Wedding Story's

Twenty-one (Grown? )

" Re, where are you going?" Ask cold fadil

I who was about to pass away at the dinner table, after preparing breakfast for brother fadil also undo my intentions

" Want to see fiona" I answered accordingly

I can't stand it if I have to face him for a long time. The shadow of him with fania kept spinning in my brain when I saw his face

I can no longer describe the shape of my heart now. Yesterday fadil's brother came to bring fania home to meet fiona.

How surprised I was, when I saw my big brother coming home with a woman. The woman who once filled her heart, or perhaps until now

" You've been avoiding me ever since Fania came here"

I am still silent without a word. Which wife is not sick treated like a fadil brother did to me

" I'm the same fania just happens to be one campus so I can meet" explained kak fadil

It turns out that once in a village with a heart, it's worth always staying at home to campus and coming home always late

" Rere to the room first."

" Re, stop!!!" I just wanted to step but was held back by the sound of my big brother rising

I rubbed my cheek that had been shed by tears.

" What do you want exactly?" Fadil's brother stood near me

" Reply!!!" Shouted fadil again because there was no answer from me

The first time in our marriage my sister fadil yelled at me. It hurts to be yelled at by people we love

"What do you want me to do?."

" I want you to stay away from fania, I don't like her near you" there's no clash in my sentence. Just a hopeful tone

" Can't" replied the fadil quickly

I smile at my fadil reply "I envy, fania can have your love completely, even though she has hurt you. It's not natural that I'm jealous of fania mas?".

" love can't be forced "Fadil's sister left me after saying that

Until when I have to hold on. There's no more reason for me to survive than fiona. Mama sak fadil, lately his attitude is cool and cold to me. 2 days ago visited, his attitude is strange, mama no talking a word. What else is this trial in my household

I massaged the base of my nose.My head feels dizzy. But I have to go to school, my truancy is too much.

" Mr mir, rere left for school first yes" Pamitku on mbak mirna who was beberes

" mom, mom's face is pale. Mommy is sick?" Tanya was mirna who approached me

I smiled. Work here not long, but mbak mirna has been so attentive to me "Just a little dizzy mbak"

" Mom went with father?" Tanya mbak mirna while crabbing looking for the whereabouts of kak fadil

" No mbak, mas fadil has left. There is a sudden job like it" I replied lying. mbak mirna did not know our quarrel earlier. because mbak mirna has not come.

" Beware of mom"

" Yes mbak. titip fiona ya mbak" I grabbed my backpack that was on the dining table chair.

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Never has my history been this story waiting for the teacher to come out and end the lesson. But this time, I really hope that ma'am Riska will quickly end her learning

" Re, why are you so agitated?" Tanya nana who might have seen my uneasiness from earlier

" My head is dizzy na. Stomach also nausea from earlier" Stir to nana

" Re, your real shoots. at the breakfast house not yet lo?" Nana whispered. Afraid to hear mom risk

I shook my head. This morning I did not have breakfast, because of the debate with kak fadil, and plus I had no appetite at all to eat

" Find a disease"

nana held her hand up" Mom"

Miss Riska who was explaining also stopped her activities for a moment "Yes, what's the matter Nana?"

Ms. Riska who was originally staring at nana, switched sideways and my bath.don't forget also the class gaze that is now fixed on me

" Yes, please" Miss Riska allowed nana to take me to the UKS. Maybe she was sure because she had seen my pale face

" You wait here. I want to buy bread first to the canteen" said Nana when we were in the UKS

I forbid it. because it is free to buy, the tip of the end I definitely do not eat.

" You actually have a problem what the hell re" asked nana umth time. His gaze was so sharp to me

" Hikss. Don't look at me like that. I'm afraid" my sobs.nothing why I'm being such a crybaby. Seeing nana's look scared me

" Jeez re. why else anyway.don't cry it" Nana was confused to calm me who was still sobbing

" The same story I. if you have a problem with your refrigerator husband" said Nana while holding my hand

There's no way I'm telling nana everything. I'm sure Nana won't stay silent if I tell her the truth

" It doesn't matter what it is" I lied

" Where is it possible, Kam tid.."

I ran towards the UKS bathrooms, leaving nana not ready to talk

Huekk.

The turbulent feeling in my stomach became more and more so, but nothing came out but clear liquid

" Re, I'm gonna throw up again" Nana came up and massaged my neck

I'm shaking. Now my body feels very weak. " Na, help me walk. I don't feel strong myself" I asked nana

Nana helps me to lie back in the vault uks "Drink first" Nana offers warm tea given by the UKS officer

I accepted it. There was no change after I drank the warm tea

I closed my eyes hoping the nausea would lessen. Because it feels really excruciating

" Re, don't get pregnant"

I opened my eyes when I heard Nana

My mind is back to what happened 1 month ago. Is there any result of that night's events. My mind went awry, so fast. But maybe this is a reply to my prayer. Is it possible fadil's brother can open his heart if there is a child growing in my heart

" Where is Na."

" The sign that happens to be the same as you is exactly rich in signs of a pregnant woman in a novel that I often read" said Nana so sure

I glanced at him not believing "When have you been reading novels?"

Nana grin abhorrent grin "yes, since then it's the point" he said followed by laughter

" Later to go to the doctor, I'll go" continued Nana after stopping her laughter, which I don't think is funny at all

" Where can I leave fiona later" I said while sitting from my sleep

Nana turned the ball lazily" Let it be clear re, she's here or not" Nana said as she touched my stomach.

I was touched when Nana held my stomach as if there would be life there

" Yasudah, because this beautiful Renata did not want to leave her favorite child for long. Later before going home, we stop by the pharmacy to buy a testpack" suggested nana

I slightly disagree, what people say later high school students buy testpack. But nana's not her name if it doesn't have a thousand ways.

" just calm re, serahin all the same Nana this beautiful" he said by raising his eyebrows

" easy positive deh ya. let me have ponakan" said enthusiastic nana

I rolled my eyes lazily "Fioana don't you consider a niece?"

" Yes, yeah. But fiona bangkap me really" he said reasoned

I rubbed my queen's belly, did she really grow in my heart. I still can't believe it. Even if he does grow up, I should be happy or sad