" Dad why are you shouting, Bund?" Ask fiona worried.

I shook my head "No papa. Now ready to go to school" I said weakly

I'm trying to stand up to the room, my goal is to call nana and ask her to come to school. Because I will not be able to make anterin fiona, while fadil's brother has gone to no where. I'm afraid of what happens to you, because you go in an emotional state.

" Hello na" I said when the phone was connected

" why re?"

" I can ask you to make anterin fiona not*?" I did not feel good because I had to take nana

" It could be re. I happen to have no job"

I smiled relieved to hear the narration of the nana "Thank you ya na. once again sorry have ngerepotin lo"

I could hear the sound of nana's nullity from there "just relax. I'm like anyone else"

" Yaudah, I close first yes.I must go to your house"

" yes re. Be careful" I said, ending our phone call.

I turned to the bed, there was already a fayyadh with his eyes were already bright enough to think I "Mother's son has woken up, son. You want to drink yes, thirsty baby"

I lifted fayyadh into my lap. I opened some buttons on my shirt. I want to try giving asi fayyadh again, and I'm glad that fayyadh is taking her voraciously. All this time, I've been pumping but no one's been drinking. If not in pomoa sometimes like pain and flooding, so inevitably I pump. But it seems that fayyadh wants to go straight like this. I feel guilty for stopping Asi Fayyadh too soon.

" Mothera" Shouted fiona approaching me. His appearance was neat to be ready to be ready for school.His bag was ready to be attached to his shoulder

" Onty Nana is ahead. He said he wanted to bring brother" Adu fiona to me

" Yes brother. Departing with onty nana first yes. mother is not feeling well"

Fiona nodded enthusiastically. I told you, she's hepi again nana. Because nana will nurutin all her will he.

" Ready bund. Fiona left first huh" Pamit fiona while grabbing my hand to make in the salim

" Study diligently son" I said as fiona kissed my cheeks alternately after sneaking my hands

" Schooler first ya adek" said fiona on fayyadh who had been sprained in disturbing his Nyusunya event

I chuckled at the reaction of fayyadh's annoyed face "Ihh kok kesel anyway. Her brother wants to go to school" I told fayyadh, who had stopped his illness

" yah yah" Celoteh fayyadh. I smiled blandly at the chattering of fayyadh which lately always fills the silence of this house. Fayyadh has been able to babble call father and mother even though less fluent

" Dad still works deck. Same mother first yes son yes" Fayyadh giggled at my words. I sat him in bed. Play it for a while before taking a shower, anyways I'm still too limp to bathe in fayyadh. I'm afraid I can't worry about fayyadh being active now.